sawaddikah...






Thursday, November 17, 2011

Cuti Sem Menjelang Sudah

yeah...rney last paper...math 2...
dan...tup2...
cuti sem dh bmula...."hooray"...
pasni...
ngee....
wat je la kn pape y nk wat....
xgdoh la kn tgk bku sgt...hehe....smpi jd ulat...
ulat buku....

mcm2 y ng plans cti kali nieh...
ng nk cti ng bmkna...
bkn buang msa je....
dan ng ckup xska bila org kta...
besla noh cti...
pasni bleh mkn tdo mkn tdo je....

tp oppss...
bg ng...."TIDAK"....

cti sem...
ni la kah y ng nanti2kn....
wow...slama 6 weeks...
bes kn....
lma...
school holidays....

pkir2...hmm...untong kn blaja kt mktab...
bdk skulah cti kita pn cuti...
hehe...
bnyk cti....

"I like...."

berakhir sdh foundation...
ng arap ng lulus sume paper....

ng tkot math 2 kah...
ng asa ng xrapa ok math 2...

tp...xslh kn bharap...
hrap dpt gred elok...
dpt flying colour results....

ng hepy xtkta lei dpt blik rney...
pho ngn mea jemput ng kt ipg...
kalo diikotkn...
blik sndri pn bleh kn...
nek bus...
tp mea wa...
mea ngn pho amik nty...
khop chai nh...
ng syng pho ngn mea kah....

mea angn pho...
slalu bg ng kta2 smngt...
slalu da disisi ng pabila ng downs...

wlu hdup ng cma sederhana...
tp pnoh ngn ksh syng kah...
ksh ibu...kasih bapa...
mmg xternilai...
mlh mahal dr intan berlian lagi....
ng bersyukur kah....

"honey2"...
honey dh da dkat phi...
jga honey di2 nh khon di...
ingt yar...15 November 2011...
bedday honey....

bkn bmanis mlut di bibir...
tp ape y ng ungkpkn...
sume lahir dr ati...
dri jiwa dan perasaan ng....

honey....
ng wat honey khas untk phi...
apa y da ddlmnya...
dri ati kecil ng kah...
ati kecil...y slalu jujur...
ati y serupa bikin....

ingt kn kisah big heart n small heart...
begitulakah analoginya....

"slalu manusia ikot mr.big heart y membohongi drinya dan mengabaikan mr.small heart y mnegakkn panji2 kejujuran.....thdp drinya sndirinya....."

kta2 nieh....dr bku motivasi kah...y ng bca dlu...
msh tingt2 lgi ng...
tntng kisah y diutarakn oleh pgrng bku tersebut.....

sekian aje nh coretan kali nieh...
bubye penang...
jmpa lg yar taun dpn....

dan...
kpada kwn2 sekalian...
slmat bcuti nh...

sawaddikah....









Friday, October 21, 2011

Gud Monink Penang...

sawaddikah...
arunsawat...
gud monink Penang...gud monink sume....

smile mile2...yay2...
smbot ari baru ngn snyuman...
kerna...hdup ini mau ceria...
snyum2 sokmo...

monink2...
ng hepy kah...
cz rney tiada clas...
yea...leh blik...
of course la kn hepy...
td ng kol parents...
bahagianya....
ng asa warm kah....bahagia...
ng rndu...
btoi la kn...
pabila jauh...kita akn brasa rndu...
Kedah n Penang..
kalo dpkirkn...
xla jauh...
tp...bg ng...ntahla kah...
mayb ng lbih ska dok dkat ngn famili kot...
bgn pg...nmpk muka ayh...nmpk muka mak...
bahagia...
ng syg mereka....

bibi...
ngn rndu bibi....
si adk bongsu...
ngee...bi kta dia nk show ng something...
nk tnjuk tarian india...
sakan btoi adk ng y sorng ni...
aktif...n then die bknla sowng y pemalu...
baru2 ni msok ptndgn tarian india...
n then...menang...
taniah bi...
"troskn nh...akak ska bi aktif..."

p bau...
my belaoved brother...
ng syng kah...
syg abg...
arap2...kali ni blik p bau xbuli ng...
ska sgt buli ng smpi ng ngs...
that why...ng gelar abg mr.tiger...
ngee...

mama pooh n papa panda...
wow...
mlm ni mesty best tdo...
bear keliling...
i like...
rndunya....
mama pooh...papa panda...
i have something to tell you...

ng nui....
persis adk ng...wlupn ia skdar teddy bear aje...
tp...bg ng...
dia adk kah...
da ati...da perasaan...
dan ng...syg ng nui...
"ng nui travels ngn p sau lg k ari ni...kita blik kedah...hometown..."

phi kah...
nah...xlma lg bedday phi...
nty kna jga "si honey" lek lok tau...
honey2...
nh...remember k...
n jga momo duai kah...
sbab...momo adik kita...
tq nh...untk bed time story...

ng ingt lg mlm two...
mayb cz ng letih sgt...
tros xdpt tdo...
kdng2...ng pkir...
ng ni da mslh tdo ke??...insomia??
ntah...ng pn xtahu....
...xda kot...kn...
sbab kt umh ok je...
dpt tdo ngn nyenyak...
mlh...acap kali ng tetdo...
tp kt sni...ng asa...sush btoi nk tdo...
xdpt asa nikmat tdo sgt...
ngee...
ayo...tgk kn...ska btoi compare...pastwo complaint...

ng xdpt tdo...
then phi wa...
"cpt2..baring wai...tarik selimut...mna ng nui..."
"sudah...?..plok ng nui nah..."
pastwo...tadaaa...
yea...bed time story...hehe

"pada suatu ari......."

ng ni bila dngr bad time story slalu lali...
hehe...ng ska kah....
wlupn ng dh besa...tp ng ska bed time story...
ska sgt kah...mark2 lei...
tp kcian phi...
hehe...jd tukang cter untk ng....
khop chai nh khon di...

ckp2...sal bed time story...
ng tingt msa ng kecik2 kah...
mea slalu ja bed time story untk ng ngn abg...
tiap2 mlm lei...
n then...ng ngn abg tetdo...
ng ska kah...
bahagia...

skian je nh untk kali ni...

sawaddikah...

have a nice day...





Monday, October 17, 2011

Maafkan Ketidaksempurnaannya...

zmn knk2...
indah kn...riang gmbra je...
jd bdk...apa sgtlah mslh...
bleh dktakn tiada...
"mkn...men...tdo..."
itu je routine kn...
besnya jd knk2...
andailah msa ini bleh diputar...
kmbli...tp mustahil kn...
jd angn2 mat jenin aje nty...

jd bdk...ari ni gdoh...
tp esok lusa...b'bek blik...
men sma2 lg...borak bsma2...
jauh beza btoi...
pabila dri ini dh jd remaja...
dh dewasa...

ng tingtkn kta2 madam mawar kah...
dan...bagi ng...agk touching...
mbwa 1001 mkna lei...
mayb...sbab ng pnah brada di tmpt itu...
penah mgalaminya sndri...

"kamu tidak sempurna"
"dia juga tidak sempurna"
"maafkanlah ketidaksempurnaannya"...

msa tdngr kta2 itu...
ng akui kah...ada benarnya...
untk ape "mkn ati" sndri...
biarkanlah...let it go...
try to forget...forgive the others...
and start new life...

kesabaran....
ng prcya pd Tuhan....
mgkn Tuhan ingn mguji sejauh mna ng tabah...
sejauh mna ng sabar...
dan ng dapati...
begitu kerdilnya dri ng ini...
begitu kerdilnya manusia....

bg ng...blaja la kah memaafkn org...
sbab andai kita pendam...simpn dendam kesumat...
last2...mkn hati...
mkn hati dri sendri...
bagaikn satu beban y tpikul di bahu...
bagaikn kita ketuk2 paku...
wlupn paku itu dicabut...
namun, kesannya xkn hlang...
ng sndri penah mgalaminya...

ng bsyukur kerna ng sdar...
nk apa sgtlah ngan hdup ini...
ingtlah...kamu tidak smpurna...
bgitu jua dngn dia...
maafkanlah...
maafkanlah ketidaksempurnaannya itu....

hdup ini...mau ceria2...
snyum2 sokmo...
blajalah memahami...menerima seadanya...
slng bermaafan....

