sawaddikah...






Saturday, November 30, 2013

Jangan Mudah Mengalah...

sawaddikah...

lam hdup...kekdng kita biarkn emosi dan ego mdominasi...
dan xdinafikan...
kkdng kita tburu2 dlm mbuat sesuatu keputusn...
hinggakn kita terlepas pndng...
xterpkir bhwa diplomasi adlh jln y terbek...
dan msh ada ruang dan peluang utk merungkai sesuatu mslh ataupn ketidakpuasan....
jangnlah kita mudah mgalah...

if plan A doenn't work...u still have plan B and of course why not plan C...

sesungguhnya...semua msia adlh sma...di sisi agma...
dan ng yakin dr segi kemanusiaan...guna budi bicara...akl utk pertimbngkn...
why not?
it will work...

xkira di manager ka...supervisor ka...
sume ada hak dan berhak ke ats hak sndri...

jika mahu...
tepuk dada...tnyalah pd dri...
sejauh manakah kita berusaha...
dan adakah kita rasakan kptsn y dibuat ialah jln y terbek....
jgnlah kerna seseorng kita angkt bndra putih...
dan ktakan pd dri...
ckupla setakat ini...

kekdng kta2 itu umpama pendang...
slap tutur bicara...
buruk pdhnya...
tp...bukankah jika selembut bicara...
mampu melembutkn sekeping ati dan myedarkn seseorng....

perjalanan hdup msh jauh...dan mmg jauh...
lam hdup...kita akn jumpa mcm2 ragam msia...
dan ng akui...xsemua y kita mahukan kita dpt...

tp percayalah...
kita mampu sebenarnya....
ya...mmg kita mampu...
y penting...perlukan usaha dan komitmen
jika kita rasakan...kita sudah y terbek...
apa slhnya jika kita mahu sesuatu...
utk dri kita...
hadiahkn pd dri...
jika sush nk dpt...
anggaplah ia sbgai cbrn...
dan 
BERUSAHALANAH....
JANGAN...DAN JANGAN SESEKALI MENGALAH...
BERBEKALKAN USAHA...AKAN ADA RUANG DAN PELUANG....
YA...ADA RUANG DAN PELUANG....
KITA MAMPU...DAN BOLEH...

.................

to my friend....
kami tahu hmpa mls nk ckp byk...
lg2 hampa mmg xsuka pnjngkn2 crita...
xsuka kalo da y bsing2 kn...
tp...berbaloikah kalo hnya...ya hnya sbb seseorng sja...
lg2 jika seseorng itu agk autokratik dan seakn2 pentingkn dri....
berbaloikah??
xslh jd seseorng y akur...
tp kita...sbgai mahu ada hak dan sememangnya berhak ke atas hak kita...
usaha?
sjauh manakah berusaha...
cuba berdiplomasi...ckp bek2...
if cant...ask what n why...
sedangkn ikot logik..mmg dan mmg boleh...
jika xboleh...
still da jalan...
tkr department....
jgn sebab seseorng kita jd segan kt semua org...
xberbaloi tahu...
masih ada jln....
jdkn ia sbgai 1 cbrn...dan berusahalah...
jgn mengalah...
semua org risaukn kamu...
dan mahu kamu tros kerja...
mereka hepy ada kamu...
kamu xhepy ke bkwn ngn mereka??

sekurngnya2....
tahan la nah...
tngu dpt kerja lain y sesuai bru berhenti ka...
mna tahu kot2 dpt sunting bunga...
dpt apa y ati mahu...

bukankah di sebalik hujan...ada PELANGI...

pkirla nah bek2...
moga Tuhan lembutkn ati kamu...
semua orng syngkn kamu...
dan happy to be one of your friends...




Thursday, November 28, 2013

Hidup Lebih Dari Sebuah Drama...

sawaddikah...

jam pon 3 pg sudah....
tp...nk tdo blik xdpt sudah...
tu la ng...tp lesu smpi tetdo...
tgk...skrng...xleh tdo...

mgkin da y mgatakan khdpn kita sebuah drama...spt drama....
drama...crita2 kehidupn....
tp...bg ng....hdup  lebih dr sebuah drama...
mana nk disamakn...
sehebt mna penulis...
melakarkn sbuah khdpn...
mhdupkn wtk2...
tp...lg hebat kehidupn kita...
y ditentukan oleh Tuhan...
da jln cerita y tsndri...
sgt2 dan sgt unik bg ng...
stiapa org da kisah...jalan critanya sndri....
y ditentukan oleh Tuhan.....

