sawaddikah...






Sunday, September 30, 2012

Good Monink Penang...

sawaddikah...


gud monink penang...
gud monink sume...
have a nice day nah...
snyum...smile2...

today...ng kuar ngn clasmate...
rndu...
cz...dh lma ng xkuar ngn diorng...
wink2...
g mkn2...
tambah lemak...ngeee...

skian sja la...
ng nk wat refleksi bola bling...

hehe...susah kn mulakn something...
so bila da mood...
kna cpat2...
nty mood hlng...
again...tangguh lg nty...

sawaddikah...
tata...have a nice day...

Saturday, September 29, 2012

Weekend...

sawaddikah...


great weekend...
bg ng...ni la kah...
ng bru asa weekend...

slalu weekend...xpenah mcm weekend...
da je keja...sibuk ngn itu ini...
tp..kali nieh...ng asa...btoi2 dpt cuti...asa relax...

kalo dpkirkn...ada je keja...
study...n refleksi bola baling...
tp ntyla ng wat...
ng nk rehat dlu 2 3 ari nieh...

smlm..ng pn xwat pe2...
msok blik malew ngn kak bie...
sembng2 kejap...
then blik licia lak...
smbng2 gk...
xlupa gk blik dila ngn izni...
haha...menyibuk je kn ng kn blik org??
wink2...

then...ng blik blik...ntah...xtahu nk wat apa...
mula2...nk wat refleksi bola bling...tp ng asa  mls...ngeee...
mlsnya ng...

so...ng bca bku kah...
"to be better thinking & better living..."
bes kah...
mayb cz ng phm apa y die tlis kan...
bku bi...tp perkataan y dia gna...simple2 ja...
so...xperlula ng refer2 kmos...

then...ng zzzzz...

rney...ngeee...lewat kah ng bgn...
tp asa ckup tdo kah...
bahagia lak...hehe...

bgn2...ng asa mcm suri rumah ja rney...
ng bsoh bju...bsoh cadar...tp gna mesin...wink2...
yola...skunk asyk2 hujan je...
ng tkot kain xkering nty...
so guna mesin...
pasni ng...ckp la noh...
save duit...rm3 tu...

then ng sapu2 blik...kmas2 brng...
kmas bku...kmas almari...
ng really hepy...

ng ska kemas2...
xska ng kalo brng2 berselerak...

then...g mkn dkat tesco...
pas mkn...jln2...
blik2...ng balot kotak...kmas bbb...
kmas alat2 tulis ng...

pastwo ptng...ng trun...
men bola tampar...
ngeee...ng bkn reti men pn...
tp ng nk men...
tp ng tkot bola...
aduhai...bila la ng dpt kikis perasaan tkot kt bola...
xlogik kn...

haha...k la...
skian sja...
ng xtahu dh nk tlis apa...

tata sweet corner...

Friday, September 28, 2012

Akak Bangga dengan Kamu...

sawaddikah...
tiba2...ng rndu la plak kah...
kt adk2 ng nieh...
terutamaya si adk bongsu...
dia sgt manja ngn ng...

"akak...adik da sesuatu nk gtau akak..."
"bi ada apa nk gtau akak..?"
"adik dpt no enam lam klas..."
"jadi...?"
"akak nk bagi apa...?"
"mcm mana results bi..."
"adik dpt sume A...bm adik dpt 90...bi 96..matematik 98 dan dunia sn n tekn adik dapt 98..."
"bgos...pandai adik akak...akak bangga dngn kamu...bg akak...kedudukn xpenting...y penting adik dapat sume A...adik jd budak bek...rajin blaja...xdegil...itu y paling penting bg akak..."
"baik kakak..."
"akak xnk bg hadiah...ayh...mak...bg hadiah untk adik..."
"aik...adik akak nieh...meminta nieh...jadi...adik nk apa? bkn ritwo adik kta adik nk muah akak je kn..."
"yup...adik nk muah akak bnyk2..."
"hbsla pipi akak..."
"adik suka..."
"adik ska apa...gtau akak...nty akak belikn..."
"adik nk...akak y plih..."
"kali nieh...akak nk tahu apa y adik nk..."
"adik nk jam tgn..."
"adik tahu ke tgk jam...kalo tgk salah mcm mna...?"
"adik tahu...nty kalo adik ada jam tgn...bila ckgu tanya msa...pukui brapa...blehla adik jawab..."
"akak akn belikn untk adik...janji ngn akak...adik akn tros berusaha...bkn smpi sni saja...blaja...kna berterusan..."
"baik kakak...adik syng kakak..."