"tiada bumi y xdtimpa hjn"
tiada msia y xpenah alpa dan lalai...
semua org penah melakukan kslhn dan kslpn...

ng mohon maaf...
andai ng penah melukakn ati sesiapa...
maafkanlah dri ng...
kerna...ng cuma msia biasa je kah....
dan di sni...
ng ingn maafkn dia..
maafkn mereka....

hdup oh hdup...
nk apa sgtlah ngan hdup ini...
kerna....hdup ini bknlah sesuatu y hakiki...

kejap kita di ats...
kejap kita di bwh...
kdng2 kita gembira...riang...asa suka ati...
tp ada kalanya kita dibendung ngn kesedihan...kerisauan...
itulah KEHIDUPAN...

try to forget and forgive...

"KAMU TIDAK SEMPURNA...DIA JUGA TIDAK SEMPURNA...MAAFKANLAH KETIDAKSEMPURNAANNYA...."





Saturday, October 15, 2011

Star...Blink2


"owh...ng almost t'lupa nk lukis bintang kah...!"
"bintang?..."

kah...star blink2...star blink2 kah...mayb..after this, it will be my routine...
draw a nice, small star...
for what?...
biarla nh...keep it as secret...sbab...bg ng...sngt touching...

so difficult to do it...but...u should be strong...
if u can do that...give a gift to yourself....
star blink2...

a gift that i give to myself because i can do that...

bg ng...bkn mdh kah...
wat something y bgitu bcanggah skali lei...

huh...ng hmpir gla2 sudah...
tenang...tenang....
tenang pls...
small heart n big heart...
pls...listen to me...
be cool...calm down...
k??

usah dlyn sgt kn perasaan...
tp sometimes...
bgaikn perasaan mdominasi jiwa dan raga ng....
hati ng mngs...
my heart is crying...
for what?....
u should be happy rite...because...u can do "that"...

ng slalu kta pd dri ng...
optimis...always think positive...n everything will be okay...

bgitu mdh kita memotivasikn org len...tp kita xmampu memotivasikn dri sndri...
jika mampu...ask yourself...
sejauh mna???

life?...how about happiness?...
ingt...kmu sndri y menentukn hdup kmu...
sma da...kmu nk hdup ni...happy or sad...

kn...so pkir2 la...
andai sdih skalipn...xkn ke mana...tperap di lembah "down" je...
ng slalu pgng pd prinsip...hdup ini mau ceria...snyum2 sokmo...hepy go lucky...
so...??..

ceria...n think positive...
ingt star blink2...make it nice...

star blink2 (^-^)
a gift i give to myself...

star blink2....




Friday, October 14, 2011

Pantai Teluk Bayu..Penang



sunset...nice kan...indahnya ciptaan Tuhan...


members mt 1...

friends forever...


Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Ngee....

lma kn ng xpost kt blog..
yup...agk lma kah...
cz ng lam usaha siapkn si honey...
"si honey...."
i will make it nice...wow...
ngee...tp bru je 10%....
xpe...still have time...
rite..bak kta pepatah...shari selembar benang...lma2 jd bukit...

da kwn2 ng tnya...nape ng ska sgt bg nma kt benda...bear pn da nma...hp...laptop..sume bnama...
nk kta sume...xla certain ja...
selective gk yar...ngee

ntah...cz bg ng..msia da perasaan kn...smala gk ngn y len...mesty da perasaan...kn?
mcm bear ng...amik cntoh mama pooh n papa panda...
bila ng sdih...
ng asa mreka dpt menyelami perasaan ng duai...sma gk time ng hepy...
ng nui pn sma...
kdng2...eh...nape ni...mata ng nui mcm berair...sdih ek...
dh sis die sdih...die pn sma...mayb...
kaedah polya lak...guess n check...

imaginasi?...xla...ng pkir ape...ng ckp itu...
xnkla clp xserupa bikin kn...
itu namanya hipokrit...
ngee..so much to say...
tp ntah...xtahu nk mula ngn ape...
snang2...ikot kronologi la kn...

rney...ngee...da sowng mamat two...
awai toi die bgn..padahal rney die two xde clas pn...
mamat two hntq msg kt ng...
n then...ng reply...
"kah..."
msg2..."awainya ng bgn..."
ng dh mandi dh pn...
"koi 6?"...
"yup...dh siap dh..."
routine kn...bgn 5.45 n then ng takes bath...
biasa sudah...
great of surprise...eh2...awainya bgn...amazing...
hehe...dh slalu nk g kuliah ng y grak phi tiap2 pg lei...
tp ari ni...terbalik la plak...
xda kuliah...tp...fuyoo...awai bgn...
tgk two...khon di dh falls sick dh...
"oo...cik abg demam xdpt tdo rupanya..."..."two la.."

ha'ar...ng tahu kah...
da 2 ja...oopss...probability lg...
smada phi redah hjn msa antq dobi...
or...wat assignment artificial intelligence smpi dmam lei...
hehe...toi kn...
ng teka...slalu btoi...

sal assignment...
hehe...lucu...
ng wa nk tman phi...
"tham nah assignment...ng tman kah khon di..."
tgk2...ng tetdo...
hehe...ayo...ape nieh...
khothud kah...ng xbniat n xsngja kah....

phi ro mai...
ng dh dpt lgu y ng ska kah...y ng tgk kt konsert...
n then...ng tdngar...kt umah kah
ng tnya..
"eh...abg ada lagu ni...adik ska...adk nk..."
tjok die..."kho khop khun ma nak thi ni..."
nty ng emel k...
ngee...kndg2 ng pkir...phi ni pnat ke xlyn kerenah ng...

"tamak"....hehe...hah...phi downloads sume lgu band noey senorita?
ng ska sgt band two...n ng xsngka phi downloads...
lam diam...ng tsnyum...cz...phi cuba pupuk minat...apa y ng ska...phi pn nk bg suka...
pndek kata...ng suka hati....
mark2 lei....

tgk...ayo...nk ckp sal dmam...tp tckp sal band lgu la plak...hehe...
ha'ar....
ng pelik...
dai kah...ubt kna pahit duai...that why ng xmam ubat kah...ng tkot ubat...ubat pahit...dktor jht...xska...xska...xska...
ng tnya mak n nenek ng...
napa ubt pahit...
n mereka kah...pahit itu ubat...
tp ng nk ubt manis...n then da perisa...perisa coklat...ngee...

smbg conversation...hehe...
ha...dh breakfast?
breakfast wai...susu n chipsmore...
hehe...ng slalu lapa tgh mlm...n phi wa mam susu n chipsmore...
favourite ng...

ha...pas mam2...kna mam ubt...2 bijik...panadol org dewasa tau...n minum air msk...
bnyk kn....do n dont...
ng wa...phi kna mam ubt...bdn pns mai...skit tekak mai...batuk mai...
persis doktor...hehe...
ha...jgn mnum ais taw...ng xkasi...xbagi...fhm??

phi wa...ok...panadol org dewasa...bkn ng...mam panadol bdk 6 taun...
ngee...dh panadol bdk 6 taun x pahit kn...
ayooo...

ltih sdah ng nk taip...bnyk lg coretan ng...
sweei friday...
laksa 7 mamgkuk...
n mcm2 lagi...skian ajela untk kali ni...
len kali lak kn...