..........................................................
ya Tuhan...
sejujurnya sy rindukan dia...

"tp...kalo p sau cuti sem...ng g umah p sau...mesti ada phi kan...dan mesti xnk pndng muka ng...."

pas hntr msj...tros ng tetdo...

ng tahu...xbek pkir begitu...tp...
bila ng teringat blik...

"phi kah...we need to talk...kita jumpa nah..."
"nong...phi xnk jumpa ng lagi...jgn hubungi phi lg..."

stiap kali ng teringat...mesti air mata menitis....
rngks kn...tp susah utk ng tafsirkn...
hnga kini ng xtahu...ng sangsi...
apakah...adakah y phi lafazkn itu kta2 y lahir dr ati phi...
ataupun 1 alsn...kta2 utk ng lupakan phi...jauhkn dri dr phi...
ng...tidak tahu kah....

...........................................
bila ng tbgn...ng lihat hp...

"ng...xnk pkir gtwo nah...come as my sister..."
"kah...ng cuba"

dan mgkin 1 cobaan y sukar kn...

hinggakn ng tpkir...
andai 1 one day...
scra xsngja...jika ng tjmpa phi...

kuatkah ng?tabahkah ng?
dan adakah perasaan ng spt dlu2...
dan adakah ng mampu berlagak biasa...
dan pastikan air mata xkn mgalir dr tubir mata....
ng ttnya2...
mampukah ng menghadapinya....

ng sgt2 rindukan dia...
mahu bckp dr ati ke hati...
mnatap wajah y ng rindu...
kekasih ati ng...

..............................................................................
ng pon xtahu...knapa ng cintakan phi...
hingga kini...
tiada alasan...
there is no reason why i'm falling in love n still love you....
y ng tahu...
ng sukakan phi...cintakan phi...
lihat phi...bsma phi...
ati ng senang kah...
dan phi...xspt lelaki2 lain....

xspt lelaki2 lain?
opps....
ng bkn playgirl nah...
dan slma nieh...
ng xpenah mainkn2 perasaan lelaki...
ng xska beri hrpn kpd sesiapa jika ng asa ng xmampu mberi....

...............................................................
"ng kap...boleh phi pegang tgn ng?..."
btaun2 kenal...y ng tahu...ng ngn phi...jln...xpegang tgn...mlh...phi xpenah sentuh ng...
tu y mbuatkn ng tharu...dan bertambah syng....

"kah phi...dai kah..."
sbb...ng tahju phi xkn amik kesmptn...dan phi sgt gentleman...

ng ingat lg bila phi genggam tgn ng...
"keciknya tgn ng...ng kap...phi nk jga tgn ini bek2...tgn kekasih phi...phi xkn lukakan ati ng...phi mahu ng bahagia...phi cintakan ng..."

stiap butir...y phi ungkapkn...ng pasti phi ikhlas...mata phi redup...dan ng nmpk keikhlsn di mata phi...
ng renung ank mata phi...dan ng ktakan pd ati...phi kah...ng rak phi kah...dan ng cuba utk jd y terbek untk phi...moga hbngn kita berkekalan slama2nya....

.............................................
hinggakan bila phi minta break...
phi kta...phi tawar ati...seriusly ng hmpir gila...
jujur ng kata...
sebahagian hdup ng pergi...
ati ng kosong...jiwa ng kosng...
mcm myt hdup...
.....................................................................
bila ng pkirkn...
apakah sumenya?

mgkin...ng bkn y terbek kn...
ng clumsy...ikotkn perasaan...
ng tlalu kebudak-budakkn...
xnk mglh...dan kekdng ng suka ugut dan merajok xtentu pasal....
dan mgkin ng tlalu kongkong phi...
hnggakn phi tawar ati...

bila ng sedar sumenya...
sudah terlambat kan ng...
xmgkin phi kembali lg...

phi kah...am i demand...jika ng skdr mahu phi luangkn msa...secebis msa untk ng...
phi tahu ng rndu dansgt2 risaukn phi...
ng tahu phi sibuk ngn projek...
tp...xkn la smpai tahap xda msa utk kita...
sibuknya phi kalah bisnes man...
tahu...ng rindukn dan risaukn phi...
ng xnk phi xtlalu sibuk...
nty jtoh skit...
ng akui ng tahu sal psikologi...
men's habits...tp ng xmampu...
hngakn hbngn mkin keruh n then phi minta putus...

