Impian...

sawaddikah sume...

tetiba...ng terpkir nk ceritakan y tntng impian ng...

ng percaya kah...stiap org punya impian y tersendri...

xslh kn kalo kita berangan2...

mna tahu...ngan angn2 kita itu...ke arah kita bina n gapai cita2...

begitu gk ngn dri ng...

bnyk impian ng...

MINI LIBRARY...

yup...slh 1nya...ng bercita2 ng adakn mini lib kt umah ng nty...

smpan bhn bcaan...koleksi bku2 y ng suka...

maren ng g popular...

rambang mta ng...kalola ng dh keja...bnyk duit...

mahu sja ng borng bku2 dkat sna...

itu sales ini sales...

novel2 terbaru...

wink2...melemahkan lutut sja....

ngeee....pastwo...ng asa mcm xsbar lak nk keja...

sebab...nty kalo dh keja..blehla ng beli apa y ng nak kn...apa y ng mahu...

am i rite??

xapa...skrng ng kna jimatkn duit dlu...

nty...bila ng keja...ng akan pastikan impian ng y 1 nieh tercapai...

pujuk mrs small heart...

sabarla duhai ati...

suatu hari  nty akan tiba jugak msanya...kn??

MINI GARDEN, TAMAN ORKID....

wink2...kekadang ng tnya pd dri...ng nieh pencinta alam ek...

hehe...nature lover la ktakan...

ntah jgk...tp mungkin...

jd apa mcm ek...hehe...

nty bila ng da kerja...da kewangan y kukuh...

bila ng da rumah...ng nk decorate rumah ng...

sebenarnya...ng ska kalo rumah ng jauh dr bandar...dkat ngn waterfall ke...

nature...malah ng teringin nk wat projek homestay...

hehe...jauhnya ng berangan2...tp apakan daya...dh ng suka...

kalo kecek sal mini garden...

yup...ng nk adakan garden kt rumah ng...

tanam bnyk2 pkok bunga...da buaian...pondok2 kecil...

bngku2 meja2...santai bwh pokok...

bila byngkan...xsabarnya...

dan ng nk tanam orkid bnyk2...wat orchid path...

mesty cntik kan...

indahnya...

bila ng byngkan...

bnyk lagi impian ng....

hehe...nampaknya ng nieh ska btoi2 berangan2..

entah menerawang ke mna...

skian sajala coretan ng kali nieh...

sawaddikah

Pintu Hati...

sawaddikah...

dear blog...

be strong...

itu y ng ktakan...

ng reminds dri ng everyday...every seconds...

tp ternyata ng blum kuat dan ng blom tabah untk hadapi semunya...

dan ng blom trima hakikat...sepenuhnya...

adakah harapan ng akn tngai hrpn?

it takes a long time...

very long time...

kerna ng tahu...xmungkin ng lupakan phi...

xmungkin ng kuburkan kenangan kita...kuburkan cinta hati ng...

ya Tuhan...bilala ati ini akn pulih...

bilala ng akan jd ng y dlu2...

ng y tabah...

dear blog...

tahu? smlm ng msg phi...dan ng xsngka...phi akn bls msg nong...

julung-julung kalinya selepas beberapa bulan...

ng pon xtahu dr mna kekuatan ng dtng...

"bukak hati ng untk orang len sma...da lg y lebih bgos...hdup lma lg..."

hati ng berbicara...

phi kah...

bagaimana caranya...

xsemudah kah phi...bila pintu ati ng sudah tertutup...bila org y ng cinta meninggalkan ng...tiada perasaan terhadap ng...ng xkuat...xsetabah spt y phi sangka kah...

phi tahu...bnyk y ng mahu ktakan...tp ng can't...

Ya Tuhan...bimbingla ng...kuatkan hati ng...

kuatkan hati nong...tabahla nah...

bimbingla ng...hnya pdMu ng berserah kah...

ng cuma insan y kerdil...di muka bumi ini...

Gud Monink Penang

sawaddikah...

& arunsawat kah...

gud monink everyone...

ng hopes everyone will has a nice day kah...

today...ngeee...ng bgn agk lewat kah...

koi 9.30 td ng bgn...lewatla kn...

sedangkn smlm...ng asa...ng tdo awal...around koi 1...

aduhai...bkesan btoi bku murid & alm belajar...

ngeee...mbuatkn ng tdo lena...

asa2...msa two ng msg phi...smbil bca bku tulah...

xlepas 4 pages asanya...tetdo ng...

haha...nk wat gena kn...mood study blom dtng...

it seems...ng is doing nothing 4 this week...

arap2...next week ng xgney lg...

routine ng...after bgn...mesty ng kmas blik dlu...kalo cti...

yela...ng nk pastikn sume lam keadaan kms n teratur...

ng xska bsepah2...

skit mta tgk...

lg 1 habok...ewww...xska ng...

mayb sbb tu la kot ng allergic habok...

after that...biasala...gsk gggi...mandi...bsoh bju...n so on...

pastwo...breakfast...

wlu sesibuk mana...

xleh skip breakfast...kalo x...

ngeee...lagu do re mi lak...

lam bnyk2 perkara...parents ng...slalu ingtkn ng 2 perkara...

1...tdur kna ckup...hehe...

tp y nieh xdpt ng follow...

