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Saturday, April 7, 2012

Gud Monink Penang...

sawaddikah..
gud monik penang...
gud monink sume...
have a nice day..
yay2...
smile2 mile2 n yay2 kah...
tuchum2 slalu...ngee...

monink2...monink2...
ngee...tgk cermin...senyum...n say something postitif...
dan hdp anda akn ceria...
waduh2...mcm iklan la plak...ngee

rney...ng bgn ngn semangt baru kah...
azam baru...
ng xnk down kah...
dh 2 ari ng doing nothing...
bad habits kn??
gpon ng x ok...xleh force dri...
ng x sembuh sepenuhnya g...
ingt kisah skit ritwo...
adui2...6 kali ng jmpa doktor...
two pn da temu jnji lg...'ng xnk g dh...
ng syng kuliah...
bnyk cuti bnyk ketinggalan nty...

tup2...teringtkn dr. la plak...
dr sgt bek kah...
thanks dr cz risaukn dri ng dan merawat ng...
ng ingt g perbualn ngn dr tempoh ari...

temu janji 1
"msok wad nh"
"Hah...apa doktr...msok wad?"
"ya...kamu x ok two...tekanan drh pn low"
"xnk doktor" ngee smbil geleng2 ng
kalo gtwo...xpala doktor bg kelonggaran...ngn syarat sok kna dtng lg...bg dr.cek
"sok dtng jumpa dr lg..."
ng angguk ja...tp ng pelik...ng asa ng ok...shat je...tp msa ng cek drh...hmpir kesemua komponen drh ng low kah...tp bil platelets msh lh normal...kira ok la kah...

temu janji 2
pas cek drh...
kali nieh....kadar diastole, systole ng pn xok...mlh denyutan nadi ng per minute pn tinggi...
pastwo ng asa ng ok ja...xskit sdh...
cma bdn ng lemah aje...
tgk2...kdr platelets ng kurang kah...drh ng turun lg...
mlh da komponen maren y normal tros trun...
sume komponen low including white blood cell
msok2...kali ni g jmpa dr len...dr pompuan...dr zikri xduty rney...
jmpa...dr kta...
knapa ni...adui...
drh trun bnyk nieh...
"knapa jd mcm ni doktor"
sya asa sy ok ja...
yela...kamu asa ok...td sebenarnya tidak two...
org sihat xmcm ni...
xpa...rehat bnyk...
sok jumpa dr lagi...
kalo msh trun lg...kita xleh biarkn...
doktor kta tkot drh ng beku gk kah msa two..
bhaya dr kta..
cz nty sistem imun ng lemah...

temu janji 3...
kali nieh...ng jmpa dr.zikri...dr muda...
again...
dan results drh pn low2 sume...
platelets ng krng lg...
doktor tgk2...pn geleng2 dh...
kdr diastole systole pn memg xnormal dh...
"dr wa...msok wad kah..."
"ng wa ng xnak"
"degil"
"saya xnk doktor...sya xska dok wad"
"kt umah minum air x...rehat x"
"minum...sya rehat dr..."
"dr x expect results kuar gney"
lam hati...ng monolog..."ng pn...ng skit apa sebenarnya...knapa ng asa lmah sgt..."
ikot ckp dr...dr nk wat surat msok wad...
supaya dr dpt pantau kmu...lihat keadaan kamu...
biarkn gney bhaya...
nty platelets trun jd 5o gena...
xbleh gney...
dr. risaukan kamu....

ng tpaku kah...msa dr kta dr risaukn ng...
ng angguk lemah...ng kta tp kn dr..
sy xnk dok wad...sya asa sya lebih selesa kt umh...
tp..."dok sini dr leh lihat keadaan kamu...cek kamu..."
sya ok dr...sy xskit pe pn...
kamu asa ok...tp tidak...
org sihat xgney tau...
mana da org shat kdr sys ngn dia mcm ni...
pastwo...wtc pn low...
htc pn low...

knapa htc saya low dr...sume komponen low...
sya skit apa dr...
sya asa sya shat ja dr...
btoi sy shat dr...

dr kta bdn ng lemah skrng...

hmm...knapa platelets sya trun...
apa fktor2nya...
dan apa kesannya dr...

jangkitan apa dr..??
xda apa pn...
seriously sya asa ok...just asa lemah2 bdn...mayb cz sya bru lega dr demam...
xshat sepenuhnya lagi...
itu ja

dr bg mc...
selang 1 hari...nty khamis jmpa dr...

sya xnk dr...sya nk blik mktb...
hmm...kalo khamis sya xjmpa dr bleh?
sya asa sya xnk...
"kena jmpa dr...kna jmpa.."
"tp dh bnyk ari sya cuti ni..."
"dr bg mc..."
"sya nk blik maktb"
"xska ka dr bg kmu rehat...kt umh...mlh ngn famili lg"
"kamu perlukn rehat"
"tp..."
"jumpa dr lg...untk kebaikn dri kamu..."
"kalo xnk sni...jmpa kt penang pn xpa...
ngn syrt janji ngn dr. kt sma pn kamu cek..."
"nty shat...kalo sudi inform dr..."
"susah dr...kt penang...transport?.."
"kalo gtwo...khamis jmpa dr...kna jnji...
kalo kmu msh x ok...jgn degil...dr xnk dngr apa2 lg...kamu kna gk msok wad..."
.....apa nieh...ng asa lemah gila...ng skit apa...??

blik umh...ng ngs kah...
ntah tiba2..
pastwo mea tnya knapa...
ng kta nothing...
mea kta...mea tahu apa y luk pkirkn...

"mea...kita blik mktb nh ari rabu...ari khamis luk xnk jmpa dr lg"
"nah mea nh..."
"xnk jmpa dr lg? xshat lg mana bleh blik..."
"mea pn xbenarkn..."
"ng asa sdih sgt..mcm bdk kecik toi...ng ngs2 smpi tetdo..."
"pastwo dtok ngn nenek kol ng cz mereka tahu sal kedegilan ng"
"mcm mana nk blik?luk sau dh shat ke?blom lg two..."
"ng diam kah...cz ng tahu dri ng...tp ng kna kuat kn??..."
mcm2 nek ngn atuk pesan...
mereka risaukn ng...
ng syng sgt kah kt atuk ngn nek...

ptng rabu ng blik mktb...parents antq kah...
mea kta...in case ng xlrt...tros gtau...
mak ngn ayh amik ng blik...
ng pn snyum ja kah...
ng kna kuat dna buktikn pd sume org kta ng shat...

adui...ngee...cter pnjng lebat toi...
k la...ng nk breakfast n wat apa y ng dh plan...

...siapkn semua isl fpk....
do some notes...lengkapkn nota2

taaaataaaaa



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