sawaddikah...






Monday, June 30, 2014

Selamat Berpuasa...

sawaddikah...

slmt berpuasa kah...
to all muslims...
sohabat y beragama Islam...

bnykkn berdoa...
dekatkn diri dngnNya...

bkn sja posa mkn k...
tp posa hati juga...

happy fasting...

skian sja coretan ng kali ni...

sawaddikah



Sunday, June 29, 2014

Perasaan...

sawaddikah...

mungkinkah hati ng semakin lembut...?
mungkinkah ng akn jatuh cinta lagi...?
ng terasa senang dan gembira stiap kali msg...
lg2 bila dia da ciri2 lelaki y ng suka...

tnya khabar kongsi mslh...
smkin hari smkin rapat...

dan ng khuatir andai timbulnya rasa syng...
tapi ng cuba pujuk hati...

tidak mungkin nong...
jga ati jga perasaan...
dia sukakan kwn ng...
bukannya ng...
wlupon dia xpenah berterus terang perasaan dia...
tp cayalah ng...
lam hati dia cuma da dia...
dan ng ngn dia hanya sekadar kwn rapat jaga...

duhai hati...
sejujurnya ng tkot ng kecewa lg...
kuatkanlah hati...
SEKADAR KAWAN SAJA...

#mohon hati...jgn degil.#


Friday, June 27, 2014

Dear God

dear God...
ng terasa penat kah...
penat berfikir...

LET THINGS FIX IN OWN SITUATION...
LEARN TO APPRECIATE...

kekdng kita perlu melepaskn...
slw down...
agar kita rasa tenang dan bahagia..


Thursday, June 26, 2014

CONFUSED...

sawaddikah...

dear blog...
ng terasa mahu mngs...
dan mahu mngs sepuas2nya...
hmmm...tp bolehkah?
ng dh janji rite...
xmahu cengeng lg?

penat kah...
ng penat berfikir...
bila ng sorng sja...
y fkir itu ini...
lepas 1 masalah 1 masalah...
da sja xkena...
saya letih...

keadilan atau menjaga hubungan...?
ng xtahu mana 1 y harus ng plih...
all things have pros n cons...

ok fine...
all maths students dpt lec bru...
y observe praktikum...
tp ng...msh dpt lec y sma...
adakah ini kebetulan...
so close probability...
n ng tnyakan pd hati...why happened to me?
atau...ng xlayak utk blaja bnda bru dr lec len...?
atau ng sndri y too negatif...?
why the others no...and me...?
persoalan...persoalan...
so so n so...

dr kecil...ng sgt defend...
ng akn  pertahankn bila berlakunya ketidakadilan...
bukannya ng xmensyukuri apa y ng peroleh..

ya Tuhan...
sejujurnya ng buntu...
dan ng xtahu apa y perlu ng lakukan...
dan ng takut kah...
takut terhdap tindkn y diambil...
takot terhadap perkara y akan berlaku...

dear God...
ng mahu tenang...
berikanlah petunjuk...dan apa y harus ng lakukan...
padaMu ng berdoa...

mungkinkah ng mampu...
trik rambut dlm tepung...
rmbot xputus dan tepung xberselerak...


Wednesday, June 25, 2014

Taniah...Little Bro...

sawaddikah...

taniah adik...
taniah Vik Rawat Photiwong...
nong sgt hepy kah...
adik ng dpt all A...
wlupon adik dpt no 4 lam kelas...
tp akak sgt bangga ngn kamu...

tell me your results...
BM...85
BI...87
MT...98
SN...98...

total up 92%...
taniah...
tp adik perlu improve bm dan bi...
kekalkn mt n sn si saintis kecik...
akak syg kamu...

si kecik...
bila la nk besar adik akak ni...

nong: knapa suka cium n peluk akak...?
adik...terlalu syng akak...

i knw u love me...and i love u more n more my little bro...

when i grw up...i want to be a scientist....

nah...hadiah dri akak...
SURPRISE...
nong tahu adik sgt melukis n mewarna...
so ng hadiahkan kaler warna peralatn asas...
kembangkn lg bakat k?
akak syng kamu...
arap2 adik suka pemberian nong...

hadiah untuk si kecil...

love u sayang...

skian sjala coretan ng kali ni...

sawaddikah...











Azam Sem 6...

sawaddikah...

setelah sem 5 melabuhkan tirai...
ngeee...ng rasa blom terlambt kn utk ng 
coretkan azam sem 6...

hola...
azam nong...
1. nong xmahu kerap blik rumah sgt...mayb 2 kali sebulan sja...ksian ayah kena jemput...tp mungkinkah?
ngeee...cz tahap homesick ng kekdng bleh tahan juga ni...
bila ng gtau kwn ng...mereka gelak...u sure?sound impossible...
hopefully it will works k....

2. every sem ng berazam...ng mahu rajin2kn dri dan xmahu tangguh2kn kerja...xmahu keja last minit lg...

3. ng mahu lakukan y terbek utk praktikum kah...teach by heart...
ng mahu lengkapkn diri ini menjadi seorng guru y berkaliber....

4. azam strosnya...ng berdoa kah...dan sgt berharap agar pointer ng 3.75 above...dan seboleh2nya 3.80 above...maklumla kn...even ng dpt all A pon pointer ng bru sja 3.84...
its okay...berusaha k...

mungkin ini saja...hehe...

skian saja coretan ng kali ni...
have a nice day nah...