2...mkn kna ikut time...sume meals...

breakfast...lunch n dinner...

kena mkn....

y ni...ng ikot...bab2 mkn...ng kn kuat mkn...

rney...kalo ikotkn ati...ng nk mkn buah plum n minum susu...

tp twola...sgt mls ng bncoh susu...

bila nk make a move ni ng?...ngeee

nty jd la...

las2...mkn buah plum ngn air kosong jak...

waa...whole week...ng mcm doing nothing...

hw da ckit...tp ntah...mls ng nk wat...

ng2...xnleh gney...

rney ng tekad...nk settlekn sume keja y bleh ng settlekn...

wat apa y ptot...

n makes preparation b4 g class sok...

stdy a little bit...b4 tdo...

n mlm nieh...ng nk sleep early....

sit up...huh...bencinya...

ntah knapa ng xleh wat sit up?

kekuatn bhgn prot ng krng ke?atau bdn ng terlalu keras? smpi xleh nk lentur2...

atau kedua2nya...

huhu...sgt sedih...

gara2 ng blatih wat sit up...

bhgn prot ng...skit...

smpi xleh nk tunduk...

pdn muka ng...

twola...org kta slow2..

x ikot...las2...nh rasakan...

k la nah...

sekian aje coretan ng untk kali ni...

sawaddikah...

tuchum2 slalu...

smile2...mile...mile....

4 Years...

ng hepy kah khon di...

phi ingat...

4 years...

ng hopes...everlasting kah phi...

ng rak phi...

thanks 4 everything...

Nong & Cookies

sawaddikah...

today...ng nk kecek sal cookies...

favourite ng...

ng loves cookies...especially butter cookies...i really like it...

ngeee...tahu...

kt tesco da sale...

big sale...

eh...big ke??hehe

royal british cookies...

murah sgt...

dan...ng hepy sgt....

beli pukal la ng...

yay2...suka hati...dpt bnyk cookies...

cookies...

ng beli bnyk cz nk kasi untk datuk ngn nenek...

n famili bapa saudara gk...

that why ng beli bnyk...

15 kotak sumenya...

hehe...kalo ng mkn sorng sume two...

gergasi la ng...

n slap2...dpt penyakit pa...

haha...moderate please...

cookies sdap kn?

ng suka sgt2...

suka infinity...

lg2...y diimport...

cz recipe ori...

sdap...

yummy2...

ni kah...cookies y ng beli....15 kotak sumenya...

da butter, chocolate...coconut cookies...

yummy2....

short bread...ng beli 1 jak...cz kurng sedap...

cookies...many types...

tp y pling ng suka...butter cookies n coconut cookies...

two thumbs up...

sekian ajela untk kali nieh...

sawaddikah

Coretan..

sawaddikah...

gud monink sume...

gud monink penang...

ng hopes everyone has a nice day...

exam...around the corner sudah...
talk about preparation..
ng lom prepare lg.......

smlm...ng kesal ng skap clasmates ng...
kesal sgt...
ng bknnya jnis y suka mrh2...
cz kalo leh tahan...ng lbih ska berdiam...
sabar...
tapi kali ni...upset kah...

dhla...lupakn aje...
ng xnk pkir dh...
bter...ng pkir apa y wat ng hepy kn??
am i right...? 

xlama g...wesak day...
sabtu nieh...
ng asa nk blik...
g wat...pray sama2 famili...
mea...sdiakn bunga orkid untk ng yer....ngeee....demand btoi...
ng...loves orkid...bg ng...orkid sgt unik...
very implicit...

semalam...ng mimpi mama...
n ng cuak sgt jumpa mama...panik ng...
aduhai ng...ritwo mimpi papa...n mama lak...
apadahal ng bkn jnis y mimpi...
kdng2 leh bilang kah lam setaun ng mimpi rapa kali jak

ng mimpi...ng ngn bdk2 mktb g skul convent kah...
mama ajar kt sna...
n mama mengalu-alukn kdtngn kami n beri sedkt taklimat...
pastwo da pertandingan msk...
mama pantau...
mama dpn ng...
dh la ng teramat pandai...pandai memask...
hehe...twola ng...
xnk msk lg...
nty...xreti msk...xckup syarat nk jd menantu orng rite?...wink2....

dahsyat kn...mimpi mama...tros ng tjga dr tdo...
haha...pkir blik lucu...
cz ng kna lengkapkn diri ng bnyk2 kmhran lg...
jahit...masak...n so on
oh no...sume nieh out of lists lei...

bila ng gtau phi sal mimpi...
phi gelak...
cz phi meme tahu skap ng...rite??

"ng blaja msk dh tau..."
ritwo weekend...ntah mood apa...
atau mtahari slap belah terbit...
ng cooks...
amazing.............
cz slalunya adk ng y f5 tlng mea msk...
hinggakn dia pndai msk...

bila mea tnya ng...
ng kta ng kawen ngn chef...
bg hubby masak...yay2...
apa lg...mea geleng pala kah....

bukan itu...mayb cz cita...cz sifat ng...
ng nk jd wanita berkarier kn...
n ng...minat dunia bisnes...
sal perniagaan...perakaunan...sal syrkt...
that why ng pkir sume itu the small manner...
not so important...
wlupn sume two penting....
stiap org da persepsi masing2 rite??

ngeee...bila phi tnya..apa y ng msk...
ng mknan favourite ng...
dan nty...nk msk untk parents...msk untk phi...
sedap tau...tp oppss...
xleh mam bnyk...
tarik telinga bha.......

msa mkn ngn famili...
ng gtwo pho...
"luk masak...."
pho kta...hah...
huhu...sdihnya ng...pho xsngka...
tp ng hepy...
cz pho mkn bnyk....
tambah nasi bnyk kali....
that means...sangat sedap...
haha...riak btoi ng...........kn?
again...persoalan....


planning today......
ng nk study fpk...mayb lam 2 bab kah...
n then study complex numbers...
pastwo...mlm...bca pkk skit...

hope...it works...

k la...sawaddikah...
have a nice day...
tuchum2 slalu....

my prince...

sawaddikah

prince & princess...live together...happily...

bes kn...n ng...like the others...

wait 4 that moment...

stiap org punya impian...

impikn...sesuatu y terbek untk drnya...

begitu jua ng...

kali nieh...ng nk ckp...sal lelaki idaman ng...

ntah da ke x...

kalo ada...mayb 1 in trillion...

dan...alamaknya...

single la ng...

apapn...ng waits for him...

for the loved one...

for the person...who i creates in my imaginations...

n he...is my prince............

tadaaa..

dia itu...mestyla mencintai...menyayangi...dan mengasihi dirnya...

andai dia xmampu mencintai...menyayangi dan mengasihi dirnya...mcm mana die nk mencintai...menyayngi...dan mengasihi org len??

believe in god...

