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Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Oh No...

dear sweet corner...
wink2...entri kali nieh...
ng nk jdkn peringatan supaya ng xmamai lg next time...

ng pn xtahu...apa mood ng skrng...
cmpur aduk sudah...
perasaan malu...
of course....
sgt memalukan....

kisahnya begini...
ritwo...b4 ng tdo...ng gtau phi...
ng kta...ng tekad nk gerak phi keja...
phi g keja koi 6 pg rite...?
that means...ng kena gerak phi around 5.15 or 5.30...
dptla phi bsiap2...n then takes breakfast...
kn phi??

tp belakangan nieh...ng slalu ja lewat bgn...
dlu bkn men...
koi 5.45 dh bgn...
dh mandi...then.."smbng tdo blik..."
ngeee

skunk nieh...ngee...koi 6.30 xpn koi 6.45...bru bgn...
malah kdng2 koi 7....
ng pn xtahu knapa...atau ng dh kuat tdo skunk...
ewww...malasnya ng...hehe...

back to the story....
pg tu...jam koi 5.45....ng kol phi...
ng dhla msa tu...separa sedar...separa x...
y pastinya...msa ckp hp...mata still lg pejam...n then...
ng asa ng a little bit mamai...

ng asa...btoi dh ng tekan no phi...
tp ntah...knapa sora pompuan...
dngr2 sora pompuan tros ng tbgn...
mula2...ng pkir...eh...pompuan mna ni...
mulanya ng jeles...
ng "kc"...wink2...
tp...pd msa y sma...ng tpkir gk...atau ng slap no...
ng tgk2...btoila no phi...tp sapa akat...

lma gk ng tdiam...smbil two pkir...
mayb akak kot...
nvm la...mgkin xda pe2 kn...

nsb x mcm slalu...
hehe...kalo x...malu bngat...
nsib ng x tadaaa phi...n then...
da la...rahsia...
hehe...

ng ckp..."phi sudah g keja.."
"...yup...sudah pergi...tp dia tertinggal hp dkat umah.."
"ooo...kah..."

pastu ng diam...hehe...sebenarnya...ckp pn...mta ng pejam...ngntok sgt...

"ada apa2 hal dengan phi..."
"kah...kah...ng sja kah...ng ingatkn phi blom g keja..."
"bru ja pergi...ada apa2 hal...?'

wuuu...sound tegas kn...tp msa two ng xpkir papa lg...
ng asa...biasala kot...akak kn ckgu...jd suara...biasala  nada agk tegas...
tp ni tegas sgt...akak ke ni?...smpat g kn ng bermonolog...

pastwo ng xingt dh apa lg y ng ckp...
hopefully ng xckp y bukan2...

n then...ng msg phi...msa tu phi dh blik dr kerja...
ng gtau phi...kta ng kol phi pg td...ng nk gerak...tp phi sdh g keja...n then xbwk si zylo...
hehe....zylo...ng namakn hp phi zylo...
ada2 je kn ng ni...

"phi kah...pg td ng ckp ngn sapa kah?...ngn akak atau mama..."

"phi kata pg td...mama y akat..."

"mama akat...nh matila ng...that means ng ckp ngn mama...phi ng nk wat gena kah...pg td ntah apa2 y ng ckp...ng dhla mamai msa tu,...ckp hp...mata pn pejam...xmampu nk bkak...ng ngntok..tp ng nk kol phi...gerak phi g keja...phi tngai hp kt mana? mama kta apa...?"

ng panik sudah...yela...mama tu...ng pn xtahu knapa ng tkot sgt ngn mama phi....dlu smpi tbwa2 mimpi...ng mimpi mama...tros ng tbgn dr tdo...dahsyat kn...

cz...bg ng...ng ntah smpi ke x 10% drpd mama...ngn ilmu di dada nieh...y xseberapa...dan bnyk2 kemahirn lg...y ng xdpt kuasai..jahit?masak...terutamanya...cz ng pompuan kn...tp sume tu...ntahla...
bnyk lg y ng perlu pelajari...bnyk lg y haros ng kuasai...
ng tkot...kna reject...

tp apa2 pn...ng jnji kah...jd y terbek untuk dri ng...untk parents ng...untk abg dan adik2...
dan ng nk jd y plng bek untuk phi dan famili phi...
ng usaha tkat y ng mampu nah....

phi..on the other hand tenang...

"phi wa...xaih..mama xkn rejects...mama xkta apa2 sgt...mama kta sora ng slow...n then...mama tgor phi...mama kta...kcian ng...cz kna gerak phi pg2..."

"ng ikhlas kah...ng hepy dpt gerak phi...lgpon phi xsoh...ng sndri y nk...ng minx maaf kah...cz ng...phi kna mama tegor..."

"xpa kap...biasala tu..."

"mama phi sgt tegas..."

"kap..."

"phi kah...ng tkot kah...first time ng ckp ngn mama...aduhai...kalo la ng tahu kta mama...mesti ng..."

phi gelak ng...huh...jahat...xpa2..

"mama bkenan dh.."

ng tkjot phi kta mama bkenan...dhla mama kta sora ng slow...msa tu...ng pkir..kalo mama kta sora ng slow...gena ng nk jd cikgu nty...tkot kah...nada sora mama tegas...wlupn ng xpenah jumpa mama lg...tp ng dpt sense kah...ng tahu mama phi tegas...lg2...mama penolong kanan kn...skul men lak tu...mestyla tegas...lg 1...mama mesty fluent bi...dh mama ajar skul convent...ng nieh...oh...no...bi ng 100m...lintang pukang...i'm sorry...my english is broken...

"mana phi tahu kta mama berkenan...memadai2 aje phi ckp...mama xkta begitu pn..."

"papa gtau phi...kta mama bkenan..."

no komen...tp deep...miss small heart hepy...ntah...bila mama n papa ckp sal ng...ng hepy...begitu gk...bila mak n ayah ng tnya sal phi...ng hepy kah...

ngeee...malu ng...tu la...mamai lg len kali...
apa2 pn...ng jdkn...ia 1 pengajaran bg dri ng...ingtkn dri ng...

sekian aje nah coretan kali ni...

ng sayang sume...