sawaddikah


Wednesday, September 28, 2011

my Story Mory..

tik tok tik tok...tgk2...
ayoyo....
rabu sudh..n then sok khamis...lusa lak jumaat...

cpat kn msa blalu...
tgl rapa ari lg je...pastwo msok bln baru dh...bln oktober...

that mean...exam around the corner dh...but how about the preparation?
not yet rite...nk exam da...tp still lam honeymoon mood lg...enjoy aje...
so...kna ubh dh...
kna take serious dh...
kalo nk flying colour results kn...

ngee...rney...great...at least x buang msa mcm slalu...
kn...y pling pntng skali...xtdo ptg...
kdng2 ng xnk lei tdo ptng...cz nty mdh lupa...memori jd x kuat...
krap tdo...jd tabiat kn...
tp nk blaja ptng2...bkn 2-3...waduh2...
bkn perkara y mdh two...
cz otak pn perlukan rhat...n then...xsesuai untk blaja kn...
so gena yar?
plng tbek wat lak kn akt santai...reading ka...tgk movie ka...
rite??
cz kalo nk tdo...
tdola koi 12tgh hari smpi 12.30 tgh hari...
tdo slama 30 min...time two...jdkn sbgai "routine"...
cz elok untk kesihatan jntng...dpt menghindarkn dri dri penyakit jntng...
petua shat nieh...
so take note kn...

rney...bg ng...berbaloi kah...
after clas...ng blik blik kejap...rhat2...
ng hbskn story book...
"so good to be true"
nice kah...
ha'ar...rney msa clas math..math 1...da quiz...
ngee...quiz lagi....
xpa...kn...
pastwo ng g library kah...stdy math 2...integration...
cz ng asa ng kana bnyk exercise...
math sem 3...susah kah....
jd ng kna lipat gandakn usaha...
ng xterer math...
wlupn stdy ckit je...tp ok la kn...
dpt hndarkn dri ng drpd tdur petang...
gpon rney xla letih sgt...

then....blik2 dri lib...ng sngah recsam...
ngee...lapa ladna...ng suka...
tp knapa eh ladna kt sni xsma ngn hometown..
len kah....pe pn...mkn je la...
cz asa lma dh nk mkn...ngee...
nk dkat kafe...kempunan char ho fun...
kafe mhai kot...
udang sekor 2.50...

pastwo...blik dr lib...ha'ar...wat pe yar...
ow...bgos kn kalo nh kemas blik...sapu2...
ng xska kalo xkmas...
n ng xska kalo kotor...
ng allergic habok....eew...
kmas2 blik...sapu2...
hehe...kpas siling...ayo...
wat ng lenguh lei...jenuh dongak....
nk kta ktinggian xckup...ng asa ng ckp tinggi dh...ngee
pasan...

akauntabiliti sbagai sowng guru...
beep2...sok khamis ma...
so baju batik...
oo ng...rajinkn dri wai...
before mandi...iron dlu baju...
hehe...ikot suara hati...
ngee...
ntah..asa bsalah kalo lnggr peraturn...

ok...finish...good...
time untk mandi...
eew...busuk2...
ngee...ayuh...bsoh bju lak...
exercise tgn...mna taw jd tough nty...
ngee...mimpi siang ari lak dh...
ayoyo....

mam2...mam ladna...tp syng...ng mam xhbs kah...
mayb cz ltih...
xkn cz ng mam cucur udng bnyk...
so which 1 yar...
probability???

ngeee...mlm nieh...phi da clas kn...
klas multimedia...
mlm...huhu...
mlm pn da clas...aduhai
ala..bdk u kn...xpela...nvm...fullstop!!
so..ng?
don't waste time...kn...ng kna stdy...
wat pe yar...
better...stdy math ngn kak biah...

ckupla ajela coretan untk ari ni...
my story mory...

sawaddikah....

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Selesai sudah...

yea...dh hbs dh ipg oral...hepy mark2 lei...of course lg....cz ng asa oral mcm burden untk ng ja...dh ng xska bi...bkn ckit2....tp mark lei....

da 3 components...listening....group discussion n last skali individual presentation...

ng asa...hmmm...so sad to say...

untk listening...agk sush la gk...ng da slap spelling duai...ayo...harsh penalty...tros slh...n then da y part 2 kot...listening...weak kah...cz da certain words....ng x tahu pe meaning die...that mean....ng lemah vocab... so...ng kna bnyk belek kamus n then bca buku bi...

wow...ngee...biaq btoi...ntahla...mcm nk ban bi je....dh ng xminat da skul rendah...smpi skunk ng xterer bi...bg ng...antra writing n speaking...ng asa...ng prefers writing kah...cz asa...aman je dunia...xla ng gabra sgt...bab2 ckp nieh....ng ayo...ng nervous...bila nervous hlng semua point...asa mcm kosong aje...teda pe2 untk diujarkan...kalo writing..at least da gk msa untk ng pkir kn...

group discussion...kalo realitynya...totally out kah...ng slap semua point...maybe cz dri ng sndri...ng just tgk part agree je...n the...xtgk y disagree..kalo x...mayb ng dpt la gk clue....msa two ng nervous kah...n ng asa ng blank duai...jntng ng pumps laju sgt...tah 150 per min pa

monetary rewards...high academic achievement...
hbs oral...ng pkir...xla sush sgt tjok ni...kan...cz ng slh fhm...n asa kabur2...tros ng xdapat wat...ng asa myesal kah....cz ng asa...out kah...pdhal benda ni kalo bg sdikit msa g...mayb ng dpt wat...tp nasi sdh mjadi bubur kan...ng ckp dhla slh...asyk ulang2...da stops n ntah pe2 la...ng reflects dri ng...yup...quick bad kah....

ng da bca sebuah bku motivasi...die kta...pe2 pn tjadi....dont blame yourself...jadikn ia sbg pengajaran...n pastikn benda y slh n slap xkn bulang lg...learn from mistakes....

kah...ng hros think positive kn...bnda dh lpas xleh ubah da...wat y terbek untk y akn dtng...cover balik...n then everything will be okay...rite...

kdng2 susah kn...kita mampu untk memotivasikan org len...tp untk dri sndri...kita xmampu...

kata2 itu doa...ng arap...tuhan lembutkan ati pensyarah kah....bg ng good mark...itu hrpn ng...dan ng arap iaakan jd kenyataan....

di sini...ng nk say thank you kt mea ng...ng syng mea...pabila ng down...mea xpenah menambah ng lei...mlh support ng...bg ng kta2 smagt....i love my mom....

pastwo untk oral...individu...ng dpt tjok drugs kah....thanks god...at least ng da point...ng dpt wat...dpat ng ckp...ntah ape y ng merapu...smpi ng xsmpat wat conclusion tgk2 time up...

time up...ooh...ya...oo...thanks...

ayoyo....

thanks phi kah...cz bg ng support...ng nervous...phi wa byng ckp ngn phi k...n td...ng byng...ng speaking ngn phi kah...n sal semalam...thanks nh...phi wat ng tsenyum...smpi pg lei ng hepy...dh lma majok...tibe2 da org pujuk...jd...ng pn suka ati...yea....
bg phi 10 bintang lei....n thanks for bed time story kah...ntah...ng ska sgt kah bed time story....ska kah....

ngeee...kisah tempoh ari....ng buli phi...bca sal oral bi...pnjng kot....hehe...comey btoi...ng dh tau...tp sje...ng phi bcakan..ng wa...n then...ok...then...ar....continue...

n phi pn...bca je...ng suka ati...ngee...skit prot lei tahan gelak...cz apa...dpt buli phi...bkn mdh two...
wow...ng da advance dh...yea....syg phi....

rney....ng hmpr2 tlanggar abg senior lg...huh...owg y sma je...bfore pn sma gk...ayo...slalu ja....nk kta ng kalot...xla...nk kta die kalot...xgk...kebetulan kot...nvm...

yea...time 4 rest...pnjng kn coretan ng kali nieh...
so takat ni untk rney...sekian...

sawaddikah....
tataaa




Sunday, September 25, 2011

Sometimes...

sometimes...
"snyum xbererti gmbra..."
mna tahu...snyum itu twr...mna tau ia sekadar pgubat ati y lara....mna tahu untk hiburkn dri...
snyum kerna tkilan...tlalu sdih...