Tuhan...ng believes in god...dan ng hopes he will be too...

love everyone....love famili die...terutamanya parents...

keluarganya...sanak saudara...

love ng...

love friends...n the others...

pendek kta...everyone.....

jd...dunia in...peace no war.....

pegangan agama utuh...

tahu hukum hakam agama...

supaya dpt jd role model kt orng sekeliling...terutamanya ank2...

rajin...dan kemas...

waa...rapa org la y gney....

even...pompuan pn...blik mcm tongkang pecah...

alasn...msh bujang...

knala rajin...kemas...kn??

ng xkesah dia kaya atau miskin...

asalkn die rajin...

bg ng itu y terbek dan paling baik...

berdikari...bertanggungjawab...

mesra...mudah senyum...ng ska senyum...ng pn nk die begitu...

senyum itu indah..kau tersenyum...ku tersenyum...

dunia pn trut tersenyummmm...

sukakan kanak-kanak...

kn nk jd papa nty...

soft hearted...

mudah bersimpati dan empati.....

kerna...bg ng...berat mata y memandang...berat lg y memikul...

jika mampu...lend a hand to help them...

optimis...berbudi pekerti...

berhemah tinggi....

sopan...

romantik....

but...opps...

"action in better than words..."

yay2...tp skali kala nk gk candle light dinner...wink2...

understanding...nie penting...kna la memahami kn...

ng taha ng gena...

ng mudah terguris...pabila org y ng syng misunderstands ng...

xmemahami ng..........

ng nk die memahami ng...

memahami mrs small heart.......

mudah bertolak ansur...agar hubungan ng ngn dia kekal selama-lamanya...

smpi cucu cicit...

smpi ke tua...

smpi bye2 lei.....

penyabar...xmdh melenting...

xpanas baran....

cz...air mata ng cheap...hehe..da ke gtwo??

yola...ng nieh sensitif...

lg2...ngn org y ng syng.............

komited...

n do everything by heart...

by heart..............

everlasting...

ingt ari2 penting...yela...

penting tahu...

slalu luangkn masa bsama ng...

"he is always beside me......."

ngeee...ng xnk la die tlalu workaholic...

perlu luangkn msa untuk famili kah...

prihatin...ska menolong....

hormat mereka y  lebih tua...

beretika...

dr segi pakaian...

xperlula kah style...'bg ng simple is nice....

pki bg kemas...pkaian y bersih...

two penting.....

waaa...bnyk lg...tapi ng ngntok sudah nieh...

okla....ng tdo dlu....

ratrisawat kah....

Kempunan...

 sawaddikah... 

camat sore...

maren...wink2...ng kuar ngn little bro...adk ng y form 5...

g mall...tp alamaknya maren...

sume kempunan...

hari kempunan ng...huhu...so....sooooo sad...

ng gtau adk...ng nk bwk motor...
adk ng ok jak..
hehe...tp twola ng...so ganas...
pki skirt bwk motor...
ayh kta biaq btoi...
ng wa iye...n then snyum....

hehe...jgn sngka ng lembut...
ng kasar bha...
bg ng...laki or pompuan...
equal chance...

ng gtau phi...
phi tkot...phi risau...
phi wa nty terbang skirt...
mcm tau2 ja ng bwk laju kn...
ngeee...xla...da teknik kah...
laju tp sopan...
ade ke??...
ooo...persoalan di sini....

kempunan...mark2...hingga ng mencebik...
ng gtau adk...i wanna to cry...
nk bakar mall..
nk eeewwww jauh2...

 majok...pergh!!!

bnyk sgt y ng kempunan...mula2 sal wayang...
ng kuar cz nk ajk adk tgk wayang...pastwo mkn...
tgk2...da cita y xbest jak...
battleship....avengers n so on...
meme la bes...tp bkn taste ng...
cita robot...lawan2....out of list...

so...ng tnya adk gena...dia pn wa...x gk...
yola...dh plan nk tgk cter seram kn...
ng ngn adk gtwo...
ska cita seram...wink2...
cter komedi n love scene pn xda...
kempunan ng...

lapa sudah...
ng ajk adk mkn...
n again...lapa sgt kna tngu...
n then x sdap mcm ritwo...
huhu...pasni tgk la...ng x g dh mkn kt situ...
diskriminasi...
x ikot turn...tp ikut menu...
how come??
ng dislikes...totally unfair...

noh...tgk...mcm continuously ja kn...pas 1 satu...
n then ng shops...adk tlng pegang brng...
biasala two kn....
ng surveys harga...as usual...ng nieh jenis teliti...
kita da hak sbg pengguna...
so kna guna hak sebaik mgkin kn...
says no kt brng2 y harga meluap2...
n then...kita da choices...berhak untuk memilih rite....

ng ingt nk beli bju...blouse kuliah...
ng da bkenan 1 two...
tp alahai...ketat la plak...saiz s...slalunya saiz ng la...
tp nieh...ketat...atau ng dh mkin gemuk??
xla...huhu...saiz m xda...tgl 1 ja...
xpala...again...ng kempunan....
xhbs2 kn??

then...ng g tgk bju kurung...
cantik sgt...
n then harga pn cntik...rm 139.00...
sedap je harga....
tp ng berkenan...wawaaa,,,
gpon ng da member card...so da promotion half price...
tng rm 70...
not bad la kn...
kalo beli kain...potong sendiri pn lebh kurang jak....

da sepasang two saiz ng...cantik sgt...
first look tros ng berkenan...
lama ng blik...
n ng amik tries...
seriously cntik...suka...
tp msa pakai...die punya depan...
xcntk...terlalu nieh...ntah gena nk explain...
kalo pki ngn tudung cntik la...
tp ng...mana pki...
ng non muslim...
ng wanna to cry....
kempunan sgt2...sgt2...nk bakar mall...