adik ng y nieh...mmg manja kah...dr kecik lg...ng jga die...
attachments mmg kuat...bila jauh...ng rndu adik..rndu bibi...
wlu dia dh umo 7thn skrg...namun ng still pgl bi...singktn dr baby...
akak syng bi...

sejujurnya...ng bnga ngn dia kah...kecik2...da ada cita2...ada target...
bi nk jd guru besar...
"eh...bdk kecik ng jd guru besar...?"
"sbb...adik keliru...xtahu adk nk jd gru subjek apa...adik nk jd cikgu...snang2...adik jdi guru besar..."

haha...ng asa lucu je bila dngr dia kta gtwo...
nmpknya dia bfkir...
bgosla...keep it up...

bibi...rindunya ng kt bi...



Birthday Card...

sawaddikah...

post kali nieh...
sal bday card kah...
ng blaja teknik pop up...
ng kna wat pop up kad kah...
wink2...
ng wat bday kad...
dan kad y ng wat...pling kecil...
kalo dibanding2kn ngn org len...ngeee

ng ska kad kecil2 kah...
then blapis...
 nk kasi da 2 3 ms...
then gmbr teddy...
senang ati...sjok mta ng tgk...

biarla apa org kta...
at least ng tahu dri ng...
mgkin kita pkir len...
org len pkir len kan?
apa2 sja la...
y ng tahu...
ng wat keja...bkn untk bersaing ngn sapa2...
bkn utk dpt pujian dr sapa2...
ng wat kerana dri ng...
ng wat sbb kepuasan peribadi...

ngeee...msa ng wat kad...
org pertama y ng ingt...phi...
yola...bday phi nk dkat sudah...
ng nk wat bday card untk phi kah...
wat seikhlas ati...
ngn penoh ksh syng lei...
untk phi...

hand made...
wlu...ng xkreatif spt org len...
namun...ng ska kah...wat itu ini...
ntah...bila tgk...asa snang ati...
asa puas...
kdng2...ng rasakan apa y terbuku di ati...y tsirat...
disuratkan...dizahirkan...
bg ng..begitula kah...

ng kmas2...tjmpa bday card y phi berikn kpd ng...
tros ng dpt idea nk wat kad pop up kah...
mcm kebetulan ja kan...
kad y phi bg...mmg pop up gk...
90 dgree...comey kah...
ng ska tgk...

" a prayer to bless your way...a wish to lighten your moments....a cheer to perfect your day...a text to say Happy Birthday..."

ngeee...nieh ayat2 y tdpt lam kad y phi bg ng...mahu sja ng tlis sume nieh...nk wat gtwo...tp...ntah...asa mkin rindu lak...ng miss phi...rndu phi mark2 lei...

"dah tua dah tu...jgn ngs sgt...rak ng nah...blaja rjn2...semoga shat slalu...jgn majok sgt...snyum slalu..."

ng asa terhibur lok bila bca sume nieh...1 sbb tulisan phi...haha..mcm budak2 je...
ng ska tgk...

nieh...bday kad y ng wat kah...guna teknik pop up...ng ingtkn...nk wat untk phi...
agk2...phi tbca ka x eh post nieh? kalo phi tbca...mgkin nty...xsurprise kn...xpala kah...ng arap...phi ska...

nieh mka dpn kah...

pooh...mesti la kn...ng ska pooh...jd...ng lekat gmbr pooh...

nieh...bru gna teknik pop up kah...gna teknik pop star...90 dgree...dteddy bear bdri...die hepy...cz bday dia...bear lg...ng mmg ska bear kah...comey bear...


ni...ng gna teknik parallel fold kah...90 dgree gk...
nieh lak...mr n mrs bear...g bday party...then da msg....da balloons...

ni lak teknik tower...
tp 2 tingkat ja...
kad ng kecik ja...bear ngn hadiah...n pgng balloons...
nmpknya sume bear kn...ngeee...
mestila...

skian sja nah...coretan ng untk kali  nieh...
ng syng sume kah...








