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Sunday, September 25, 2011

Sometimes...

sometimes...
"snyum xbererti gmbra..."
mna tahu...snyum itu twr...mna tau ia sekadar pgubat ati y lara....mna tahu untk hiburkn dri...
snyum kerna tkilan...tlalu sdih...

"ngs xbererti sedih..."
mna tahu...ngs kerna kejayaan...kerna bsyukur...kerna tlalu gmbira...

mcm2 boleh jd....
taasub ngn perasaan??
ntah...tidak tahu...y ng tahu...xbleh...tp itu gk y blaku...tlalu obses....tlalu taasub...

knapa hdup msia x sempurna...
"kamu tdk sempurna...die jga tdk sempurna....maafkanlah ketidaksempurnaannya...."

knapa msia bsedih...tahu kta sdih itu m'downkn seseorng...knapa prefer untk sedih...let it go....
bangkit...penah kn...kta hdup ni mau ceria...senyum2 sokmo...hepy go lucky...
tp...seperti y kita tahu...hdup xslalunya indah...da suka duka...pahit manis...

ayuh...story mory...kisah 2 insan....take a look

"khittheng yark cher ther...tea rau yu krai kan...mai phob...yark cher kan tea man mai mi wan...."

lirik lagu....
yup...huh....rndu2...khittheng mark lei....mark2....infinity lei...huh...usahkn pedulikan perasaan....rite.....
wokeh...go n study...nty da exam ma...xnk la kn sdih2...okeh...senyum...
muaaah2....muuuah little teddy bear.......muuah2....smpi pengsan lei...
tadaaaaaa........

woops....mlm sudah..mna die ye...tiada msg...tiada kol...pendek kta...nothing...
si nini....knapa la kau xbunyi...tiada dia kol...mayb busy...nvm....

..........mcm fhm...tp sejauh mna hati kecil nieh nk akur...tgk...ckp xserupa bikin sdh...rndu2...tp cuba menafikn...

oh ye...da sebuah bku...die kta...msia da 2 ati...ati besar n ati kecil...slalunya ati kecil y jujur...

mcm keadaan kita la ye....ati kecil says rndu...tp nk follow gk ckp si big heart...ayoyo....

beep2...aik msg...
"sory nh...busy ckit ari ni...n ni nk trun untk sofbol..."

kah...busy ckit...bkn bnyk ek?..maybe......len org...len pdpt...

..........mcm dpt trima...tp knapa perlu begini...sape ek kita untk dia..confuse....star2 pusing2 anticlockwise lei....

nty pas sofbol...ha'ar..maybe x busy...teda tae kwan do kn...

9.00p.m....tiada msg pn...hmmm...

"jap..."
"busy ckit..."
"jap nah...."

"jap2...jap2...busy2...busy2...japbusy...japbusy...."
mcm irama lagu...do re mi fa so la thi do....

rndu kah...rndu mark2 lei...
kap...dh msg dh ni...
kah...

rndu...msg??..napa die xkol ek...xska gayut kn...tp..kita nieh...

ati oh ati...tgk....ngs lg...ntah2 nty dpt bina empangan pa...tadah air mata....sources tu....xpn bnjir kilat...

pompuan ngn air mata...??
knapa ska ngs...tahu2...xkn dipjuk...sedia maklum akn begini...tp...
pls.....

slh ek kerna nkkn perhatian...slh ek mngada2...
asa mcm disisihkan....tiada lg...totally changed....
di mna kita d ati die....d mana kita....

"die xkn kol...mcm tngu sesuatu y x mgkin..."..."tp nk.."
i must think...what to do...

tp...slh sgt ek...weekend...kita bbual2...opps...xska bgayot...take note....n pls remember duai....

akat2...akat2...akat..akat...akat...akat...akat....akat2 wai.........
teda...lemah smgt..xmgkin...xmgkn....xleh gayut...xleh........

"knapa y trok sgt nieh...knapa ngada2..."
ngada2...trok...kah...ngada2....trok...

jiwa raga...dimanalah....pergi sudah
mr.mrs wind...tolong!!!!
tiup2...kencang2 lei...pergi2...kesedihn...ayuh...pergi!!!

knapa sume ini harus blaku....
kdng2...nk ignore...ha'ar...biaqla...biaq...tp....tham mai dai...kn snang...kalo mai care...tp ni...care...care mark2 lei...perasaan...xda pjuk...xda kesah pn...

"trok kn...ngada2..."
xcomey lei...two thumd down...

"khotud nah...khothud mark..."

kah...xpa kah...khothud..tp...

....bersambung....

................................................................................
skit coretan...
ntah rekaan atau realiti....pkir2 la kn...
itu saja dr ng...

waddikah








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