ng tgk y len...da y cntik...tp twola...
kalo ng pki...mesty longgar...
agk besaq kah...
y ng tgk nieh 59.90 ja...
tp leh half price...so xla mhal...
xda kain...
kalo da kain plain ok la kn....
suka gk...tp ng xnk try dh...takot kempunan lg...

ng gtau adk...ng kempunan...
muncung mulut sedepa...
nk ngs ng kta...
tahu...apa adk bls...
die kta...ok...tngu dlu...nty ngs kt umh...skrng jgn...
pergh adk!!

then...ng g tgk kasot...
again...ng berkenan...
sngt cntik...ksot high heel...
very simple but nice...
n then drpd kulit..ng chob...tp saiz plng kecik 36 ja...
two pn sepasang...
ng pki agk longgar...
nk sumbat tisu??
xnk la...xselesa...
aduhai...sedih lg ng...
hari kempunan sedunia....

1 ja xkempunan...
shopping mknan...
ngeee...
tp x bnyk ng beli kali nieh...
ng kna jimat...slalu ja ng overspend cz makanan....
twola ng...kuat mkn...

sedihnya ng...sume ng nk xdapat...
da je y xkena rite....

xpala...mayb...
petanda...ngeee...
supaya...ng jimat...spend wisely...
hehe...udah2,,,snyum...
cz ng kempunan...poket ng xkering ritwo...
wink2...

tp ape pn...bg ng...
nice saturday...
thanks adik...cz teman akak...
bkn senang ng nk kuar ngn adk ng y form 5 nieh...
ade2 je hal die....
ngeee...nty kita shops lg yar...
tolong akat brng...
love u....sayang adik...

sekian aje coretan ng kali nieh...


sawaddikah

bek2 kah khon di

 

sawaddikah...salam sejahtera...

rney...ng hepy kah...cz uak dh hbs...so blehla kah ng rehat2...

rhat kejap...lam 2 3 ari...n then study untk final exam...

phi kah...maafkn ng nah khon di...

untuk apa2 y tlah blaku kah...

ng xpasti sama da phi akn bca post nieh atau tidak...

tp post nieh ng khas untk phi kah khon di....


sweet corner...blog kita....

msa blalu...bersilih ganti...

mcm2 blaku kn khon di??

kisah tempoh hari...ng msh ingat kah...

segar bugar lam ingatan ng...

dan ng xtahu msa tahu knapa bleh blaku...

mayb cz id kita 2 tinggi kan...

hinggakn phi wa phi mai rak ng...

phi tahu...ati ng totally broken kah...

org y ng cinta...tiba2 bg kta putus...

bkn snang nk trima kah khon di...

ingin ng nafikan...

tp itulah hakikatnya...

tp  kn....ng asa sesuatu...

iyeke dr mlut phi...cz ng kenal phi...

knal phi kah....

phi bkn begitu.....

bila bjauhan...ng ingtkn ng bleh...

i love u...but we can't...

ng loves phi...tp impossible...

mcm bumi ngn langit kan...

ng reflects dri ng...

ng x sesuai lei ngn phi...begitu kerdil ng asanya...

di luar sana...amai lg gdis y jauh lebih bek dr ng...

y setaraf ngn phi...

love needs sacrifice....

andai itu y terbek...ng rela kah wlupn pahit...

phi xpenah pkirkn sume two...

tp bg ng penting kah...

lma ng sedih ati...ng ingtkn ng tabah...

nk lupakan phi...

mkin ng berusaha...mkin mjadi2...

setiap saat...setiap detik antra kita...

xpenah ng lupakan...

honey...hasil karya ng untk phi...

ng hopes phi ska ati...syng honey...

ng sedih...hinggakan ng asa ng can't...

tenat gila keadaan ng msa two...

n then phi wa...kita jd spt dlu...

bkn senang kn...

phi tahu kn apa yg ng mksudkn...

"jgn paksa diri...jgn beri hrpn...andai tidak mampu.....andai dri sndri msh ragu2..."

dan phi on the other hand...as usual...

 at least...ng dpt knai erti cinta...

bg ng sgt unik...

dlu ng xknai phi...

just selisih...tp gena tah...

mrs small hearts kta...that him...

mayb he is not so good...not so perfect...to the others...

but for me....he is a right person...

hinggakan suatu ari ng dpt jumpa phi...

face to face...

amazing...

dkat bookstore...ng ingt lg...xkeruan ng....ngeeeeeeee

ng msh syngkn phi...syng mark2 lei....

smlm akak phi kol ng...

tp ng xsmpat sambut...ng xpasan kah...cz again...si nini lam silent mode....

jd...ng msg akak phi....

n akak tnya ng dpt contact phi mai...

nope...tiada kah...

then...akak kta phi msok hospital maren dlu...n

xdapat nk contact dh...even kwn phi pn....

mula2 ng ingtkn  phi skit...demam ka

eh.....tp xknla smpi msok hosp cz setahu ng kalo dmam cpat2 phi mam ubat...

accident? itu ng pkirkn...dan ati ng xsedap kah...

lantas ng msg2 akak...try call phi...

bnyk kali ng calls...tp no response.........

nsib x seperti y ng pkirkn...

bkn accident...

akak kta dr suspek apendiks...tros ati ng xsdap...
apendiks bhya kn?...bleh bwk maut...

ngah ng study...ng asa ng xdpt nk concentrate...

ng risaukn phi...

n then tiba2...mea ng kol...mea slalu...timing slalu btoi...

itulah...kasih ibu...

bila ng da problems...bila ng asa xtenang...

mea mcm tahu2 ja....

mula2...ng cuba blagak biasa...cuba nk tenang...

sembang2...tp ntahla tiba...

ng pgl mea...n then ng diam lma kah...'

pastwo ng gtau...