.......................................................
pkr psikologi mgatakn...
saat bcinta...akn smpi 1 thp...di mata...timbulnya keraguan....
lelaki....mjauhkn dri dr tman wanitanya...
like konsep wave n rubber band...
si laki...mahu cri identiti...apa y dia mahukn dlm hdup dan adakah tepat pilihannya...
keraguan dan kesangsian timbul...
hngakn timbul persoaln demi persoalan....
si pompuan lak...bila laki mjauhkn bila...
emosi mdominasi...
waves...sometimes up n down rite...
rasakln drinya xdisayangi....
xdicintai lg....
di mana...kita sndri sdia maklum...btapa kontranya lelaki dan pompuan...
sma da scra werbal or non verbal...
lakikan...mahukn fokus pd t 1...cri identiti drinya...apa y dimahukn....
on the other pompuan lak...
slh fhm dan xmemahami....
maka...konflik demi konflik blaku...
hinggakn blakunya misunderstanding...
fasa ini sgt2 lma...dan jika mampu melalui fasa ini...
mka...one more stage lg relationship....

bila laki rasakan...she is mrs right...
berbek blik...cuba mdekati...
tp si pompuan lak...kepercayaan sudah hlng...
asakn dia ditinggalkn dan diabaikan skian lma...
dan bg dia...he is not mr rite....

pkr psikologi kta...fasa ni mmg amai y susah mlaluinya...
xsemestinya msa kapel...
sometimes bila dh kawen...
jika bjaya...
women like a wave...
men kile rubber band...
bila 2 2 bsatu...memahami...
pretty to say...great relationship....

........................................
fasa inikah y ng ngn phi lalui...
lmanya...
apa ek titik noktahnya...
mampukah kita bsatu....
phi dh la tegas....dan tetap pendirian...
dan matang...
mna nk sma ngn ng y cengeng...tlalu sensitif...
dan xpenah besa2 di mata phi...
phi nk plih pomp[uan gney ek utk jd suri hdup phi...
xmngkin kan...

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kekdng lam hdup...
tlalu bnyk y blaku...
hngakan kekdng...kita bkn jd dri kita y sebenar...
biarkn perasaan mdominasi...
ckp xserupa bikin....

........................................
cinta...xsemestinya bsma kn...
ng cintakan phi...dan sgt syng akan dri phi....
ng doakan y terbek untk phi....
moga phi jumpa mrs rite...
dan hdup bahagia dngnya slama2nya....
andai tiada jodoh antra kita...
dan ng bkn y dicipta untk phi...
ng undur 1 tapak ke bekalkng....
biarkn phi mara ke depan....
melangkah bsma mrs rite...
maafkn slh dan silap ng nah khon di....

.............................
see...mtngnya ng...
ngeee....byk y ng blaja kah....
bnyk y ng realized....
tp ng...msh lg cengeng...nmun xsecengeng dlu...
msh lg clumsy...hehe...nk wat gena....
dan kini...ng krng dah kah skap nakal n degil...
bnyk perkara y mdewaskn ng...
tp nk kikis prngai kebudak2kn...
mna bleh sumenya...
kdng2...bila mula..bila start....
ng lg memeningkn dri budak y umo 4 5 taun...

...................................................................
lam hdup...byk perkara y blaku...
dan ng mahu takes positive kah...
abadikan kenangan...
smpan di sudut hati ng....

ng promises pd dri kah...
wlu apapun blaku...
ng kn tabah mhadapinya...
move forward...
snyum pd dri wlupon kekdng pahit....
blaja melepaskn...menerima hakikat....
take posirif...pkir positif....
bbrapa ari sja kn...
umo ng nk genap 21 sudah...
ng kn dewasa sudah...
bkn lg bdk 5 taun....






Tuesday, November 26, 2013

Hati Ini Milik Siapa...

sawaddikah....

kekdng ng keliru kah...
apa y ng pkirkn...
apa y si ati kecil bicarakn...

"nong nit...rindu nong nit..."
ati ng tersentuh bila seseorng y ng angp kwn skian lma rindukn ng...
xkeja...bgn pg...sora msh mamai....
tp pkirkn ng...nk dngar sora ng...
ng tersentuh ati kah....
n ng knows...he really miss ng...
tp apakn daya kn....
bila ng rasakan...
kita sekadar kwn...
not more than that....