Wednesday, September 26, 2012

Aku Suka Dia



Aku lihat dia di sana

Aku ingin mendekatinya

Aku cuba menghampirinya
Lalu aku menyapa dia

Dia pun membuka bicara
Dan aku mulai mengenalnya
Kita mulai bermain mata
Mula timbul rasa bahagia

Bila dia, mendekati diriku
Hatiku rasa sesuatu
Bila dia, senyum pada diriku
Hatiku rasa tak menentu

Kekadang hati ku bertanya
Adakah dia dah berpunya
Kerana diriku berasa
Aku jatuh hati padanya

Aku ingin memilikinya
Aku ingin menjaga dia
Aku ingin mencinta dia
Aku ingin hidup dengannya

Bila dia, mendekati diriku
Hatiku rasa sesuatu
Bila dia, senyum pada diriku
Hatiku rasa tak menentu

Mungkinkah aku, kan berjumpa dengannya
Untuk meluahkan rasa
Mungkinkah aku, kan berdiam diri saja
Menunggu cinta darinya

Ku terima satu nota darimu
Yang tertulis ‘Aku suka kamu’

Bila dia, mendekati diriku
Hatiku rasa sesuatu
Bila dia, senyum pada diriku
Hatiku rasa tak menentu

Akhirnya kini ku kan mampu ceria
Diriku sangat gembira
Akhirnya kini, aku mulai bahagia
Menerima cinta darinya

Aku suka dia

Bila ng teringat lagu nieh...ng teringatkn phi kah...that's why...lgu nieh antra lagu y ng dedicate pd phi...ng ska kah lah lagu nieh...mcm kita...phi kah...ng arap kita akan kekal slama-lamaya...sudah 4 tahun 4 bulan kita bersama...ng arapkn...sma bila2 kah phi...



Tuesday, September 25, 2012

Dear Sweet Corner

sawaddikah...

lma kn ng xda update blog...
cian kt sweet corner...

kdng2...
ng xphm lei...apa y ng rasakn...
apa y sdng blaku...

sal pjm...lalalla...
20 stesen...
xskanya ng...kdng2...ng tpkir...knapala ng xska pj...
dr dlu g...smpi skrng...kna wat pergerakn lak...
20 stesen...
pergerakn ng...sgt simple...simple sja...
tp tu la...y menyedihkn...msa turn ng...
altn y ng guna...
tup2...rosak...
n ng asa...mesti sir minus mark...
tp...ng arap...jgnla spt y ng pkirkan....
aduhai...xpa nah ng...
ngee...pujuk ati lak...ada2 je...wink2...

usaha lg untk y len...
da lg tu...bkn itu sja...
msh da permainan kecil...da exam lg...
ng kna usaha btoi2...
top up y blik kurang kn...
wlupn ng xlemah...tp ng xptus asa...
ng usaha...ng nk kptsn y cemerlang kah..

oo...sal literasi bahasa...
ng hepy kah...
cz dh present bbb...
ng hepy...cz ckgu komen positif...
tp da la jgk cdngn penambahbaikan...
mayb apa y ng pkirkn..ng org len pkirkn xsma kan...
ng trima kah...

wat ngn ati ngn ikhlas...ngn kasih syng...keja menjadi kn...
ng mmg ska wat bbb...
kt umah...da msa ja...ng akn wat bhn...
untk bi...si adik bongsu...

ckgu kta...bbb y group ng wat...pd thp y cemerlang...
dr segi kuantiti n kualiti...
ng really hepy...
hepy mark2 lei...


wink2...pop up...
rney ng wat birthday card...gna teknik pop up...
y pastinya...mesty da gmbr bear kn...
teddy bear...
ng ska...

msa wat pop up...ng tingtkn phi...
xlma g bday phi...
ng nk wat something kah...
ng nk wat kad hari jadi untk phi...
guna teknik pop up...
ng xla kreatif...namun ng nk kah...
ng kasi phi...
untk phi...dr ati ng...ikhlas dr ng kah...

ckp sal phi...
ng rindu...
ng rndu phi...phi sibuk sdh...
xbrani ng nk gngu...
tkot kna mrh...
phi sgt2 grng..."mr.lion..."
ng nk memahami phi kah...

tempoh ari...sbb skap ng...
tup2...ng kna mrh...
ng gdoh ngn abg...sedih kn...
ng xnk lei gdoh ngn abg...
mea lak...bpihak pd abg...
tros ng kna mrh...
mea langsung xdngr apa y ng kta...
ati ng terguris kah...
ng asa ng btoi...
tp knapa sume org seakn2 xmemahami ng...
ok...fine...abg tetap abg...ank manja...ank kesayangn...
berbeza ngn dri ng...
y xpenah meminta apa2...
bg ng...tiada y lebih penting dr ksh syng....