"mea, luk xsdap ati lok......phi msok hosp...luk calls dr td tp no response..."

tros ng ngs pastwo...

again...ng cries again....

ntah...slalu aje ng gney...

mea tenangkn ng...mea wa bnykkn bdoa...Tuhan bsma kita...

beep2...msg dr akak...
akak kta dh dpt contact phi...
ng hepy sgt kah...
asa tenang...
pastwo akak soh ng tnya khaba phi...contact phi...tnya keadaan...
mayb akak nk ng ngn phi bek kn...
akhir2...ng ngn phi...ntahla...
mayb i'm not in your shoe...
msing2...

tp...phi xakat pn...
sejujurnya...ng sia chai...tp apalah daya...
siapalah ng kn...
"xpa nh...at least dia dh ok...mayb nk rhat....."

jd...ng msg2 ngn akak...
tiba2...akak tnya ng ngn phi dh ok ke...
ng wa ko...
mcm adu la plak...ngee...

ng gtau akak...kta phi xpki ring dh...
mlh xplok momo sudah...
ng nothing bg dia....

tp akak plik...
dngr jwpn ng...
akak kta...td papa da tnya phi...
papa tnya hbngn ng ngn phi...
phi gtau kt papa kta sdh ok...

ok ka??...ok bg phi...mungkin msh ko bg ng kan..

waa...papa ngn mama concern...
ngn hbngn kita...
tersenyum ng..

xnkla pkir jauh sgt...
gpon status ng ngn phi pelajar kn...
kejar cita2...
gapai impian kita...


"ANDAI ADA JODOH TIDAK AKAN KE MANA.... 
ANDAI NG UNTUK PHI....
SUATU HARI NANTI....
KITA AKAN BERSAMA JUA..."

plng penting...terpenting skali...
blaja dlu kn...
mcm y phi kata...

phi xpki ring cz phi jenis aktif sukan...
mayb phi rimas...
sal momo...phi dh plok...
yea...kna syng momo two...
first look..tros ng bkenan tau...
momo special...

nk smpn kah kapel ring..
nty kalo jumpa...
nk phi pakaikn untk ng...
xpon tngu cincin belah rotan nty...
wawaawaw...
ng...ng...
jauhnya pkir...ngeee...

ok la coretan ng kali nieh...

sawaddikah

o;o...o;o

nong2...

waduh2...twola kah...ng degil n degil...n mark2 lei...

tgk 2 3 ari dh ng pening2 gara2 xikot ckp doktor, pho, mea ngn phi...

bru taw efek die...

n rney ng still lg dgil...

ng mam lagi walhal ng tahu kta xleh...kna kurangkn...

lapa ice cream...lapa coklat....miss100x.......ngeeeee

xsabanya ng...

yea...sok ng nk blik umah...

n then ng nk shopping...

shopping alone...mesty bes...

keliling 1 jitra lei...

mesty kering poket...

ng asa bln nieh ng sgt2 boros...

again...ng overspend....

n then ng xnk inform parents kta blik...

nk wat surprise....

hehe...mcm la mea ngn pho nk surprise...

dh common dh...biasa sgt dh...

cz almost tiap2 weekend lei ng goes back...

syng pho...syng mea....love my famili.....

gpon ng asanya...ng perlukn mereka..........

nty nk uak...

ng nk manage time properly...

n says bye2 to stress kah...

ng tham dai...

chayok2....ng kna top up bi nty...

ng kna do the best...

cz ng xpndai present...n then essay ritwo ntah gena...

so ngn peluang y ada...

ng kna gunakan sebaik mgkin...untk improve dri ng...

ng nk jd ibarat burung y tinggi kah...

bknnya lyng2 pts tali...

ng kna lakukan y terbek...

untk dri ng...untk parents dan sume org y ng cintaio & kasihi.....

U CAN!!!

My Family...

nie...msa cuti ritwo kah...

cuti penggal sem...bln 3...

ng ngn famili join program kah...

program gaya hdup sihat anjuran kementerian kesihatan kah...

ngee...y hepynya...

kiorg bolot hadiah bnyk2 lei...

ng, mea, pho ngn p bau msok pertandingn kah...

100 000 steps...

make u healthy...

ngeee...msa two pas pbs...

ng dpt johan kah untk kategori senior wanita...

dpt hamper besaq...

ngee...i like...

p bau lak...dpt no.3 kah...

kategori lelaki senior....

hamper gk...

dan x ketinggaln daddy ngn mummy tercinta...

hehe...pho ngn mea pn dpt hadiah kah...

dua2 dpt no. lima...

dpt hamper gk....

twola ng usik...

hmm...hmm

mcm kapel ja nieh...

ooowww....

hehe...dh la pho ngn mea dpt no.sma...

rancng ye....

hehe....

pho ngn mea senyum ja...

ari two...ng bahagia sgt2 kah...

bkn senang kn ahli2 lam famili nk join program sebegini...

msng2 sibuk ngn urusan...

namun...mea ngn pho...

xpenah lupa...

mereka beri kasih syng y secukupnya thd ng, abg dan adk2...

ng syng mereka kah...

love u...

mummy and daddy...

rak pho ngn mea kah...

rak mark2...

thisud nai lok lei...

love2....INFINITY

Planning Today...

gud monink sume...

rney ng kta settlekn keja y bmountain2...

ngee...

so planning ng rney...

siapkn isl...at least 2 la kah...

ptng...draf refleksi...

n then mlm...do some notes...

b4 tdo...highlight sumber bacaan...

cr main point...

rney fpk again...

so so...soooo many things to do...

a lot of works...

skian aje kah...sawaddikah...

have a nice day...

snyum sokmo

Gud Monink Penang...

sawaddikah..

gud monik penang...

gud monink sume...

have a nice day..

yay2...

smile2 mile2 n yay2 kah...

tuchum2 slalu...ngee...

monink2...monink2...

ngee...tgk cermin...senyum...n say something postitif...

dan hdp anda akn ceria...

waduh2...mcm iklan la plak...ngee

rney...ng bgn ngn semangt baru kah...

azam baru...

ng xnk down kah...

dh 2 ari ng doing nothing...

bad habits kn??

gpon ng x ok...xleh force dri...

ng x sembuh sepenuhnya g...

ingt kisah skit ritwo...

adui2...6 kali ng jmpa doktor...

two pn da temu jnji lg...'ng xnk g dh...

ng syng kuliah...

bnyk cuti bnyk ketinggalan nty...

tup2...teringtkn dr. la plak...

dr sgt bek kah...

thanks dr cz risaukn dri ng dan merawat ng...

ng ingt g perbualn ngn dr tempoh ari...

temu janji 1

"msok wad nh"

"Hah...apa doktr...msok wad?"