"nong...dia mahu berkenalan ngn nong..."
"ow ya...tp nong xkenal dia..."
"sebab tu lah kenal-kenalkn...berkenalan...he is a good guy...tgk nong, tros dia tpikat..."

ntahla...ati ng kosong...
xterasa nk bkenaln ngn sapa2...
jika niatnya more than a friend...

"nong2...kalola u ni muslim...dh lama sya ngorat awak..."

ngah ng wat keja...ng tersentak...OMG...
minta dijauhkan kah...
xmgkin dan xkn...
ng proud and love to be a buddhist. kah...

....................................................................................

kekdng ng tpkir...
knapa ek...
stiap kali ada y mendekati...
tp ng mengelak...mlh mjauhi...
smpai bila ng mahu tutp pintu ati ini...

phi juga y ingat....
hinggakan air mata ng mengalir....
ng really miss him...
badly...tp ati kecil ng mgatakan...
phi xkn kembali...
he doesn't love u...
phi sudah tawar ati...

....................................
bilala ng nk mlepaskn kn...
kkdng ng ktakan pd ati...
cukupla ng...xletih ek ngn sebuah penantian...
xletih ek ng menidakkn realiti y tetap realiti....

.........................................................
bila ati kecil berbicara...
ng tewas ngn perasaan sndri...
ya Tuhan...kuatkanlah ati ng....
ng harus ingat kn...
lam hidup...tiada apa y tetap...
jodoh di tngan Tuhan...
blaja untuk melepaskan....



Monday, November 25, 2013

Coretan...

sawaddikah...

promoter?
haha...

mcm cute ja kn bila bakal cikgu promotes uniform skul...

haha...
ng la tue...

bila ja promoter...
ng pkirkn...

ng mahu jual sbnyk y bleh...
promotes shnga org tpikat...
y pentng...mesty la ambil kira kualiti kn...
ng nieh cerewet orngnya...
so ng tahu la kah apa cita rasa ibu2 bpa2...
bila diorng belikn bju untk ank2 mereka...
ng kn slalu beli bju untk adik2...
haha...
so ng tahu...
jd..birakn diorng...
take times dear customer...

treat customer the way you want the others treat u....

bg someone...customer always right...
tp bg ng...xsemestinya...
mlt ng bleh tahan tau...
cra lembut mkn pedas...tikam ati ng pon pndai...
haha...uih na...mcm gnas ja ng ni...
xla...ng cma xsuka ja bila customer bsng2...
slap tgk sndri...
n then marah2...
bebel lak tu...
sian kt org y kena....
nsbla setakat ni blom ada lg gtwo...
try la wat...
ng bg sedas 2 blik...

tiba2 tingt la bbrapa org pekerja...
tlalu lembut...
biar ja customer mlh2...
sdngkn bkn slh mereka pon...
slh customer...ng lak tgk xsmpai ati...
so...ng pon bela la kn...kwn ng...

customer...apa ni?lam kertas kta hrga skian2...rtp bila scan...knapa hrga ni...?
worker...ya ka...mgkin ada kesilapan...
customer...mna bleh slap...
n then mcm2 mrh...

nong: pak cik, biar sya tgk...hmm..y less...yup...stabilo...2 2...tp y less swan premium 24...not 18... 18 n 24 same price...tp xsma dia punya saiz...y ini less...bkn ini...pak cik slap tgk dan slap ambil...sepatotnya...kena tgk bek2 dan lebih teliti bkn mrh sembarangan....

customer: sorry....

...........................................................

customer: cik...knapa la mcm ni...kta ada diskaun xda diskaun pon...
mak cih imah: ada y ada diskaun...
customer: mna? mrh2 lak tu...

nong: pak cik...mmh ada diskaun...y berlabel ada diskaun...50% highlight pink, hijau 70% less
customer: syaxnmpak apa2 label pon...ada ka?
nong: itu pak cik...besar n then berlabel...perhgi tengok dkat2...sume ada label...

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sometimes...ng tpkir...
apala nk jd...
wlupon kita lebih kaya harta...tp tiada gunanya kalo rendah budi bhsa....
biarkan...emosi mdominasi....
msia adlh sma...ciptaan Tuhan...
jgn sesekali pandng rendah mereka...

sume org ada perasaan...

pls...takes notes...