cuti...ng asa...,mcm bkn...ng sedih sbb mea marah ng...
tnpa sebab...
apa salah ng...??

then...msa blik...
pho tegur ng...
pho wa...ng asyk2 wat keja...xpenah rehat...
ayh kta...pandai pon...kalo skit...xbmakna...
tgk org kaya...
harta bnyk...
tp...adakah mereka bahagia dngn kehidupan??

ng tahu...apa y ayh ktakn sumenya btoi...
dan ng xnafikan...

tp ng nk wat gena kah...
kerja...tetap keja...
ritwo ng skit...so keja ng bnyk tertangguh...
ng kna wat kah...

sal phi...phi marah ng...
sejujurnya...ati ng btoi2 tluka...
ng senyum dlm duka...

mcm2...lepas 1...1...
duhai hati...
saba nah...

mgkin...suatu ari nty...
mereka akn mengerti...

ng syng pho...ng syng mea...
ng syg abg...

dan ng syng phi...

ng2...
senyumla nah...
 sbb...ng da nong nui...
ng da sweet corner untk ng luahkan pa y tbuku di hati...

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

Tired...

sawaddikah...

so tired...
ng asa mcm nk rehat...2 3 ari...
xnk wat pe2 je kah...
waduh2...malasnya ng...kn?
mcm rney...ng asa mls sgt...
dhla ng...bila mls...lgla lyn...
las2 xjd keja...
mls mana xleh pksa untk wat keja...
ngee...itu kalo ng...

ckup noh ng...
sok...xleh gney dh...
keja ng bnyk...
sume xcomplete...
mlh...da y ng xstart wat lg...
aduhai...

sok...janji...kna wat apa y ng plan...
dhla ng nieh...wat keja sgtla lmbt...
ngee...ng pn xtahu knapa...
mslh btoi...

sweet corner...

skian saja noh coretan ng kali nieh...

sawaddikah...

Monday, September 10, 2012

Sem baru...azam baru

sawaddikah...

today...phi starts kuliah...
ng arap...phi have a good day kah...
sem 5 sudah...
sekejap ja kn...

phi kah...blaja bek2 nah khon di...
usaha btoi2 kah...
susah dlu...nty senang kemudian kah...
di sini...ng doakn kejayaan phi...
bg smangt untk phi kah...

sem 5...
that's mean...nty da sorng mamat tu...dia sibuk...
jd mr.bee...
am i rite?
xpon busy manjng memanjng jd mr coconut...
wink2...
ng masak sudah kah...
ng phi...
y asyik busy2 ja...
ng busaha nah phi...
untk memahami phi...
agar kita sling melengkapi kah...
wlu antra ng ngn phi...
sgt berbeza...

phi kah?
study bek2 kah...
chayok2...
noh...jga kesihtn sma kah...
mkn diet seimbng...
then jgn tdo lewat kah...

ngee...y nasihat pn...2 kali 5 ja...

ng nk lihat phi berjaya kah...
di sini ng sentiasa doakn untk phi...
moga phi berjaya di dunia...dan di akhirat kah....

phi kah...
khop khun kah...
cz sudi bwk momo...
ntah...ng syng momo kah....
ng xnk phi tngai dia...

wink2...ng ingt lg...
sal ritwo...
majok...marah...ngs...
3 in 1 lei...
yola ng nk phi bwk momo...
phi xnk...
papa kn hntr phi blik u...
so no reason kah...
nk phi bwk momo gk...
momo tuft...
bg die jga phi...n jd reporter kt ng...

phi kah...
khop khun kah...
timo kaseh kah...
cz phi concerns...
sal kesihtn ng...
dh bnyk mlm dh phi teman ng wat keja...
mlm nieh...ng target nk tdo wai kah...
kcian phi...
ng xnk myusahkn phi kah...

smlm...sjujurnya...ng tharu kah phi...
lam ati ng...berbicara lg...
syng jgk phi dkat ng...
asyk2 grng ja...