"ya...kamu x ok two...tekanan drh pn low"

"xnk doktor" ngee smbil geleng2 ng

kalo gtwo...xpala doktor bg kelonggaran...ngn syarat sok kna dtng lg...bg dr.cek

"sok dtng jumpa dr lg..."

ng angguk ja...tp ng pelik...ng asa ng ok...shat je...tp msa ng cek drh...hmpir kesemua komponen drh ng low kah...tp bil platelets msh lh normal...kira ok la kah...

temu janji 2

pas cek drh...

kali nieh....kadar diastole, systole ng pn xok...mlh denyutan nadi ng per minute pn tinggi...

pastwo ng asa ng ok ja...xskit sdh...

cma bdn ng lemah aje...

tgk2...kdr platelets ng kurang kah...drh ng turun lg...

mlh da komponen maren y normal tros trun...

sume komponen low including white blood cell

msok2...kali ni g jmpa dr len...dr pompuan...dr zikri xduty rney...

jmpa...dr kta...

knapa ni...adui...

drh trun bnyk nieh...

"knapa jd mcm ni doktor"

sya asa sy ok ja...

yela...kamu asa ok...td sebenarnya tidak two...

org sihat xmcm ni...

xpa...rehat bnyk...

sok jumpa dr lagi...

kalo msh trun lg...kita xleh biarkn...

doktor kta tkot drh ng beku gk kah msa two..

bhaya dr kta..

cz nty sistem imun ng lemah...

temu janji 3...

kali nieh...ng jmpa dr.zikri...dr muda...

again...

dan results drh pn low2 sume...

platelets ng krng lg...

doktor tgk2...pn geleng2 dh...

kdr diastole systole pn memg xnormal dh...

"dr wa...msok wad kah..."

"ng wa ng xnak"

"degil"

"saya xnk doktor...sya xska dok wad"

"kt umah minum air x...rehat x"

"minum...sya rehat dr..."

"dr x expect results kuar gney"

lam hati...ng monolog..."ng pn...ng skit apa sebenarnya...knapa ng asa lmah sgt..."

ikot ckp dr...dr nk wat surat msok wad...

supaya dr dpt pantau kmu...lihat keadaan kamu...

biarkn gney bhaya...

nty platelets trun jd 5o gena...

xbleh gney...

dr. risaukan kamu....

ng tpaku kah...msa dr kta dr risaukn ng...

ng angguk lemah...ng kta tp kn dr..

sy xnk dok wad...sya asa sya lebih selesa kt umh...

tp..."dok sini dr leh lihat keadaan kamu...cek kamu..."

sya ok dr...sy xskit pe pn...

kamu asa ok...tp tidak...

org sihat xgney tau...

mana da org shat kdr sys ngn dia mcm ni...

pastwo...wtc pn low...

htc pn low...

knapa htc saya low dr...sume komponen low...

sya skit apa dr...

sya asa sya shat ja dr...

btoi sy shat dr...

dr kta bdn ng lemah skrng...

hmm...knapa platelets sya trun...

apa fktor2nya...

dan apa kesannya dr...

jangkitan apa dr..??

xda apa pn...

seriously sya asa ok...just asa lemah2 bdn...mayb cz sya bru lega dr demam...

xshat sepenuhnya lagi...

itu ja

dr bg mc...

selang 1 hari...nty khamis jmpa dr...

sya xnk dr...sya nk blik mktb...

hmm...kalo khamis sya xjmpa dr bleh?

sya asa sya xnk...

"kena jmpa dr...kna jmpa.."

"tp dh bnyk ari sya cuti ni..."

"dr bg mc..."

"sya nk blik maktb"

"xska ka dr bg kmu rehat...kt umh...mlh ngn famili lg"

"kamu perlukn rehat"

"tp..."

"jumpa dr lg...untk kebaikn dri kamu..."

"kalo xnk sni...jmpa kt penang pn xpa...

ngn syrt janji ngn dr. kt sma pn kamu cek..."

"nty shat...kalo sudi inform dr..."

"susah dr...kt penang...transport?.."

"kalo gtwo...khamis jmpa dr...kna jnji...

kalo kmu msh x ok...jgn degil...dr xnk dngr apa2 lg...kamu kna gk msok wad..."

.....apa nieh...ng asa lemah gila...ng skit apa...??

blik umh...ng ngs kah...

ntah tiba2..

pastwo mea tnya knapa...

ng kta nothing...

mea kta...mea tahu apa y luk pkirkn...

"mea...kita blik mktb nh ari rabu...ari khamis luk xnk jmpa dr lg"

"nah mea nh..."

"xnk jmpa dr lg? xshat lg mana bleh blik..."

"mea pn xbenarkn..."

"ng asa sdih sgt..mcm bdk kecik toi...ng ngs2 smpi tetdo..."

"pastwo dtok ngn nenek kol ng cz mereka tahu sal kedegilan ng"

"mcm mana nk blik?luk sau dh shat ke?blom lg two..."

