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Monday, January 9, 2012

So Bad...




sawaddikah...

entri kali nieh...ng pn xtahu kah nk letak tjok ape...las2...title kali ni...so bad je la...make it short...ringkas dan padat...cz ape...cz ng feels so bad...totally bad...

letih sgt rney...ng pn xtahu knapa...g klas...ng asa mengantuk kah...kalo ikotkn ati...mcm nk lyn perasaan mls je pg td...xnk bgn...tp...mna leh kn...xboleh begitu...

waduh2...ntah da beberapa ari ng xdpt asa nikmat tdo...tdo awai...tp...xdpt tdo...paksa dri tdo...pejam mata...namun...ntahla...no komen....letihnya gney....oopps...bkn shari 2...tp 5 ari sdh...iyela...hakikatnya ng bring2...tp xlena...tdo x nyenyak...koi 2...bru ok...

tilam oh tilam...apasal la kau kras...mcm papan...huh...ng ingt...sem nieh akn ok ckit...tp y sebaliknya la plak blaku...ng ingt nk tkr tilam...tp ntahla kt blik tv da ke x...mcm xda je...mbuatkn...ng frust...smpikn ng pkir...kalo gney...mcm nk blik tiap2 weekend je...waduh2...

rney ng letih kah...mayb cz xckup tdo kot...so, hbs clas td...pas mkn2...smpi blik...rehat2 kejap...tros ng tdo...mula2...ng ingt xnk la tdo petang...tp ng ngantok...dh la lma td tdo...nk dkat koi 5 dh ng bgn...ntah la td...ng mimpi ke ape...ngeri kah...mayb mamai kot...separuh sedar...separuh x kn...

atau...ng pkir bnyk...letih sgt smpai tbawa2...ngee...

ceritanya begini....

td da clas...clas combine...ngn bdk math 2 n sn...kt dewan angsana...guna lcd kn...ng lak dok belakng td...so, ng xnmpk sgt...xklear...nmpk two nmpk la...tp kna teropong...so, ng asa xda mood td...dhla lec pn ckp pelan...ntah apa y dia kta...ng xbg perhatian sgt td...msa sesi soaln...nk xnk..knala tumpu perhatian kn...tkot xleh jwb...

pastwo...mcm ng maklum td kn...ng tdo ptng rney...ng mamai kot...ng tries bkak mata...pastwo ng asa kabur sgt...smpikn ng asa gelap dunia...ntahla...mimpi ka apa...atau ng y pkir bnyk kn...msa two...ng panik dh...knapa ng xnmpk nieh? am i blind...oh no...TIDAK...ng tries lg2...but...ng asa pandangn ng gelap...pastwo ok ckit...jd samar2...dan ng asa...ng dh xmampu...ng pn pejam mata lg...sambung tdo...

dan kisah tempoh ari...ng bca blog p sau...ng ska kah...cz dri situ...ng dpt tahu tntng phi...dan famili phi...p sau ska blogging...very nice blog!!...ha'ar...p sau kn pki lens...n then p sau lupa nk tngl lens...tros tdo...pastwo asa2 pedih mata...jd mkin kabur n kabur....ngee...dan ng plak tbawa2...pkir lak sal ni...hehe...ayo apala ng...kn??...

i dont know what had happened...tp ng nk pkir dr positive side kah...mgkn...ng ltih kn...jd...xmampu nk bkak mata...asa berat kn kelopak mata...thats why...pdngn jd gelap...mayb...kn? xpn ng pkir bnyk...ntahla...arap2 gtwo la kn...tp td...sejujurnya....ng takot sgt...cuak kah...kalo la ng bgn, tiba2 btoi2 jd gtwo...menangis pa ng....
tp bersyukur kah...x begitu...thanks god...

hmm...sekian ajela nh coretan kali nieh...

sawaddikah...


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