"jaga dri ng...jga sma..."

ngeee...dh ng xati2 kah...asyik jatoh ja...men bola pn jatoh...
tp mmg skit...
sbb y ritwo blom sembuh...tup2 kna lak tmpat y sma...
n then smlm ng terseliuh...
skit kah...
berair mta ng...yola...skit kn...mayb sbb urat lri skit kot...
apa2 pn today ng asa ok kah...
nk lega cpat2...
rjn2 sapu ubat...
xnk phi risau...

tkot dpt kad merah dri phi...
hehe...smlm dpt knad kuning dh...
phi bg amrn...
"phi wa...ng jgn ggil...phi xkira...ng kna gtau ckgu sal kaki ng...ni serius bkn men2 dan phi nak ng g klinik..."

grngnya...
hehe...tp bca2 msg phi...ng asa bahagia...

kah...kalo ikotkn ng pn risau gk...
cz pas jtoh kt umah..kaki ng cramps...xleh nk jln...tp ng pksa dri gk...
bkn takat jln...tp blari...
men2...ng jtoh...tkena tmpat y ng jtoh...
bengkak ngn lebam kesan ritwo blom hlng dpt lak y bru...
then, ng terseliuh lak...
terseliuh skit noh...
ng kna take notes kn phi...

ng syng phi kah...
blaja bek2 di sna...
ng di sni...sntiasa ada untk phi...
doakn kejayaan phi kah...

Friday, September 7, 2012

Promises...

sawaddikah...

wlupn...kita rasakn sesuatu itu sgt sukar bg kita...
tp jika da niat...jika da ati nk melakukannya...
mudah-mudhn apa2 y kita inginkn..kita mcapainya...

...life love laugh....
 hdup nieh mcm2 kan...
kdng2 kita hepy..dan kdng2 kita sedih...
xsume y kita dpt...kita mcapainya...
dan kita xbleh memaksa org len untk jd spt kita...
memahami kita...dan menerima diri kita...
da org y sukakn diri kita...
dan da juga y sebaliknya......

ng nk promise kah...
pd dri ng...
dengarkannya sweet corner...
apa y tbuku di ati ng...
apa y ng pkirkn...
"think positive..."

ari ni...ng asyik2 pkir je...

"ng kebudak-budakn? ng degil? ng xdengar ckp?
iyeke ng gtwo...
mea, abg dan phi xpenah nmpk ng besar2...
lg2 mea...

"mcm na luk mea nk besar2...xpenah mea nmpk luk besar...xdewasa...kalo org besar pnjng...xkn mudah majok...xkn mdh tsinggung..."

abg plak..."dh...jgn ngs...clumsy..."
"abg acah ckit...ng dh ni dh..."

phi plak..."ng...jgn degil...haish...budak2 lok ng...xbesar2...phi wa jgn degil...dngr ckp..."
"phi kta apa td? hmmm...ni xdegil?

knapa kah...slh ek...ng mdh tsentuh ati ngn org y pling ng syng dlm hdup ng...ng akui...ng memang degil...ikotkn perasaan...tp pls...dont get me wrong...ng...bkn bdk2 kah...
knapa mea, abg ngn phi slalu kta gtwo...
lg2...pd pdngn phi...ng budak y sgt degil...

"take note...ng 20 years old..."

xpala...mulai saat ini...ng nk promise pd dri ng...dan ng buktikn pd sume ng mampu kah...

tgkla...mulai saat ini...
ng nk berubah...
ng nk jd org y tabah...org y kuat...
bknnya...ckit2 air mata...
ckup2 sudah...
ng xnk lg...org y ng syng angp ng gtwo...
tabahknlah ati ng...kuatkn jiwa dan raga ng...
permudahkn urusan ng...
ng nk berubah...
dan ng nk buktikn...bhwa ng bleh...

semangat...
duhai ati...ng pn tidak tahu apa y tjadi...
ngong nit photiwong bkn begini kn...
bkn org y mdh pth smngt...
tp ntah...di mana hlngnya smngt ng...

dhla ng nh...
sweet corner...
dngr ng nah...

- ng promise ng xnk ngs2 lg...xnk majok2...ng nk dngr ckp...dan ng xdegil lg...

- almost everything ng keeps in mind...mayb ng hros xamik kesah certain2 kn...ng xnk sensitif sgt...tp ntah sjauh mna y ng mampu...jiwa ng lembut...ati ng mdh tersentuh...stiap kta...stiap pth...stiap tndkn...dan sume y blaku...ng takes note...

- ng nk fokus stdy...suntik semula smgt2 ng...

- ng nk phi syng ng...bknnya mrh2 mcm mr.lion...wink2...phi la org y pling tegas dan grng ng...even,,,parents ng pn...xgtwo....lg2 ayh...lam hdup ng...ng ingt lg...cuma skali sja ayh mrh ng...itupn xsmpat nk mrh...ayh mcm nk tinggikn sora...tp blom...tup2 mata ngn dh membasahi pipi...