"ngs xbererti sedih..."
mna tahu...ngs kerna kejayaan...kerna bsyukur...kerna tlalu gmbira...

mcm2 boleh jd....
taasub ngn perasaan??
ntah...tidak tahu...y ng tahu...xbleh...tp itu gk y blaku...tlalu obses....tlalu taasub...

knapa hdup msia x sempurna...
"kamu tdk sempurna...die jga tdk sempurna....maafkanlah ketidaksempurnaannya...."

knapa msia bsedih...tahu kta sdih itu m'downkn seseorng...knapa prefer untk sedih...let it go....
bangkit...penah kn...kta hdup ni mau ceria...senyum2 sokmo...hepy go lucky...
tp...seperti y kita tahu...hdup xslalunya indah...da suka duka...pahit manis...

ayuh...story mory...kisah 2 insan....take a look

"khittheng yark cher ther...tea rau yu krai kan...mai phob...yark cher kan tea man mai mi wan...."

lirik lagu....
yup...huh....rndu2...khittheng mark lei....mark2....infinity lei...huh...usahkn pedulikan perasaan....rite.....
wokeh...go n study...nty da exam ma...xnk la kn sdih2...okeh...senyum...
muaaah2....muuuah little teddy bear.......muuah2....smpi pengsan lei...
tadaaaaaa........

woops....mlm sudah..mna die ye...tiada msg...tiada kol...pendek kta...nothing...
si nini....knapa la kau xbunyi...tiada dia kol...mayb busy...nvm....

..........mcm fhm...tp sejauh mna hati kecil nieh nk akur...tgk...ckp xserupa bikin sdh...rndu2...tp cuba menafikn...

oh ye...da sebuah bku...die kta...msia da 2 ati...ati besar n ati kecil...slalunya ati kecil y jujur...

mcm keadaan kita la ye....ati kecil says rndu...tp nk follow gk ckp si big heart...ayoyo....

beep2...aik msg...
"sory nh...busy ckit ari ni...n ni nk trun untk sofbol..."

kah...busy ckit...bkn bnyk ek?..maybe......len org...len pdpt...

..........mcm dpt trima...tp knapa perlu begini...sape ek kita untk dia..confuse....star2 pusing2 anticlockwise lei....

nty pas sofbol...ha'ar..maybe x busy...teda tae kwan do kn...

9.00p.m....tiada msg pn...hmmm...

"jap..."
"busy ckit..."
"jap nah...."

"jap2...jap2...busy2...busy2...japbusy...japbusy...."
mcm irama lagu...do re mi fa so la thi do....

rndu kah...rndu mark2 lei...
kap...dh msg dh ni...
kah...

rndu...msg??..napa die xkol ek...xska gayut kn...tp..kita nieh...

ati oh ati...tgk....ngs lg...ntah2 nty dpt bina empangan pa...tadah air mata....sources tu....xpn bnjir kilat...

pompuan ngn air mata...??
knapa ska ngs...tahu2...xkn dipjuk...sedia maklum akn begini...tp...
pls.....

slh ek kerna nkkn perhatian...slh ek mngada2...
asa mcm disisihkan....tiada lg...totally changed....
di mna kita d ati die....d mana kita....

"die xkn kol...mcm tngu sesuatu y x mgkin..."..."tp nk.."
i must think...what to do...

tp...slh sgt ek...weekend...kita bbual2...opps...xska bgayot...take note....n pls remember duai....

akat2...akat2...akat..akat...akat...akat...akat....akat2 wai.........
teda...lemah smgt..xmgkin...xmgkn....xleh gayut...xleh........

"knapa y trok sgt nieh...knapa ngada2..."
ngada2...trok...kah...ngada2....trok...

jiwa raga...dimanalah....pergi sudah
mr.mrs wind...tolong!!!!
tiup2...kencang2 lei...pergi2...kesedihn...ayuh...pergi!!!

knapa sume ini harus blaku....
kdng2...nk ignore...ha'ar...biaqla...biaq...tp....tham mai dai...kn snang...kalo mai care...tp ni...care...care mark2 lei...perasaan...xda pjuk...xda kesah pn...

"trok kn...ngada2..."
xcomey lei...two thumd down...

"khotud nah...khothud mark..."

kah...xpa kah...khothud..tp...

....bersambung....

................................................................................
skit coretan...
ntah rekaan atau realiti....pkir2 la kn...
itu saja dr ng...

waddikah








Saturday, September 24, 2011

weekend??

if weekend...y so busy...??
maren..oh god....same things...
phi leth..."phi nk rest..."
ng mai hai...n then...
.............................
mr lion dtng!!!
ok fine...ng phid....totally...

ok...nvm...maybe 2row...everything will be fine...
mayb phi da msa untk ng...
hope...100% lei...
tp y blaku sebaliknya.....
ingt pns hingga ke petang...rupanya hjn tengah ari....

waduh2...
if weekend....why so busy???
not so serious...but so busy....
busy2...busy....bisnesmen pn klh phi....

ng waits 4 this day...
hope...phi can spend enough time with ng...

tembak phi lei...mrh mark2 lei...mrh+majok=???
woops............
ng kasi phi zero mark...n x bg bintang dh...
phi.................

i'm waiting n waiting...
ng tngu...tngu phi...
mcm tngu buah y xgugur....
ng sia chai....
bagaikn...hrpn tngai hrapn...

ng tries ignore...tp....
ntah...xtahu kah...
ng ignore mai dai lei....
kn snang kalo ng mai care...
tp...ni ng care...cz phi adlh phi...
cz phi khorng ng....

ng tnya...phi mrh ng...
nope...
mai...hbs dai kah khon di....
ng tahu...ng xptot...
tp ng...
phi pn tahu....

"ther mi vela hai thuk khon....tea wa...ng nieh khon di..."
"krai kah phi...thi nai....ng yu nai kah khon di..."
"ng bok phi...ng khittheng...mark2 lei...phi wa...phi da nieh...tp sejauh mna kah khon di....ng kho...kho hai phi....hen chai ng marng...ng thorng karn sing rai....khau chai ng nah khon di"..

fine...
isnin. selasa n khamis...6 p.m....
n then study n so on...
mayb btoi ape y kita kta dlu...
just two hours a day...
ng calculates....
xsmpai pn....ng concerns kah....
ok...

rabu...programme...if not....tutorial...n then...for friends....
late night...
mna ng..................

friday...same thing...12...n then time 4 rest...
pdt...
mlm...tae kwan do...

saturday...??
tidak tahu...
y ng tahu....
xckup 24 hours a day...
y ng tahu....
ng???

ntah....just ignore it...
tp...ng tham mai dai....
tho ey...chai noo chai....
phor leau....khit pai...ko sia chai plau2....mai ro sai...tong pen beb ni...
mai di lei....
mai di mark2...

ntah...biaqla kah....
teda gud monink...mna khon di....gud nite...bed time story....
extinct sudah...

eewww....
not 2 thumb daa...
no smile....no stars...
give me shot lei....
bom phi...mcm bom hiroshima n nagasaki lei....
...................................



