sawaddikah...






Sunday, September 2, 2012

Thanks for the day...

sawaddikah...
today...ng hepy kah...sgt hepy...
sbb...ng dpt jumpa phi...
pasni...ntah bila lg dpt jumpa phi...staun 2 kali ja kita jumpa...

mgkin skrg kita jauh...tp...nty kita akn bsma slama-lamanya kn...
ng arap begitu kah phi...

thanks god...sbb berikn peluang kpd ng...
thanks pho ngn mea ng cz izinkn ng berjumpa ngn phi...
dan thanks mama ngn papa phi sbb izinkn phi bjmpa ngn ng...

phi kah...phi tahu?
ng ingtkn tiada lg peluang untk ng jumpa phi...
sbb phi pn sibuk...
n then ngn ng phi garang semcm je...
bkn smcm kn...tp meme pn...

smlm...ng xdpt tdo kah...
ng nk pg cpat2...
tp ng xnk smpi koi 4 ptg...sbb...phi kna blik...
phi da urusn len lg...
apa2pn thank mr n mrs sunday kah...
ng syng phi...mark2 lei...

ng ingt lg...td ng ckp...
"phi kah...knapa kita jauh...ng jeles kah...ng tgk org len...kwn2 dkat mktb...mkn sma2...jln sma2...slalu jumpa...tp ng ngn phi jauh...dan phi jrng msg...apatah kol...phi xska ckp hp...n msg pn phi jrng..."
bila ckp...tiba2...hati ng sayu...ng asa mcm nk ngs ja...

"knapa kita xstudy tmpat y sma..."
"knapa phi dingin...garang ngn ng...."

"ng kap...skrg kita jauh xpa...nty kita akn bsma slama-lamanya...nty kawen...ng jumpa phi jtiap2 ari...bsma2 phi..atau ng nk skrg kita dkat...tp nty..."
"stiap y blaku...ada hikmah..."

"tp nty...mesty phi keja2...keja aje..."
"yela...bina kehidupn...phi nk ng senang...phi xnk ng susah2 kap..."
"kalo bnyk duit tp xbahagia..."
"bahagia kap ng..."
"ng nk kasih syng kah phi...nk kita ada msa...bknnya keja2 sja kah..."
"phi tahu kap..."

ng tahu kah apa y phi mksudkn...ng syng phi kah...duhai ati...stiap y blaku da hikmah kn...saba la nah...

"msa blaku...xlma kap ng..."
"lama kah phi..."
"dh brapa lma kita kenai?"
"4 taun lebih kah..."
"kap...ng tgk...sekejap ja tu...xlma lg kap..."
"kah phi..."

phi kah...phi tahu...ng rndu kah...rndu everything....
ng mohon maaf nah khon di...
ng slalu memeningkn phi...

"phi kah...knapa phi dingin ngn ng? knapa phi garang kah?"
"sbb ng degil..."
"ng xdegil kah..."
"ni xdegil...?"
"x kah..."
"ng xbesar2 kah...degil...xdngar ckp...."

again...pndngn mata phi...ng xbesar2...tp mmg iye pn...dan ng sgt degil...kn?
wink2...sbb phi garang...ng degil...
tp phi wa...sbb ng degil phi grng...
mna 1 nieh??

"ng ingt lg td...phi pesan...jgn ngs sgt...jgn degil..."

waduh2...td msa mkn ais krim...ng nk yakinkan phi kta xkn tumpah kalo ng wat gney...

"phi wa...ish budak ni...jgn kap...ng clumsy...nty...tumpah...mai kt phi...dkat sni...jgn wat gtwo..."
"budak...phi kah...ng 20 years old kah..."

"clumsy..."
ng mmg clumsy kn...
bru2 nieh ng tpijak papan...n then tjtoh dkat umah...
mka g pucat sgt...ng tkejot kah...
n then kaki ng sblh kiri pn mcm ko...
nah...dh terasa skit kah...
cian pho...ng tjtoh...tros mea mrh pho...
ng lak...cpat2 bgn...bdri...sedangkn sgt skit...
kalo ng xwat gtwo mesti mea mrh2 pho kn...
hipokrit la...ngeee...
msa tu sabtu...ng akat brng...nk blik ipg dgh...then jtoh...mea wa...mea risau...xnk ng blik...
lam ati...ng nk jumpa phi...
ng gtau mea ng ok...
mea wa kalo cramp kaki gena...mea kta g hosp...
hosp?omg...ng xska doktor...
mcm2 cara ng yakinkn mea...
clumsynya ng...
b4 blik ritwo pn tjtoh...lutut luka...
nieh...jtoh lg?
aduhai...
fair la kot...
ritwo kiri...ni knn...
adil dan sksma...
wink2....

td...phi concerns sgt...
phi mmg...
bila msg...punya la grng...
tp ati...wink2...cair gara2 ng ek??
ng syng phi...
sbb phi ttap ngn pendirian kah...

"dai phi ska ng kah..."
"phi pn xtahu kap..."

kdng2...xda reasons kn...

"ng nieh"
"sbb phi pelik..."
"pelik...?"
"cuba phi tgk...antra kita...skap kita...da x y sma?..."
"xkap.."
"mgkin ng pelik...ng ska something y totally different dr dri ng kah...phi xpndai ckp manis...kta2 phi sume dr ati...that's why ng ska phi..."

ati ng...xmgkin untk org len kah...ng bknnya mudah jtoh cinta...tp ngn phi...ng asa...mcm asa sesuatu kah...

phi kah...thanks mama phi...cz bg mata kucing kt ng...
ng ska sgt kah mata kucing...
sgt suka...
lg2 mama y petikkan...dan phi y bwkn...lg la ng ska kn...yay2...thanks kah...

hepynya rney...dpt sxembng ngn phi...
ng bnyk bckap kn...ntah larat mai...phi dngr...

"berry2..."
ngeee...hp baru phi...ng xsngka kah phi kasi nma...tpengaruh ngn ng dh nieh...
berry2...sdap kah nma y phi bg...jd...jga bek2 kah phi...

td ngn tnya phi sal mama ngn papa..
ng tnya mama ngn papa phi ska ng mai?
ngeee...
phi wa...tgk cra mama...phi yakin kap mama ska ng...papa pn...papa kta kt phi...jga ng bek2...

...bahagianya ng...

kalo ikotkn ati...bnyk g kah ng nk tulis...
tp letih sudah jari menaip...len kali ng smbong g noh...
skian sjala coretan ng kali nieh...
sawaddikah....