- ng xnk ikotkn ati dan perasaan ng...maaf mrs small heart...wink2...kalo ikotkn ati...miu2...ng tahula kah gena ng..

skian sajalah coretan ng kali nieh...

ng syng sume kah....






Jauh...

sawaddikah...
"jauh"
rney...phi blik kuantan sudah...
that mean...ng xdpt jumpa phi lg...
mayb taun dpan...msa cny...
itupn..."kalo ada peluang..."

lmanya...
ng rindu...
ng xnk ari ni ada...ng xnk phi jauh kah...

xtahu...
ng xnk phi blik lei...
ng nk phi da dsni...
wlu kita xdpt bjmpa...
tp...bila phi umh...at least ng asa kita dekat...
ng xnk lei phi blik...

again...ng mbilang ari...
ng xnk phi blik...
smlm...ng pn xtahu knapa ngn ng...
apa y tjadi...
blik sja dr clas...
hmm...12 noon...that mean...bbrapa jam lg...
sumenya akn bubah...
hari ini...dan ari y akn mdtng...
tidak lg spt smlm dan ari2 sebelum ini...i..

ikotkan ati...mahu sja ng jmpa phi...
phi wa jauh...
tidak kah khon di...
ng sngup...wlu ng xtahu...
asalkn ng dpt jumpa...
"hmm...phi...sgt tegas dan garang..."
again...ng kna mrh...

ng tshu phi rsaukn ng...
tp...

"momo"
ng ngn phi sgt berbeza...
sling melengkapi?
ng pn tidak tahu kah...

y ng tahu...
mulai ari ini...sumenya akn berubah...

.............................................................................................

ng xsmgt lei...

Tuhan...kuatkn ati ng...berikn ng kekuatn...ktbhn...
untuk melaluinya...

ngs...kdng2 lg membantu...
ngs...xsemestinya xmatang...kebudak-bdkn...
ngs...xsemestinya lemah...

biarla apa org kta...
bg ng...kita kenal siapa dri kita...





Sunday, September 2, 2012

Thanks for the day...

sawaddikah...
today...ng hepy kah...sgt hepy...
sbb...ng dpt jumpa phi...
pasni...ntah bila lg dpt jumpa phi...staun 2 kali ja kita jumpa...

mgkin skrg kita jauh...tp...nty kita akn bsma slama-lamanya kn...
ng arap begitu kah phi...

thanks god...sbb berikn peluang kpd ng...
thanks pho ngn mea ng cz izinkn ng berjumpa ngn phi...
dan thanks mama ngn papa phi sbb izinkn phi bjmpa ngn ng...

phi kah...phi tahu?
ng ingtkn tiada lg peluang untk ng jumpa phi...
sbb phi pn sibuk...
n then ngn ng phi garang semcm je...
bkn smcm kn...tp meme pn...

smlm...ng xdpt tdo kah...
ng nk pg cpat2...
tp ng xnk smpi koi 4 ptg...sbb...phi kna blik...
phi da urusn len lg...
apa2pn thank mr n mrs sunday kah...
ng syng phi...mark2 lei...

ng ingt lg...td ng ckp...
"phi kah...knapa kita jauh...ng jeles kah...ng tgk org len...kwn2 dkat mktb...mkn sma2...jln sma2...slalu jumpa...tp ng ngn phi jauh...dan phi jrng msg...apatah kol...phi xska ckp hp...n msg pn phi jrng..."
bila ckp...tiba2...hati ng sayu...ng asa mcm nk ngs ja...

"knapa kita xstudy tmpat y sma..."
"knapa phi dingin...garang ngn ng...."

"ng kap...skrg kita jauh xpa...nty kita akn bsma slama-lamanya...nty kawen...ng jumpa phi jtiap2 ari...bsma2 phi..atau ng nk skrg kita dkat...tp nty..."
"stiap y blaku...ada hikmah..."

"tp nty...mesty phi keja2...keja aje..."
"yela...bina kehidupn...phi nk ng senang...phi xnk ng susah2 kap..."
"kalo bnyk duit tp xbahagia..."
"bahagia kap ng..."
"ng nk kasih syng kah phi...nk kita ada msa...bknnya keja2 sja kah..."
"phi tahu kap..."

ng tahu kah apa y phi mksudkn...ng syng phi kah...duhai ati...stiap y blaku da hikmah kn...saba la nah...