Tuesday, November 19, 2013

Begini Rupanya Kerja...

sawaddikah...

mesti sume tkjot kn....
mlh seakn2 xpercaya...
bila ng tekad...
ktakan pd dri...
ng mahu kerja....

sbnrnya bnyk reasons kah....
tadaaaa....
1...ng nk kumpul duit....
wlupon dpy xbnyk...
dia kta 1hour rm 4...
tgkla kn gena...
time gaji kuar nty...
haha...ng2...bru keja pkir tarikh gaji kuar dh...

ng nk kumpul duit kah...
lg2 sem dpan pratikum kn...
tgk dlu situasi gena...
kalo dpt dekat...
ng nk guna ssebahgian duit y ng dpt untk students nty...
wat bbm kah...

kalo dpt jauh...
tgkla situasi...
kalo terdesak...xda transport tpksa la kn sewa rumah untk 1 month...
arap2...dpt dkat n ada transport....

n then 2...ng nk guna sbhgian duit...
mayb...beli b3 laptop n then speaker....kah....
kalo bnyk....ng asa nk beli mini radio y multifungsi tu....
bleh jdkn bbm msa mgjr nty....
ng2...bnyknya nk beli...
itu ini....
hehe...
xapa kn...
kalo bangn bkn omong2 kosng....
kalo itu...ke arah utk capai n gapai cita2 n impian....

n then...ng nk cri pengalaman kah....
today...ng learns new things....
ng happy kah...

bila ng keja rney....
ng rasakn...
ng nieh jens xleh relaks....
xskanya bila have nothing to do...
gpon first day kn...
n then, tiada kak sue...
dia kn ktua....
n then...ng xbrani wat sembrngn....
ng xmhir kn...xpro...
gpon...kalo slp or slh...
susah nty...

apapun...
today ng hepy....
ng bpeluang blaja perkara tahu kah...
tahu sesuatu y ng xpernah tahu...

tp wlu apapun....
ng proud tcer to be...
n to be a tcer kah....
mdidik ank bngsa....
jmpa muriod y mcm2 kerenah....
lg membahagiakn kn....
 ng loves teaching....

"teachers who love teaching teach their students to love learning...."

haha...
bmadah lak ng...

skain sjala coretan ng kali nieh...
haha...rindu nk bca novel kah....

sawaddikah....
tata


Sunday, November 17, 2013

Birthday's Cake for My Daddy

sawaddikah....

hola...
ng wat kek kah rney...
rjinkn diri...
haha...ckp mcm b4 ni ng mls ja...
meme pon...bila ng mls...
uih na....leh thn jugak tau....

today...17 nov...bday pho...
that's mean...genap 49 taun sudah kn...
kho hai pho mi kwarm suk mark2 nah...
shat2 slalu...kuat2 slalu...
n have luck in daily life...
....love you...

tahu...first time tau ng wat kek kukus...
ngeee...first trial mjadi...
ng sgt2 hepy...mestyla kn...
ng pn blaja sndri ja nieh...
mna da sifu or chef tnjukkan...
try n error ja...

xla susah wat kek kukus kn...
bhn y guna pon simple2 sja....

KEK KUKUS KOKO...
bhn2 A...
2 cwn tepung gandum...
1 sudu teh soda bikarbonat...
1 sudu teh serbuk penaik...
1 cwn koko...

bhn2 ni..diayak tau...n then...gunakn cwn y sma...

bhn2 B lak...
2 biji telur gred A
1 cwn gula pasir...
1 cwn susu pekat...
3/4 cwn minyak...

ngeee...ng guna mnyk msk ja...n then ng asa kalo krngkn pon ok...
tgkla kn nk wat moist cake ka apa...
kalo moist..mnyk 3/4...

pastwo...cmpurkn bhn2 A ngn bhb2 B...
gaul ja k smpai rata...
n then...kukus kah...
bila dh msk...biarkn sejuk...
n then letak topping...
decorate...

bhn2 C lak...utk topping...
2 sudu mkn butter...
2 sudu mkn susu tepung...
n then susu pekat, koko n gula pasir...
ikut kesesuaian...

haha...td msa ng mcuba kn...
ng asa kalo wat aising pon xpyh...
mudah ja kn...
cma wat lbh creamy...n bter tnpa gula pasir...
susu pekat ja...
xpon...kalo gntkn gula pasir ngn gula caster...
mcm lbh ok ja...
ng rasa la kah...



layer 1...
topping....
haha...nipis ja kn kek ng?
cz ng nk wat two layer...
n tekankn flavour...

n then, ng taburkn ngn kelapa purut utk hlngkn mns...
n additional flavour utk kek ng

tabur ngn coklat rice...
n then sapu topping skali lg...

haha...tmbh lg 1 layer...
hehe...tkot btoi ng td msa tindan...
n then...topping...

tadaaaa...
ni kek ng...
hsl akhir...
i'm happy...


for my daddy...