Thursday, September 22, 2011

my Story Mory..

hmm...mlm sdh...
tp....tiba2 aje asa cm nk tlis blog....
msa bkak...nk tlis...
ngee...tros idea hlang...
xtaw nl tlis sal ape...
ayoyo...

td...tgk nasyid...mula2...cm meriah je...msa awai2...
tp...msa btoi2...asa boring la plak...
asyk owg y sma je...
hmpir tlentok...
ngntok sgt...

ha'ar...rney g braya umh syakila...
bes...yummy...hehe...knyang btoi...
mkn mcm2...
nasi...ais krim...kuih...

dkat aje umh die ngn ipg...
nk kta dkat sgt...xla...nk kta jauh...x jgk...
dkat la...hehe...
tman sri penang...
tgk dr luar...mcm kecik aje...
tp msok dlm...
besar...cntik lak two...
don't judge a book by its cover....

trip mt 1 mt 2...keja mam2 aje...
hehe...
tp...kitaorg aktf gk taw...
smlm...da lwn2...
laki men netball...pompuan lak...men futsal...
funny....
bes kn...sume pakat trun...pastwo men...

tgk gaya bdk laki....mcm2 btoi gaya dpa msa men netball...
smangt toi...hehe...
n bleh dkatakn terer...
tp opps....stepping...
jga gerak kaki bha...
lincah aje dpa...
good job...two thumb up...

pompuan pn...
ngee...ape krngnya...hehe...
men futsal...
goal??...
oh no...!!
nape jauh sgt nieh...hehe...
pnat kot...ngee...
ade2 je...ayoyo...

ngee...angkat tiang gol...tbek...
msa men...
hehe...mcm2 ragam...
jenuh ligan bola...
n then....sepak...
dh la x ikot peraturn sgt...
xpa...just play for fun...
rite....??

ng lak...ngee....
ng tkot bola kah...hehe...
bab skn...
ng bye lei...ntah la kah...
ng xpndai...

mta kuyu sdah...
time 4 sleep...ckupla kn coretn ckit2....
xtaw dh nk tlis ape lg....

ratrisawat kah...gudnite....selamat mlm kah....

Monday, September 19, 2011

Ngee....

yay2....yea....rney dh present da....bmk....lega sudah...tok sah pkir lg sal bmk....penat sudah...ntah dh rapa kali edit....keja edit ja....lastly....dh antq....settle.....

hmmm...1st time nieh bg teks pengucpn umum...ni tara dpn kwn...dpn ckgu je....tp...nervous sgt2....takot....

tketar2 sora....ngee...nk kta x besa...tp kna biasala kn...ntah...no komen...bnda dh lepas kn...

hmmm....kna bnyk improve...kita nieh mcm lack of confidence ja....tkot sgt kalo ckp...present dpan clas....lg2 kalo sowng....cuak....

yea....smile...snyum untk dri sndri...

assignments??
two thumb up...ngee...siap sudah....tbek...nice...good job...
so pasni leh la kn fokus study...
exam around the corner dh...
tp kita mcm alpa n lalai je....
sem nieh...mcm tkapai2....
sume ats pgr je nieh....

atau kita sndri...y x busaha btoi...mayb..
yup...kna b'ubh dh pas ni...study hard...study smart....

n then...next week da oral test...n listening....
fulamak...bi...dh la bi kita nieh broken...
hehe....bila la nk pndai bi nieh??
ayoo....

nvm...still da msa kn....kna la prepare untk bi lak pasni...di samping....study math....
math mcm ktngln je...so kna..catch up....

yup...cover balik...

ha'ar....td kn...g lib...belek2 blu...
pastwo tnmpk sbuah bku tu...
die kta...soya n tempe...punca breast cancer....
ayoyo....dh la peminat soya...
so kna la kurangkn...
smata2 untk kesihatn kan....

n rney bnyk gk y kita blaja...
sal bm...hmm "perkataan'..
bru pasan kata "mengguna" xwujud...just da "guna" n "menggunakan" je...
ngee...smpat la pg2 belek kamus...
n satu g "mencuba"...
rupa2nya mksd die "berusaha untuk"...
patotla time kita wat esei tlis "mencuba untuk'...
asa mcm xgramatis je...mcm something wrong somewhere...
tgk2...mmg iye pn...

ok...skian aje coretan untk kali nieh...

tataaa

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Sem Baru..Azam Baru

phi kah....
camat blik u nah...
"sem baru...azam baru nh khon di...."
"jnji....blaja bek2 sna..."
bwk roro...jga die duai...
die juwita ng taw....
hehe....semestynya....

ngee....sem ni subjek phi...ng xingt kah...mayb...ng kna takes time kot....
sume pasal ict n multimedia...
y ng ingt programming lok...
hehe....
dh kita nieh...bkn mcm die tu....
kita bdk math.....

ng ingt nk post sjak ari isnin lg...tp busy kah...
bnyk assignment...
mcm mngu nieh...3 kah...
tertekannya...
tp dh ok...
almost siap dh,,,
n sok...antaq sume.....
n then....blik umh....
yay2....hepynya....x tkata...ttulis je.......ngeee

penatnya ng wat refleksi...
2 ja...tp bjam2...
susah btoi...huhu.....
kna jdkn refleksi life partner ni....
refleksi aje....xdpat lari...........

bleh snyum sudah...
opps...tp isnin nieh...
fulamak....teks pngucpn umum....
tirn ng...tkot kah...
ng dhla jnis nervous....
tkot!!!

ayo...post title...
sem baru...azam baru...
tp cter sal ng la plak....lari tjok dh...
hehe..."ter"....xsngja kn.....

anyway...rian di2 nh khon di....
kecapi cita2 phi...
cnta seirng ngn cita...
pe2 pn...ambition 1st kah...
biaq cita2 tngi...
impian...
jd manusia...kna da wawasan....
"anda y menentukn hdup anda...."

ng chea wa phi tham dai kah...
khon di khong ng...
all the best....
move forward nah kah....

salam kah....
sawaddikah.....

Friday, September 9, 2011

Awek phi Baby~~

pada suatu hari,
ada seekor kambing ni,
kambing betina,
kulit dia gelap sgt,
tp dia xnak ngaku...

kambing betina ni kan,
slalu ja ngs,
sket2 ngs,
sampai bf kambing ni pening pala mark2 lei,
bf kambing betina tu kata,
"Syg.....u r a Baby! Hakhak!"

tp kan, kambing betina tu kan,
dia xnak ngaku dia Baby,
sambil ngs dia kata,
"Phi...isk2...i'm not a Baby ok....isk2...slurrrr!!"
Sambil tarik hingus...
Hakhak! Eeeeeew, baby ngs berhingus!
hbs kotor baju n cadar tu...

Hekhek! Muuuuah kambing betina tu!
k la nah, sampai sini je bed time story.
phi tulis kat ng sbb phi da kat Melaka kan?
xleh nak bed time story kat ng...
Rak ng. Muuuuah pipi ng..

Hari Ini...

Opps...Jumaat....ng rndu....rndu kdah...negeri y ng cintai..ng rndu umah kah...ayoyo...xkn la ng homesick...mcm xbesa aje bjauhan...pdhal...bjauhn....

itulah ng...

huh...nk mgeluh.... tarik nfs dlm2....hembus plhn2...n teriak...biaq satu dunia taw lei....
tp....xbek kn mgeluh...avoid it....
perasaan oh perasaan...ape nieh....

ng khittheng...khittheng mark2 lei...
khittheng mark2....khittheng thi sud lei....

reny kt clas....madam wat laksa Johor...
nice...b4 nieh...ng xpenah mam pn...mlh...ng xtahu...gena la rupa laksa Johor...
rupanya2 gtwo...ooo...
nmpk laksa....tros ng ingt mea...
nk mam laksa y mea wat....nk mam mskn mea....
rndu kah....yummy....

rndu semua...everything....
ng rndu katil ng kn umh...
tdo pn asa nikmat...kt ipg...ng ade je mslh nk tdo...
asal tdo mesty skit blkng...mcm owg tua2 aje...
keras sgt...
bila la kau nk empuk si tilam oi...cian la kt tuan kau nieh.....

ng rndu teddy duai...rndu papa panda n mama pooh...
nk plok erat2 lei...rndu mark2...
ng cter kt phi kisah mama pooh n papa panda...
phi gelak ng...huhu....
ng bg mama pooh pki skirt tau....bg die jd pompuan sejati ma....
rndu suai...si brown...anggun...teddy...ng cream....
rindu sellykitty...pinky...mashimaro...sin chan...
rndu sume lei....
momo duai....khittheng kah....