"msa blaku...xlma kap ng..."
"lama kah phi..."
"dh brapa lma kita kenai?"
"4 taun lebih kah..."
"kap...ng tgk...sekejap ja tu...xlma lg kap..."
"kah phi..."

phi kah...phi tahu...ng rndu kah...rndu everything....
ng mohon maaf nah khon di...
ng slalu memeningkn phi...

"phi kah...knapa phi dingin ngn ng? knapa phi garang kah?"
"sbb ng degil..."
"ng xdegil kah..."
"ni xdegil...?"
"x kah..."
"ng xbesar2 kah...degil...xdngar ckp...."

again...pndngn mata phi...ng xbesar2...tp mmg iye pn...dan ng sgt degil...kn?
wink2...sbb phi garang...ng degil...
tp phi wa...sbb ng degil phi grng...
mna 1 nieh??

"ng ingt lg td...phi pesan...jgn ngs sgt...jgn degil..."

waduh2...td msa mkn ais krim...ng nk yakinkan phi kta xkn tumpah kalo ng wat gney...

"phi wa...ish budak ni...jgn kap...ng clumsy...nty...tumpah...mai kt phi...dkat sni...jgn wat gtwo..."
"budak...phi kah...ng 20 years old kah..."

"clumsy..."
ng mmg clumsy kn...
bru2 nieh ng tpijak papan...n then tjtoh dkat umah...
mka g pucat sgt...ng tkejot kah...
n then kaki ng sblh kiri pn mcm ko...
nah...dh terasa skit kah...
cian pho...ng tjtoh...tros mea mrh pho...
ng lak...cpat2 bgn...bdri...sedangkn sgt skit...
kalo ng xwat gtwo mesti mea mrh2 pho kn...
hipokrit la...ngeee...
msa tu sabtu...ng akat brng...nk blik ipg dgh...then jtoh...mea wa...mea risau...xnk ng blik...
lam ati...ng nk jumpa phi...
ng gtau mea ng ok...
mea wa kalo cramp kaki gena...mea kta g hosp...
hosp?omg...ng xska doktor...
mcm2 cara ng yakinkn mea...
clumsynya ng...
b4 blik ritwo pn tjtoh...lutut luka...
nieh...jtoh lg?
aduhai...
fair la kot...
ritwo kiri...ni knn...
adil dan sksma...
wink2....

td...phi concerns sgt...
phi mmg...
bila msg...punya la grng...
tp ati...wink2...cair gara2 ng ek??
ng syng phi...
sbb phi ttap ngn pendirian kah...

"dai phi ska ng kah..."
"phi pn xtahu kap..."

kdng2...xda reasons kn...

"ng nieh"
"sbb phi pelik..."
"pelik...?"
"cuba phi tgk...antra kita...skap kita...da x y sma?..."
"xkap.."
"mgkin ng pelik...ng ska something y totally different dr dri ng kah...phi xpndai ckp manis...kta2 phi sume dr ati...that's why ng ska phi..."

ati ng...xmgkin untk org len kah...ng bknnya mudah jtoh cinta...tp ngn phi...ng asa...mcm asa sesuatu kah...

phi kah...thanks mama phi...cz bg mata kucing kt ng...
ng ska sgt kah mata kucing...
sgt suka...
lg2 mama y petikkan...dan phi y bwkn...lg la ng ska kn...yay2...thanks kah...

hepynya rney...dpt sxembng ngn phi...
ng bnyk bckap kn...ntah larat mai...phi dngr...

"berry2..."
ngeee...hp baru phi...ng xsngka kah phi kasi nma...tpengaruh ngn ng dh nieh...
berry2...sdap kah nma y phi bg...jd...jga bek2 kah phi...

td ngn tnya phi sal mama ngn papa..
ng tnya mama ngn papa phi ska ng mai?
ngeee...
phi wa...tgk cra mama...phi yakin kap mama ska ng...papa pn...papa kta kt phi...jga ng bek2...

...bahagianya ng...

kalo ikotkn ati...bnyk g kah ng nk tulis...
tp letih sudah jari menaip...len kali ng smbong g noh...
skian sjala coretan ng kali nieh...
sawaddikah....





Saturday, September 1, 2012

PBS Fasa 2...

sawaddikah...
ng arap...sume org chat nah...
jgn clumsy cam ng...
sal ng clumsy...nty la ng cter...
kali nieh...ng nk cter sal pbs kah...