I put infinity of love while doing and decorating this cake..

Saturday, November 16, 2013

16 November...

sawaddikah....

16 november 2013...
that's mean...genap 1 year sdh ng single...
genap 1 year phi breaks ngn ng...
dan genap 1 year ng terumbng ambng pkir tntng life...
what had happened...
n why so many...many things happened at the same time....

tiap2 kali bila 16hb...
ng mcm xkeruan ja...
bknkah tiap kali 16...genap umo ng...
n now...ng...u are 20 years n 11 months...
1 more month genap 21 taun...
bknkah 16...also your best friend bday...
n how...i hate this date?
tiap2 kali 16...
sjuta kenangn ng ng...
kngn terindh...
tp...pd tarikh y sma...
hati ng pilu...

"I YEAR..."
spnjng tmpoh nieh...
tahu...ng byngkn...
1 day...phi akn dtng jmpa ng...
xpon mohon maaf...satukn kmbali antra kita...
di mana phi sarungkn semula kapel ring pd jari ng....
bila msa y sesuai...
phi tanggalkn kapel ring...
sarungkn cncn blah rotan...pd jari mns ng....
cium dahi ng...
n meniti ari...
to spend the rest of life bsma ng....

jauhnya ng pkir kn....
ng...usahla tlebih feeling kn...
imagine ntah apa2...
hnggakn...
ng tertnya2...
mgkin xckup utuh...xckp kuat dan kukuh....
dan mgkin...ng bknla y terbek untk dia...
bkn seseorng y ditakdirkn utk hdup bsma dia...

ng tired kah...
ng letih mgejar kalo lariannya tiada penmt...
tiada kesudahan...
ng leth memikirkn...bila ng tidak tahu...
bgaimana solusinya....
biarlah semunya mgkut acuan tersndri...alunan tersndri....

"1 YEAR..."
CUKUPLAKAN SETAKAT INI....MOVE FORWARD...TAKE A STEP FORWARD...
NONG, YOU'RE STRONG ENOUGH TO FACE THE REALITY...
TUHAN...TAHU APA Y TERBEK UNTUK KITA...
ANDAI ADA JODOH XKN KE MANA....
BIARLAH TAKDIR Y MENENTUKAN SEGALANYA...



Thursday, November 14, 2013

My Story Mory...

sawaddikah...

yay2...exam hbs dh....
ngeee...hepy kah...
mestyla kn...
arap2...ng dh results y bek...
ng dh busaha kah...
y penting usaha kn?
wlupon byk aral melintang kali ni...
tp...ng mampu...
ng hepy kah...
y mbuatkn ng tkot...
paper kalkulus ja...
ng2...da ka ptot blank dkat exam hall...
its ok rite?
ng dh busaha kn...so pray byk2...
Tuhan mlihat pd usaha juga kn?...

waaaa...
skjapnya msa blaku kn...
pejam celik pejam celik...
tup2...
hbs dh taun 2...bye2 sem empat...
taun dpn pratikum sudah...

sonok kah bila hbs exam...
luangkn msa bsma housemates...
jln2 cuci mata...
bbq ngn clasmate...
lyn movie smpi ke pg ngn housemates...
n then...mesty la packing kn...

packing memenatkn....
hehe...tiap2 kali hbs sem...
mesty recyle centre untng kn...
ng td pon...
bnyk btoi brng nk recyle...
dr buang sja...bter ng agih kn...
bter recyle...

tadaaa...
rney shari suntuk ng packing....
kms2...
sapu2...dr ats siling smpai la ke lntai...
mesti la kn...
blik kna la bersih2...kemas2...
kalo xkena pndah sem dpn...
ng la pling bersyukur....
hehe...
tu la ng...
rak beli smpi dua...
gagah btoi nek trun tngga...
hopefully kekal la kn...
tp kalo kna...apakn daya kn...take it positive...

sebelum kmas....
tadaaa...kdng2 ng asa apala y ng wat ni...
tp...no komen...
dh ng suka kn...
penuhkn mini board ngn something...
origami la...love la...kad2 kecil...
ada2 sja kn...