"kisah baby"....
ng bkn bi lg kah...taun dpn dewasa sdh...
ngee...phi kah...ng promises noh...
xnk ckit2 sdih da...
..."ng kap...untk ape ng nk ngs...."
ng akn ingt kta2 phi nh....

ooo...tempoh ari...msa ng siar2 ngn p bau....
ng bwk moto....ayo...moto p bau ng xcekap kah...
hmpir lost control...smpikn ng panik...
kisah lori merah duai...hehe...
jht lei lori two...die pekena ng..
ng ckp2....
"abg apasal ngn lori nieh...dh la owg tkot....die pn xnk overtake"...
eee...lori noh lori...apasal nieh....
dh la ng asa mcm xstabil ja....
tp p bau wa....usah pedulikn...
ng kna fokus....xbleh gney....no good....
hehe..."kap...tp ng tkot...ng tkot lori....tepi aje nieh"
may b cz ng trauma kn....
lma gk ng stop bwk moto....ingt kisah y ng hmpir2 kna lnggar...
ng fobia....padahl ng xslh...tibe2 aje keta belok...xkasi signal...nseb ng smpat elak...
kalo x....ng pn xtahu kah....gena la ng...
ngee...kisah lori merah lom hbs lg....tp ng nieh...
hehe...mls sdh nk cter pnjng..
mcm no idea la plak....

lastly...phi...
"bye2 kah khon di"...jauh sdh....
ntah bila dpt jmpa...
kalo da rezeki mayb taun dpn...
kalo teda...
...tedalah....
2 3 ari gak ng tmenung...
tingtkn phi...tingtkn parents....rndu adk2 ng...
smpikan ng lost appetite...

ng rndu kah....xnk phi blik...tp xbleh kn...
blaja rjn2 nh khon di...
kita lwm pointer lak k???

sekian aje coretan kali ini...
waddikah....




Monday, September 5, 2011

Dear Sweet Corner

lma sdh...
udah lma kn ...ng xtlis blog...
coretn ng..ade...tp ng ni...
ayo...jari jemari mls nk taip kah...
so...ng lyn aje perasaan mls nieh...
cian dkat sweet corner...
dh lma out to date...

hmm...mcm2 blaku...
dnia b'ubah...
mnusia pn b'ubah...
ng pn kah...
ng penah alpa...
lalai..
namun...ng sdar ape y ng wat...
smpikn...
ng tahu ng slh...ng admit it...
ng jnji pd dri...ng akn b'ubh...
teda lgi nty....
hdup ng...asal ng wat slh...asal ng slap...
ada aje kritikn y myusul...
wlupn sblom ini...xpenah pn ng wat sume tu...
"teda bumi y xditimpa hjn"
"teda mnsia y xbesa wat slh"
NAMUN...y pling pntng...sdia untk bubah...


suram dan twr...
ntah dmana wana2 ceria kehdpn...
hdup ini...
bgntng pd kita...
nk ceria...ka nk sdih...
kita y merncng...hnya merancng
namun...
tuhan y menentukn...
ng pnah syng pd seseorg...
syng sgt2...
perasaan syg bleh lntur?
ntah...mgkin...
kdng2...kita mencuba...
tp...kalo dh xmgkin...bkn lgi kita...
tp awk...sya...
dmanalah???

ng hepi...blik umh...
ng syng mea...ng syng pho ng...
ng syng p bau...
satu2nya abg ng...
sgarng2 p bau...tp die myayangi adknya sepenuh hati...
dlu...ng mrh sgt...
p bau grng...
ini xbleh...itu dilarng...xbleh gney2
ng pgl p bau...mr.tiger...phi lak...mr.lion
sma aje...
2 2 garng kah....
kdng2 phi...ng anggp mcm phi pn abg kandung ng...
phi...mcm abg ng gk...ng syg kah...
khop chai nah...p bau...
khop chai nah...phi

kisah si adk kecik...
adik ng...
vik nai..ng ment n bibi...
ayo...ng blik umh...nakai btoi nieh adk ng...
lg2 bibi...smpai xdpt kawal dh...
ntah mcm sape...degil sgt2...ikotkn perasaan die je...
ritwo kn...bibi hepi...shari die nyanyi lgu wonderpets...
ng tnya bi..
"syg..apa y pntng?"
KERJASAMA....smngt toi die...
ayoyo...p bau ng nui ajar la nieh...
ng gtau bi...
"akak...xnk bwk ng nui blik dh..."
adk jga k??
bi ckp..."ok aje...bi soh die tdo ngn bi..
n akak...jgn buruk siku nty...
amik ng nui dr bi..."
tgk...bru 6 taun...lncar toi die ckp

ng blik umh...tv dimonopoli...
adik2...tgk katun aje...
spongebob la...upin ipin la...
katun aje nieh....
ng ment lak...keja die mam aje...
tp mea wa..."jgn mrh...dlu adik kecik2...die xdpat mam"
hbs nk mam gena...asyk kt hospital je...jd ank doktor...
ckit2 hspital...dh slalu x shat kn....
ng cian adik...die asma..
ckit2...hmmm

ritwo ng lwn game ngn adik..
game sidewalk kah...
hehe...turn bi..
die slap...gna taktik slh...
bi ckp...
"alamak...habisla aku"
tkjot ng die ckp gtwo...
wow...adik ckp melayu je...
bleh...tp ngn syarat,,,
JANGAN ckp aku...
akak x ska...fhm?
jgn wat lg k??
adik ng pn...anggk2...
"kaphom...bi xwat dh"

sorng adk lagi...
cian die..
cuti nieh..dmam aje die...
mcm na xdpn kn...asyk2 kna ujan aje...
pastwo tdo lak...
xtentu msa...
dh kwn dilamun cinta...
msg aje...
smpi mea bising2...nasibla...dh btoi kn
"study sama adik oi..."

lastly phi...
ng asa thutang nyawa ja kah...
andai ritwo...tiada phi...
ng pn xtahu...
ng ade ke x ari ni...
khop chai nah...
budi phi akan ng kenang...
jasa phi akn ng bls...
"ng jgn wat phi gney nah"
ng...khothud...
ng xbniat nk wat phi gtwo...
cma ng btoi2 xok...ng xda energy lngsng
smpikn hp di tgn ng pn tlepas.....
khop chai nh phi...
khop chai kah...

skian ajelah untk kali ni...
sawaddikah....

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

FrienDsHip...






friendship??
of course la kn...pntng sgt2...
cz...xmgkin kita hdup tnpa kwn kn...
kwn..
mdh dcari...
tp kwn sejati...sukar untk dicari...
and...
bkn snang nk jga hbngn persahabatn kn...
kwn...
mcm2 jnis kwn...
da kwn y bek...bleh dhrap...
n da y sbaliknya...
stop complaint org len...
kn...??
anyway...4 2day...
thanks my friends...
khop chai nh wan...
thanks kak biah....
thanks....


Friday, August 12, 2011

Create Your Day in Advance

"......when you say to yourself

'i am going to have a pleasant visit or a pleasant journey'

you are literally sending elements and forces ahead of your body that will arrange things to make your visit or journey pleasant

when before the visit or the journey or the shopping trip you are in a bad humor or fearful or apprehensive of something unpleasant

you are sending unseen agencies ahead of you which will make you some kind of unpleasantness

our thoughts

or in other words

our state of mind

is ever at work fixing up things good or bad in advance....."



Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Kah...Khon Di

aik? post ek...hehe...ng ingt ng mimpi td...phi wa phi tlis blog...
anyway...khop chai kah...
ng appreciates it...
rak phi kah....

htam ek?
kaler phi la kah...ska sgt noh...hehe...that why ng kasi title kt phi...mr. black kah...
mr. ayo pn sma gk...2 in 1...

phi ek??
phi funny la kah...pndai wat lwk...ska aje wat ng tsenyum...wat ng gelak...kisah lori....bed time story...ska wat ng lali dngr...cter ank kmbing...hehe...cter bintang...si gds degil...cter bear...

khop chai sam rap thuk shing nah...

phi...phi y ng knai...ng tahu la kah...bkn shari 2 kita knai...tp akn slama-lmanya kah...

thirak ng nieh...snyum wai....

phi...iltizam kah...komited...phi usaha btoi2...that why ng ska kah...

n phi x hipokrit...phi jd dri phi...phi jujur...tros trang...

tp khon di...sensitif...sma la kita...ng pn sensitif kah phi...tolerate k??spya hbngn ini bkekalan kah...

"chai ng...sam rap thirak lok..."

waddikah...


~Thirak phi~

hitam - ego, keyakinan diri, mudah hiba, iltizam yang tinggi, komited, serius dan tidak pandai berlawak...
ayo? phi ek ni?

ego?
xla, mana da. haha! xego kan syg? wekk...

keyakinan diri?
well, ofcos. kita kena confident kan?

mudah hiba?
i ni sensitif tau...(xpasti apa maksud hiba). hakhak!

iltizam yg tinggi?
iltizam tu mcm mana?

komited?
..........

serius?
mesti la serius bila ng degil kn? hakhak!

xpandai melawak?
huhu, sampai hati kata phi mcm ni...huhu...

warna & makna

kuning - ceria, tahan lasak, suka berkawan, suka popular dan enjoy...

hijau - tenang, pemurah, berperikemanusiaan, kreatif, mengambil berat, banyak idea, pengasih dan penyayang...

coklat - matang, sihat, berdikari dan tenang...

merah - kemegahan, pantas, kurang sabar dan bersemangat...

hitam - ego, keyakinan diri, mudah hiba, iltizam yang tinggi, komited, serius dan tidak pandai berlawak...

putih - optimistik, suci, suka kedamaian, tidak suka bergaduh, kurang kreatif, kadang-kadang membosankan dan bersangka baik...

biru muda - sensitif, beretika, romantik, suka menolong, mudah berkorban dan bekerjasama...

perak / emas - kejayaan, positif, ceria dan gigih...

merah jambu - penyayang, bersungguh-sungguh, ekstrim apabila fokus kepada sesuatu...

oren - suka kebebasan, agresif, aktif dan sihat...

TaKE a LoOK

"dunia memerlukan hati dan perasaan. hiduplah dengan hati yang subur kerana manusia itu bukan manusia kalau tidak hidup dengan hati"

"mati ilmu kalau tidak beramal dan mati amalan kalau tidak ikhlas"

"ilmu tanpa amal sia-sia dan amal tanpa ilmu pula adalah gila"

"semalam dan kelmarin telah berlalu meninggalkan sejarah dalam kehidupan. esok, lusa dan akan datang merupakan impian dan wawasan"




Monday, August 8, 2011

my CoretAN...

rney...msa clas bi...msa speaking...
about love...
so...madam kasi beberapa love quotes...

"people asked what love is? if you have to ask, you don't know it"
"love is blind"
"love is a kind of madness"
have you ever been in love? when you in love, 1+1=everything and 2-1=nothing
love is what is left. when being in love has burned the way
love is most beautiful of dream and the worst of nightmare

sume ni...love quotes y madam bg...bg ng...iye...sume ni btoi...itula cinta...cinta?? antra sume nieh...ng pling ska y ke4 kah...have you ever been in love? when you in love, 1+1=everything...but...2-1=nothing...

sgt bmakna kah..."two shall be as one"...that why itula kta2 y tukir kt cincin kita...sma ja kah...1+1=everything....2 insan...1 hati...ng simpulkn...ngee

xnk la mgulas pnjng tntng ni...ape y ng nk luahkn..apa y sarat d ati...tntng smlm kah...

trip y meletihkn...n mayb...1 pngjrn untk bdk dgil mcm ng kn....ng akn jd kn iktibar kah...
smlm...huh...so tired...tkot...sume ade...kalo ng sorng dri...ng xtahu..apa y harus ng lakukn...ng xtahu bgaimana ng nk mhadapinya...

serik daa....
phi...kali ni btoi2 kah khon di...ng xdegil pn...hehe...tgk nk bela dri lg...tp iye...i'm right...

ng mula btolak dri umh koi 3 lg...n then ng smpai alor star around koi 4...great shock!!

ayo...line bus dr alor star ke butterworth...huh...amai org...beratur pnjng...ng dtng awal pn...tgk...huhu...kna bratur....malang xberbau...kna ptng barisan lak two...manusia oh msia...mementngkn dri sndri aje....xpkir sma sal org len...jenuh kot tngu...

thanks god...at least ng x keseorngn kah....mula2 ng nmpk kak jpp...tp die dtng awai kn...dptla dok dpan...ng nieh...huhu...hjung dunia kah...

pastwo...ng beli tiket..n then ng nmpk kwn ng kah...laki...bdk smj kah...die pn blaja kt ipgkpp gk,..tp ng xsure...pe tah nma die...amer mgkn...

"thanks nh...cz temankn kami...kalo xda hampa...kami pn xtau ape y km ptot wat...thanks cz sma2 tngu bus...sma2 blik ipg"....thanks amer...

ng ngn die tmgu bus mmg lma kah...dpt bus F seat 22 n die lak seat 23....mmgla bus stngah jam skali dtng...tp...tara nk smpi turn...total up...tgk2...koi 6.20 bru dpt nek bus....

ng cian kt pho kah...ng kta...pho, usah risau...ng da kwn nieh...gpon kitaorg nk g destinasi y sma...ng ckp2...pho wa...dh mea luk...soh pho tngu..knala tngu...cian kt pho kn...tngu ng hmpr 2 jam setengah....

n then nek bus...n smpi butterworth koi 8.00 mlm....rsau lah...ari dh gelap...lam ati ng lak..hmm...mcm ne nieh...dh koi 8...tp xsmpi ipg lg...ng tgk amer...hmmm...tenang je die...rsaula gk...kot...ntah...

tp y pasti...parents ng rsau sgt2 kah...n phi duai...rsaukn dri ng...ayo...ng wat sume org rsau lgi...ng xbniat kah...tp xsngka akn jd gney...n apa y ng promises ngn phi...ng akn ingt kah...kerbau bpegang pada tali, msia lak bpegang pd janji...kata itu kota kn...

"pasni...phi xnk ng blik lewat dh kap....ng nk blik dri ipg ke umh or umh ke ipg HANYA pd wkwo pg or b4 koi 3 ja...kalo lbh dri tu...phi xbenarkn...n phi x bg....ng JANGAN DEGIL..."

ok bos... i take note....

gpon...pling pntng...ng serik kah...ni tara ng xwat pe2 slh ni...n msa tu...ng refleks blik dri ng...yup...mgkin ini balasan kn...ng dgil xbtempat...tlalu ikotkn kta ati...