26 Ogos...
ng g skul awai kah...koi 7 ng dh smpi skul dh...ng btolak dr umah 6.30...yola...dh skul tu agk jauh dr umah ng kn...smpi2...ng tkot nk msok kwsn skul...ngeee...dh ng xbiasa ngn skul tu...ng tngu hafiez smpi...then g pjbt ngn dia...ng ingt g...dia smpai...xjumpa ng...dia cri...ngee...yeke? then dia kol...tgk2...ala...stu je...tu la...tgk kot len...xnk nmpak kn...mula2 ng ingt ng ngn hafiez n kawan dia sorng...tup2...amai la plak...ng sorng ja dr penang...hafiez, trevor, feli, son n es dr ipda kan..then jmpa lak...fatin...hazirah n fatirah...diorg dr ipoh...amai kn...then,,,,g pjbt...gb lewat ckit...so g perhimpunan...OMG...kna ckp...lalallala...ngeee...punya la tkot..."nama cikgu..."...cikgu? wink2...dh mcm ckgu ke....persoaln....
then bncng2 ngn gb...jalan2 sekitar skul...
ng asa 1st day xwat pe2 sgt kah...
ng hepy cz dpat jumpa hafiez...yola...die kwn bek ngn kn...dr skul lg...sgt bek...
ng ingt g...hafiez kta...
"dunia nieg...mmg bulat kn...tgk...kita dpt jumpa lg...dan...asa mcm..hmm...yela...dlu mak kami kawan ngn ayh ng nit...then...ank pn...kami lak kawan ngn ng nit..."
hafiez mmg...ngn ng dia ckp kami...
yup...mmg...asa funny pn ada...ng ingt g msa skul...
ng majok ngn ayah msa tu...then dia snap pic ng...
msok mjlh skul...hafiez2....

27 Ogos...
rney...ng nk msok clas kah...tgk ckgu ajar...tp tu la...ckgu kta nty...ok...lam ati...sedihla jgk...ngeee...wink2...so ng g jumpa pk kah...then apa lg ek...ng xingat sgt...ooo...ng kena ajar clas  2M...2 mathematics...ajar diorg subjek dunia sn n tek...sgt bes kah...bdk2 sgt comey....ngeee,,,sjak bila ng ska bdk nieh?wink2...
ng ska tgk kerenah sorng bdk nieh kah...xhbs2 pgl ng...cikgu2...cikgu2...cikgu2...comeynya...dhla die shy2 cat...ngeee...rupanya dia nk tnya nama ng....ng kta...pgl ckgu ng...ckgu dr srwk?...tidaklah...ckgu org kedah...mayb cz ng xbtudung kn...
sal tudung xbtudung...waduh2...da smething y ng nk ktakan...dont get me wrong...

28 ogos...
apa lg ek...oo...ng jmpa puan aishah, pkhem...ng ska tgk dia...dh ckgu cntik...dan ckgu bek kah...penoh ngn sikap keibuan...agk2...ng mcm tu ke x...?wink2..then, ng msok clas kah...ng msok clas cikgu Aniza...clas 1E...1 english kah...tgk ckgu ajar...then smbng2 ngn cikgu Aniza dan cikgu Salwana...ng tnya ckgu sal kssr kah...

29 0gos...
 ng msok clas kah...ng msok clas cikgu Zuliza kah...las 2 mathematics...bes kah...ckgu guna ABM msa ckgu ajar...dan ng ska cra ckgu kah...pandai ckgu mgjr...tahu...?da sorng student kah...nama dia Aqil...ng cian sgt kt dia...kwn dia rosakkn jam y dia wat...dia ngs2...ckgu pjuk pn still ngs...sensitifnya budak...yola...kalo ng jd Aqil...mayb ng...ngeeee...
then...ng msok clas cikgu rohaya kah...clas 1 science...tgk ckgu ajar sempoa...
da sorng student kah...dia xhdr skul maren...so dia xtahu...
jd ng ajar dia personal...
dan ng asa hepy kah...cz dia fhm ng ajar...
ngeee...arap2 ng x ajar ajrn sesat kt dia...sempoa kn...?ng pn wink2...

30 Ogos...
da jamuan raya kah...then da sambutan ari merdeka...so xblaja la kah....pas jumpa gb...ng tgk bdk2 mewarna kah...pandai diorng mewarna...ngeee...mcm2 gaya...ng jln2...amai budak slm ng...cium tgn ng...laki pompuan...asa bahagia kah...mulianya keja ckgu kn...
kepuasan peribadi kn...
bila bdk2...bg slam...senyum...tnya khabar...cium tgn...
ng syng mereka kah...

sekian sajala coretan ng kali nieh...

sawaddikah.......