bye2 meja studi...
haha...ni la tmpt ng study...
wat tugasn smpi tetdo...haha...
see...ni gntng2 lak...
dh ng peminat key chain....
so ng gntng...
board...wajid...
ng kn ska lekat2...
ats skali gmbr parents ng...
n then kta2 motivasi...
n ng...suka sgt bunga...
wlupon dh kering...tp di mata ng...tetap da nilai di sebalik bunga...
ng loves it...


token...hehe...tiap2 kali ng blajr...n then dpt kepuasan...
ng hadiahkn token utk dri ng...
bila ng downs....ng tlis kta2...spy ng ok kn...
hehe...token msa study week hngala exam...
bnyk juga kn ng dpt...
i'm happy...

ng suka bilik ng...
biarla org kta kecil ka apa...xhdup ka...
itu kta mreka...
y pntng...apa y ng rasa kn...
ng kn sukakn sesuatu y teratur...
tp...xbmkna ng xberseni...
kalo la kta...ala...blik orng bujang...
xperlu la kmas2...halai balai...
xkn la bila kawen...bla da psngn...bru kemas2...
mksd ng...
bila ok mta mmndng...dh ckup tu...
xperlu smpi thp mr or mrs neat...


rak buku ng...2 sudah....
haha...bru sem empat....

kit bbm...n fail2 pembelajaran...

oooo...fail...syngnya ng...
fail bmm, kalkulus, edu n pjm...
ikotkn ati...xnk ng hntr kt lec...
tp bila ng fkir blik...
lec ajr ng...bimbng ng...
so...ng kenala beri y terbek utk mreka juga kn....

selepas kemas2...

sawaddikah...
welcome to my room...
haha...see...again kartun...
nk kta minat...xla...
tp kartun comel kn...
hehe

port study....
tros ksng....
meja study pon ng lipat dh...

ni lak rak buku...
pas hntr fail...
tngai ni ja...
haha...bakul merah...
ooo...highlight ng untk taun ni...
bnyk kn...ng pon sgt terkejut...

rak bku ng y pertma...
ng suka rak ni...
bleh letak fail bdri...

ni lak loker...
ng smpn buku2...alat2 tlis n hiasan...n then bbm...
pnoh sudah nieh...

lalala...
katil ng....
nmpk sepi ja kn...
dh ng kemas2 sume dh...

letih sudh menaip...
skian sjala coretan ng kali ni...

sawaddikah....

Monday, November 11, 2013

Sabar k??

sawaddikah...

last paper sok...
fokus ng...fokus...

ng boleh....

kalo ng syng ng...
biarla otak ni...minda ni...
mudah untk trima ilmu k??
sabar k...
kuat k...ckit lg ja...
sok exam...xkn la mlm ni ng nk tumbang kn...
ckit saja k??
bca ckit...
tdo awal...rest secukupnya...
moga sok ng shat...ng ok...
dan dpt jwb exam ng tenang..

Sunday, November 10, 2013

Period...?

sawaddikah...

tetiba ja...
ng tpkir...
knapala pompuan perlu period tiap2 bln...
laki xpon...
lg2 bila senggugt...

pretty to say...oh man...sakitnya...
terguling2...ngs sorng2...
dok dkat birai katil...
smbl kesat air mta...
skit 1 bdn....
asa pening..letih...xbmaya...
sumenya ada....

wawawawa...
ng fhm kah...
lg2...ng penah mgalami sume tu...

skit dan teramat skit...
smpi ngs2 kn...
lg2 bila exam...
lg2...bila kurang shat...plus period lg...
ooo...
selembut bicara...
knapala mcm ni...xsukanya...

TP...ingatla kn...stiap y blaku da hikmah...
da kebaikan tu...

............................................................................
"mesti org pkir...nong mesti ok...ska study..."
"xmungkin nong...nong kn pndai..."

tp adakah mereka tahu...
kali nieh exam...
ng asa mcm xkeruan ja...
start ngn migrain...then demam  selsema...pastwo miss pms says hi nong...
ngs ng dkat blik sorng2...
bila ng mahu study...bdn ng teramat letih...
keyakinan ng hlang...
hngakn ng tnya pd dri...
are you okay??
................................................................................
sebelum ng merapu ntah ke mana...
biarlah ng berbalij pd topik kn...


ngeee....
tadaaa....ng searches kelebihan period td...

ada bnyk hikmah juga rupanya....