"follow your heart"...

kslhn ng y mmg skr untk phi maafkn...n phi marah sgt2..kes saban ari la kn...y ng tibe2 nk blik...koi 9 mlm kt butterworth...dhla seorng dri...grng btoi phi msa tu...tp patot kah...ng degil...hbs 1 famili risau...

udah2...smbng sal trip y meletihkn lak....
hmm..
pastwo ng tngu kwn ng solat kah...huhu...sdihnya...die hmpir2 tlupa ng...tkial2 gk ng kejar die...

hehe...n then...tngu feri...pastwo feri dtng...
asanya koi 8.30 mlm gtwo kot...xpn nk dkat koi 9...ng pn xpasti kah...
ng ingt nk kna nek rapid...kalo nek rapid...yup mayb smpi ipg koi 9 lbih2 kn...
tp...kebetuln ritwo lngkah kanan la plak...
kwn amer jmput die kt tmpt teksi...y bnyk2 rapid tu...n die wa...ng pn...blik la skali...

ng segan sgt kah...ng pn xtaw nk wat gena...cz msa tu b3 hp ng...si nini...kong kah...si black la da b3...tp twola xda kdit...msa nieh...smpat g ng bmonolog..."inilah kebaikn da 2 hp kn"....in case ng perlukn hp...nk gna hp...tkr la simkad kn...simkad dg...boh kt si black...

otak ng...ligat bfkir kah..apa y ng perlu wat...tolak pelawaan amer...pastwo blik ipg nek rapid...huh...confirm tlepas ipg nty...ng bkannya nmpk sgt kah...lg2 mlm...n phi...slalu mrh ng...xnk pki spek...jgnla mrh bos...hehe...

nseb kah da syu...syu kot nmanya...ng pn xpasti kah...tesol kn...so...xla ng segan...tumpng diorg...at least 2 laki 2 pompuan...

"thanks god"...
"thanks amer...thank syu...n thank fuad"

saat genting kah...
ng tkot...
kalo ng sorng dri??
mcm mana ek???...

di sni ng blajar kah...pglman...sesuatu y xmgkin ng lupakn...pgjran hdup untk ng...

sekian aje...untuk coretan kali ni..
sawaddikah...







Friday, August 5, 2011

Love

do I have to love myself??

YES!
many people are uncomfortable with the idea of "loving themselves"...
at the same time, they expect their partners to love them!

we can't give anyone else something that we don't have...
we can never accept other people as they are until we accept ourselves as we are...
when we are mesmerized by our own faults, we look for the same faults in other people in the hope it will make us feel better...
and we find them...
but...we don't feel better....

while we concentrate on our own faults...
the world will keep punishing us...
and we will keep punishing ourselves...
we do it with ill health...
with poverty...
with loneliness...
as long as we don't like ourselves...
the world won't like us...
and then we blame the world....

Love Yourself.....

What does it mean to love myself??

loving yourself means forgiving yourself....
it means admitting that to this point you've lived life the best way you know how...
Stop seeing yourself guilty...
forget perfection and aim for improvement....

Forgive yourself for your own shortcomings...
and..
automatically you begin to let others off the hook for the same things...

people reflect back yo us what we are...
if we pay attention...
we are always getting messages...
showing us how we need to grow...
the issue is always with ourselves...

ok...motivasi untk rney...take a look...n take note ye...

gudnite...ratrisawat kah...

Monday, August 1, 2011

DeaR SWeeT CoRnER...

camat ptg sume...
camat ptg penang...
sawaddikah...

untk mreka y berposa...slmt bposa....
jgn lak curi2 mkn taw...ngee

wlupn bru brapa ari je x post...x update blog...asa lma la plak...

dear sweet corner...
hmm...mula2 ng asa sdih kah...cz dpt taw y phi dh delete blog phi...wlupn dh lma phi dlete...tp dai kah khon di? x gtaw ng pn...sjujurnya...ng ska kah tgk blog phi...cntik kah...entri2 pn best....sume y phi post ng ska sgt...da gmbq2 phi msa kt skul dlu....gmbq msa matrik...

ng ska kah tgk gmbq skul phi...kwn2 phi...bdk sbp kn...hehe...
time matrik pn...ng ska kah....

tp skunk tiada lg....phi dh dlete blog phi...syng seribu kali syg kah...dh skunk phi dh xska blogging...dlu...bkn men lgi...hehe....

phi...bru td ja kah ng bkak emel...cntik kah...kasi nma "roro" ek?...kah...ok...kita pgl si roro ye...hehe...mcm2 btoi kn...

phi...jga roro taw...roro duai...jga p bau nah...ingt pesan ng nh khon di....biar lmbt asalkn selamat kah...hati2 kah...roro cntik kah phi...nice...jga die tau...pastikn tiap2 mngu phi cuci roro....xpn 2 mngu skali k?

nk?ng listkn sume....
nong nui n momo...adk2 kita kah....ng nui dok ngn ng...momo lak...dok ngn phi...jga momo lek lok taw khon di...

si bobo lak...hehe....jam phi kah...ntah...tibe2 je nieh phi minat nk pkai jam....tp cntk kah...striking...jga bobo lek lok taw...

si zylo n didi....hp phi kah...
tgk...didi kuat kah phi...thn lasak....didi=bek2...
skunk didi aje nieh jd phbng kita...kalo xda didi ng xtahu kah gena...kita 2 bknnya dkat pn kah phi...skunk aje kita dkat...tp nty...xlma lg...bjauhn semula...

tp ng akn pastikn ati kita dekat kah....

si zylo...ng kcian sgt kah zylo...zylo sakit...dh rosak...phi kna bg die msok hosp cpat2 tau...kasi die antibiotik...phi acah ng...bnda serious pn acah lg...tp mgkn btoi kot kn...cz ng degil...xnk dngq ckap phi...wat phi risau sgt2....zylo pn sma...tros die jtoh sakit...tenat lak tu...

phi...mulai saat ini....ng promises kah,,,,ng xkn wat lg kah...ng xnk phi risau...xnk abg, pho ngn mea ng risau....cz tlalu ikotkn perasaan....ng wat sume org risau....ng asa bsalah sgt2 kah phi...

btoi jgk ape y phi ktakn pd ng...untk apa mngs?knapa x tbh? n mcm2 lagi kah...trima kasih ats sgala2nya....phi bg smngt kt ng..motivasi ng...khop chai nh...

kalo ritwo phi xodw blik kg...mesty phi amik ng kt butterworth kn...ng khothud cz amik tndkn drastik kah phi....ng xkn wat lg kah...

nini n black lak...ng punye hp...nini patner ngn didi taw...ngee

nong nui...hehe...ska sgt phi soh ng mam ng nui...wat sup...nakai btoi mamat nieh...kalo nk wat sup...kna la momo....momo kn bsaq dri ng nui...oo...nk wat sup free of charge pn bleh...hehe

ng nakai nh...dgil...ketegaq sume ada kah...tp snakai nakai ng pn....xla nakai sgt...hehe

.............................................................................................................................................................

soal len lak...td khas untk phi...
hmm...rney hepy kah...
hepy sgt2 duai...
td kt library...lastly dpt gk artikel...arap2 accepted...
ntyla nk tnjuk kt ckgu....
n kalo ckgu kta ok...bes kn??

bnyknya assignment...
huhu....
bru ja nieh siap pp...bmk pn...ok la...tp kna edit lg...pnjng sgt..
kna pendekkan...
rney xda bmk...shiok...hehe
xgdoh la bucp dpan clas kn...
xbes...nervous...
sume ade....

bi lak rney...
aduhai....questionnaires kna lak ubh ckit2...
ade je y xkena...
huhu...xpe...
mls la pkir....
tgai dlu...sok pkir...

sok lak...
hmm...da presentation pp...
arap2 sir kta ok...
bleh hntq...
jdi?...selesai la kn keja...
xlarat dh nk perah otak...

sekian aje nh untk kali ni...tata
bye2 kah...
nk g mandi...rest kejap...n plan ape y perlu wat mlm nieh...

sawaddikah