"ng diam kah...cz ng tahu dri ng...tp ng kna kuat kn??..."

mcm2 nek ngn atuk pesan...

mereka risaukn ng...

ng syng sgt kah kt atuk ngn nek...

ptng rabu ng blik mktb...parents antq kah...

mea kta...in case ng xlrt...tros gtau...

mak ngn ayh amik ng blik...

ng pn snyum ja kah...

ng kna kuat dna buktikn pd sume org kta ng shat...

adui...ngee...cter pnjng lebat toi...

k la...ng nk breakfast n wat apa y ng dh plan...

...siapkn semua isl fpk....

do some notes...lengkapkn nota2

taaaataaaaa

Kadang-kadang kita berasa

sawaddikah...

waduh...skrg...ng xtahu apa y blaku thdp ng...

bnyk perkara y ng pkirkn...

hinggakn ng berasa dri ng sgt kerdil...

bagaikn x mampu untk menanganinya...

wlu fizikalnya...ng ok...

tp inner ng...ng perlukn smgt...

wlu ng motivasikn dri...

tp kita tahu dri kita

bnyk y ng pkrkn...

hinggakn ng tnya dri...

why think so hard...

let it go...

ng asa berkecamuk kah...

ng xnk mslh pribadi ng menjejaskn pljrn...

xbleh gtwo kn...

kna pndi handle...

ng xtahu apa y ng perlu wat..

apa y perlu ng ktakn...

ujarkn...

pkirkn pros n cons...

ng asa bslh kah...

ng asa ng xmampu melakuknnya...

cz nty da sekeping ati y sdih...

biar ng sdih xpa..

tp ng xnk org y ng syng sedih...

samada die sedar atau x...

tp ng menyayanginya...

syng ngn cinta lain two...

bg ng...perasaan syng lg agung...

tinggi nilainya...

namun...da certain y slh tafsir...

what should i do??

kdng2 kita berasa...

wlu sesuatu itu hnya perkara kecil shja...

setiap org da persepsi y tersendiri...

tafsiran y berbeza...

mcm2 skrg kn...

mcm nothing..tp everything...

mcm tiada pe2...tp inner feeling sapa la tahu...

kdng2 kita leh optimis...memotivasikn dri...

tp deep2...crying inside...

tiada slhnya kn...trunkn sdkit ego...

ckp...bncng dri ati ke ati...

itu y terbek kah..

luangkn sdikit msa...

kerna ada y menunggu...

nothing vs everything...

msia hanya sedar bila sdh terlambat...

......seribu 1 penyelasan...

BIG Fasa 1

sawaddikah...

...dear sweet corner....

ngee...ng bru ja kah blik dr big...bina insan guru...fasa 1

kali nieh diadakan di Pulau Pangkor kah...kem rimba...

ok kah...nice place...

tepi pntai kah...

scenery cntk...

dengar alunan ombak...desiran angn...

indahnya ketika sunset kah....panorama sekeliling pntai...cntk kah...

"indahnya ciptaan Tuhan...."

syukur...

hehe...bombastik la plak intro ng kali nieh...

ngee...spontan...

dh itu y terlintas kah...

so ng pn tlis aje....

mesty amai kn y letih? mlh da dh two y demam...

kwn2...jga bek2 kah kesihatan two...

ngee,,,kta kt owg...ng pn sma je...

dr ritwo g xrapa shat smpaila skrng...

y tertekannya...dh la 2 3 ari be4 pertandingan bahas...sora ng jd rock...

and then...asyk batok2 je...

dhla ng kna jd speaker untk bahas...

waduh2....

pastwo...next day...big lak...

jd ape ng wat??

nk xnk ng telan gk ubat...cz ng tahu...stamina ng mmg btoi2 down dh...

lemah sgt...

msa g klas pn ng asa cam nk pitam je....asa mcm nk pengsan....

tp cukupla...ng xnk cipta sej lg...

ckupla ng pengsan kt ipg skali...

xnk dh....

ha'ar...nk ckap sal big...upps2...my story mory....

coretan ng...

ngee....xhbs2 ngn sound effect...miu2...

ng hepy cz ng da shat...cma asa pening2 n batok2 lg kah...

anyway...y pntng...asa better dr ari tu....

big clap 4 u...yay2...

"ng jd penghuluwati..."

mula2...ng asa xska kah...tp mls dh ng lyn...

biaq je la...

pe nk jd...jd...xnk kesah...sudah...

pala ng asa mcm nk meletop pkir itu...pkir ini...

mcm2 perkara belakangan nieh...

sume ng kna tanggung...

n then...ng asa beban...

eewww...huh!_!

ng xnk ng stress lg kah....

ng tahu...kalo ng stress...bruk padahnya...

lg2...kesihatan ng...

paksa? rela? rela paksa?

hmm...bnyk perkara y blaku...tnpa bicara...

i hate...really hate...

ng...ng...positif thinking...

xnk la rosakkn mood...bter..ng cter sal perkara y lucu dan mgmbirakn ati ng...kn lg bek???

ngee...soe...dua...tigo...

mrs small & big heart pjuk ng...

xpala...penghuluwati pn...

at least u learn something...

learn new things...

n then...ng senyum untk dri ng kah...

ng ska snyum kah...ntah...

hehe...dh jd habits kot...

mak ng kta...bgn pg...kena snyum...

senyum...

..."ceriakn hari anda dngn senyuman"...

ok...then...bertolak ke pulau pangkor kah...

lam bus...tian dok tepi ng...

pe2 je la...ng xkesah...

gpon dh xda tmpat dh kah...

kasi la die duduk...ngee

"'"pelik"'"

adala...hehe...mls ng nk cterkn...