Your period can slow the aging process. Iron feeds free radicals, which increase the risk of heart disease, stroke, and Alzheimer’s. Losing iron via blood can lengthen lifespan – which may be one of the reasons women live longer than men.
Menstruation can offer hints that prevent disease. When women menstruate, the color, odor, and texture of the menstrual blood can provide invaluable information as to the well-being of the woman. Menstrual blood can offer early signs of developing illness and allow for the prevention of disease.
Your period can lead to more satisfaction in the bedroom. During menstruation, testosterone increases and enhances libido, which makes sex better for some women.
Regular periods offer information about your hormones. Regular periods are the best sign of hormone balance – as long as you’re not pregnant, nursing or in menopause. 
Your menstrual period improves your mood and appearance. The hormonal recipe that kicks in on or about day three or four triggers a significant improvement in how women feel and look.
Your period reduces bloating. The period follows a drop in progesterone, a hormone that encourages water retention and slows metabolism.
Menstruation is a natural cleanser. The menstrual period is a natural cleansing process, which releases bacteria from inside the reproductive system and helps the body to discharge excess iron, which can help lower the risk of cardiovascular disease. 
Your period can release frustration and anger. 
http://theadventurouswriter.com/blogbaby/benefits-of-getting-your-period-how-menstruation-is-good-for-you/


Friday, November 8, 2013

Why...?

sawaddikah...

ng tertnya2...knapala...sume bnda nk jd wktu y sma...
dugaan ek?or cbrn exam kali nieh...

2 hari b4 exam...
ng migrain...tlmpau pns smpi bengkak...
lpas lega...dmam plak say hi...
nsb edu ng dpt jwb wlupon ng kurng study...
n then, bila nk stud utk pjm...tros asa nk selsema...
dmam + selsema...
dhla paper berturut2...
ng bsyukur sgt cz dpt jwb pjm...ng2...
ingkt ikot format lma...ng pon xstudi sal kssr...
tup2...nah...ambl ng...
aspek2 kssr?pbs n then rph...
ngeee...arap2 poin ng dtrima wlupon da y kurng tepat...

n then...sok paper mte 3107...
dhla pas hbs pjm ng ingtkn ng ok...
smpi ja blik...lembik smcm ja...
nk bca...mta xtbuka...
wawawa....n then ng tdo...bgn pon hmpir koi 3 sudah....
n ni..ng asa xdap prot lak...
bdn pon lemah smcm ja...
msa ni la mgidam mcm2...
tetiba...asa lapa sup y panas2...lapar bubur jagung...

knapa ek lpas 1 1...

ng kena kuat k?
skit lg ng...3 papers lg...
sabar k...

ikotkn ati...mahu sja ngs...
tp ng pujuk hati...
ng...u're 21 years old...
xmo ngs...xmo2....

ng boleh...kah...
ng mesti boleh...
#chayok2...#

Tuesday, November 5, 2013

Moga Sihat...

sawaddikah...

bg ng...bila exam...
mestila kita kena study kn...
kna da usaha...n then berdoa...
minta restu dr ibu bapa...
dan kesihatan pon penting...
sgt pntng kna jga bek2 kn...

lusa exam sudah..
xnk skit nah ng...
risau juga ng...
mcm nk migrain ja...
waduh2...minta dijauhkan k?

mkn dkat ngn exam...
ng kna jga keshtn bek2 kn...
jga dri...jga pmknan...
dan otak mau cerdas...bdn mau cergas...

skian sjala coretan ng kali nieh...

moga ng sihat kn?..
study smart...
bnykkn berdoa...
minx restu dr ibu bapa...
mudah2an ng dpt flying colour results...

ng bharap kah...
permudahkanla nah urusan ng...

sawaddikah...

Monday, November 4, 2013

Owh...Exam Makin Dekat

sawaddikah...

pejam celik pejam celik...
tup2...4 nov sudah...
7 nov...exam sudah...
dh direct 4 paper...no gap...
just bmm jak da gap sehari...
wawawawa...so scary...
opppss...
Nong, u can do it...
positive mind set kan?

ya Tuhan...
permudahkanla nah urusn ng...
hopefully, ng shat msa exam...
dpt jwb ngn bek....
n get flying colour results...

chayok2 kn...
miss, mr n mrs lazy....
dont say hi k?
Nong kena rajin2kn dri...

td bkn men nk mencoret...
tp ni...hehe...
ntah g mna ilham...

ngeee...kalo gtwo...skian sjala kn coretan ng...

sawaddikah...