...again...i had learnt something...

ala-ala tentatif...

ng cterkn akt2 noh...

mula2 pasang khemah kah..

then...petang da akt bantu mula kah...pc...

sal usungan, cpr n kain anduh kah...

ngee...msa kain anduh...ng teringtkn kesah tempoh ari...

hehe...ayh ngn mak..

ookk oo...sweet...ngee

ritwo...b4 ng blik mktb bg minx mea ajar ng tentang balutan2 kah....

hehe...ng pbsm...tp nama je la...

xpraktikkan...

saat2 kritikal...bru nk amik kesah...

ngee...jgn ikot sikap nieh kah...no good!!

hehe...mea ajr ng...

pho jd mangsa...hehe...

mea blot pho ngn kain anduh...

so sweet...comey...

aduhai...menguap sdh ng...ntyla...ng cter sal big...

ng asa nk tdo kah...smlm...xckup tdo...

ng tdo lam keadaan duduk...

khemah pnoh...xda space...

ratrisawat kah

my Story Mory..

sawaddikah...

hmm...lma dh kn ng x post kt blog...

bsawang sudah sweet corner...

ngee...

ltih kah rney...ltih sgt...

hehe...twola...sapa soh krap blik kn??

dan skrg bleh dikatakn hmpir tiap2 weekend lei ng blik...

hepy kah kt umh...

da mak...da ayh..da abg ngn adk2...

bahagia...

then...dpt tdo ngn mama pooh n papa panda...

apa2 pn...bg ng...

rumahla y terbek skali...

pling bek...

"rumahku...syurgaku..."

hehe...berbahasa la plak...

dok ipg...ng agk bosan kah...sometimes...

wlupn da kwn2...

tp ng lg rindukn famili ng..

n then kt umah...

dapat asa nikmat tdo...

friday ng blik...ngee...mlm two tetdo...

saturday lak...ng pn tdo agk awai..

n then bgn pg...asa fresh...

asa energetic...

yela kn...dh ckup tdo...

i'm hepy....

ngee...imbas2...

story of my life...

friday...ng blik...kali nieh ayh jemput ng dkat alor star...

n then...g jitra...

ng da sdkit urusan ritwo...

pastwo...ayh ajk ng mkn...

memandangkn ng blom lg mkn nasi...

ng gtau ayh kta ng msh g kenyang...dh mkn roti td...

tp ayh kta...mkn la...

dh lewat blom lg mkn nasi kn...

jd...nk x nk...ng pn orders la kah...

tp bkn nasi...

ais kacang...

favourite ng...gpon dh lma dh kah xmkn ais kacang...

ayh lak...spt biasa mkn bihun sup..

smbl mkn smbng2 ngn ayh...

ngee...kali nieh..bnyk toi ng smbang...

slalunya...ng xla bnyk ckp sgt...

and then...ng kta kt ayh...

"anak xnk blik lg...anak nk shopping..."

"g jitra mall nah..."

ngee...nasib ayh kta ok...

ayh kta...xpa...g la nh...

ayh tngu dkat sini ja...

nty sdh siap bjln...datang sini...

hehe...shopping alone...ntah ng ska...

asa mcm bebas...xla tkongkong kn....

nk g mna pn...g aja...

gpon kt jitra...ng biasa sdh...

twola tmpat ng...

dlu2 nuh...hehe...

lma gk ng bjaln2...hngakn ng hmpir2 tlupa kta dtng ngn ayh...

alamak...ayh tngu kt luar...

hehe...blom puas lg...

xpala lah len kali lak...cian ayh kn??

bnyk brng y ng beli..

sumenya mknan je...

coklat...wafer...dll...sumenya favourite ng...

xlupa gk ngn abg n adk2...

beli apa y mereka suka...

kasi kt diorg...gpon ng asa mcm nk pjuk cik abg je...

abg majuk ngn ng ritwo...

hehe...tua2 pn majok2...wink2..."

hehe...smpi2...ayh tgk jam...

then ayh tnya...apa y ng dpt...beli apa...

ng pn tnpa segan silu...pn tnjukla...

hehe...ayh kta...uih 2 jam...

ngee...ng gtau ayh...ng x g tgk2 tingkat ats g...

cma kt tingkat bwh ja...

bahagian mknan...

tngkt ats...ng nek n then trun blik...

xtgk2 pn...

hehe...pastwo ayh geleng2 kpla...ayh kta sakan btoi bjln...

ng wa x puas lg two...

tp xpala kn...ari lem plak...

ari pn dh mlm kn..???

blik2...smpi umh...ala...tiada mak dkat umh...

jd ng pn tuju ke dapur...

tgk2...w0w22...hehe favourite ng...

mea wat bubur buah...

hepy sgt2 kah...

hehe...xmandi x apa dh ng...

tros mam2...nk tngu apa lg kn...

mkn bnyk sgt...

then...mlm...ng tgk tv ngn parents...

pastwo ng asa ngntok kn....

ng bring ja ats tilam...hehe..tros tlena....

zzzzz.....

ala...bru ari jumaat...xckp sal ari sabtu ngn ahd lg...

ng asa mengantuk sdh...ngee...

twola bnyk bjln kn...jumaat...sabtu then ahad....

sekian ajela coretan ng untk ari ni...

len2 kali...ng cter sal ari sbtwo ngn ahd lak...

abg sdh xmajok ngn ng...hepynya...siap jln2 ngn abg smpi mlm lei...

then dpt "fujik"...

bek2 yar fujik...bsma akak...ngee...

ahd lak...ng jmpa sorng pak cik..

tp nk kta pak cik...dia mcm sbaya dtok ng je...

dtok la...cz dia kta dia anggp ng cucu dia...

mula2 ng agk tkot kah...

iyela kn xknai...

dia chinese...tp little bit leh ckp thai...

sgt friendly...

mula2 sjujurnya...ng agk tkot kah...tp ng lyn aje...

kna respect kn org y lbih tua drpd kita...

tp ng msih tkot...ngeee....

ayoh!! ape nieh ng??? wink2...

anyway...thanks ats kta2 smagt...kta2 y membina y tlah atuk berikn kah...

thanks atuk...

skian aje untk kali nieh...

sawaddikah...

gud nite...sleep tight n sweet dream kah....

thanks ats kta2 y membina kah....