Monday, June 23, 2014

Opps...Beginikah? First Day Semester 6...

sawaddikah...

sem baru...azam baru....
tp wawawawa...
hampeh...

dh plan nk g clas awal so that ng dpt dok depan...tempat y strategik...
ng plan nk tengah2 second row...
ng xmahu jd mcm sem lepas...
gara2 tngu kwn...dok tepi setepi tepinya...
xnk...
tp...
waaa...harapan tngai harapan...
hmmm...what to do...
dh ng smpai clas lewat kn...??
n have to made dcision...
sma da dok second row...tepi skali...
or dok first row...lone ranger....hmmm....

alkisahnya...
awai lg n ng bersiap...
b4 g clas...ng g toilet kjap...
bila ng nk msok blik...
tup2...roommate ng dh g kelas n kunci pintu...
OMG...mcm mana ni...?
nsb time tu dh dh berbayu kurung...siap sume...
tngai nk g clas sja...
kad matrik pon pki sudah...
tp..alamak...
beg lam blik...bku2...pencil case...
hmmm...xkn la ng nk g klas sehelai sepinggang kn...
nothing to bring...
nk msg roommate...hp lak dok lan...
g bb..alamak jauh la plak...gpon xtahu dia klas mna...
so...ng pon mencuba nsb...
atur langkah g pjbt asrama....
hehe...
nsb buka...mujurla kn blom start kol 8...
slalunya ofis still ttp...
kalo ya pon...xda sapa2...
"tok3...."
 bila bukak pintu nsb da staf...
so ng minx kunci spare...
pg2 dh kejar sni sna...
blik blik...amik brng...
g kelas...
gara2 kalot smpai berpeluh...
good exercise?
oo...xmahu la begini...
tp what to do....

bila smpai clas...
hmmm...sharp jam 8...
nsb lec blom msok...
kalo x...alahai dicap lewat lak tu...

tp KECEWANYA...
angan2...apa y ng plan xdpat...
hmm...what to do...
ng sndri cuai kn...
sepatotnya g toilet pon bwk kunci len kali...
hmmm...xpala kn benda dh jadi ttp jadi...

bila klas...dok sorng...
tipulah kalo xrasa lonely...
sunyi tau...
tp...kalo dok dpn...ng nmpk jelas...
kalo second row...
hujung skali...
hujumg sgt...mnala cek nmpk...
apa2 sjala...
stiap y blaku da plus minus kn...
mana mungkin benda y kita nak sume kita dpt...

OK...PERMULAAN SEM BARU KALI NI BEGINI...
NOTED...
XAPA...TAKE POSITIVE NONG...
MUDAH2 NONG DPT ADAPT...
GOD...BLESS ME NAH...

skian sjala coretan ng kali ni...
sawaddikah...


Sunday, June 22, 2014

Mengenali Diri Sendiri...

sawaddikah...

mengenali diri sendiri...
kah...seharusnya...
kdng2 kita slalu complain orng tu...kta org ni...
da y xkena...
serba x betul...ngeee...serba slh?oppss...bleh ek??
da sja rite?
tp..acap kali kita terlepas pndng...xterpkir...
bagaimana plak diri kita...sejauh mana org len sng bergaul dan berkawan ngan kita....
sikap y bek...kekalkanlah...
y kurang...cubalah perbaiki dan sesuaikn diri...


ooo...knw yourself...
..perlunya... be yourself...
but...da situasi y perlu kita tolerate...
agar...kita dpt hdup bersama, tenang...no gaduh2...
n bina hbngn positif....

me??
bila seseorng y xrapat ngn ng...cnfirm mereka akn kta ng jenis ska studi, pendiam...n kekdng agk membosankn...
hahaha...what to do...
kalo xrapat...slalunya msia xkn nmpk diri kita sebenar benarnya...
rite??
let them think...
cz kita sndri xbleh paksa...utk mereka rpt ngn kita...
dan knal kita sebenar-benarnya rite...

haha...nong suka senyum...gelak ketawa dan ng meme periang...ceria sja...
hinggakan kwn2 bek ng sgt mudah detect kalo ngn sedih...
ng senyum...tp senyum ng len...?knapa ni...da masalah ek?

dan hati ng mudah terusik...sensitif ngn orng y ng syng...terutamanya famili n someone special to me...dan sbb itulah...kekdng ng seakan2 cengeng...ngeee....what to do kalo dlm hati da tmn kn...
perasaan...senipis kulit bwng kekdng...tp cayalah kah...
iman  ng sekeras tembok besar Cina...
hehe...

hdup ini utk menyayangi dan mencintai...
bknnya hasad dengki dan membenci....
lalalalala


ckp xserupa bikin...for someone only...hehe...kdng2 mudah lak mrajuk...tp rajuk ng xlma la...cz ng mudah serba slh kalo ng wat orng y ng syng bimbang...cz ng syng dan xmahu lukakan hati...wlupon ng tluka...its ok...ng redha....
thats why...bila ng marah...ng sedih...ng prefer utk diam...
dan slalu sja ng ngs lam hati bila da orng y slh fhm tntng ng....

hola2...sik tahu knapa...
ng suka sgt berangan dan berfkir...
kekdng termenung smpai ke planet pluto...
tp 1 thing y xcross in my mind...
kawen ngn ank raja....hola...cz itu sgt mustahil...
nty frust menonggeng smpi tertonggeng...

apa lg ek...
oo...ya...saya meme degil dan nakal...
dan kekedng ng terlalu ikotkn perasaan dan kata hati...
ego jugak kdng2....
lg dilarang...itula y ng wat...
n ng jenis xska instruct...
tp...ng cuba tnmkn...
sikap sudi dan melakukn sesuatu ngn hati...
cz ng jenis xsuka bila paksa dan dipaksa hingga terpaksa...

hehe...sy juga clumsy....
what to do ek??

gila2...
hehe...bila mood menggila...bleh tahan juga si nong ni...

ng mmg cerewet kah...
terutamanya bila ng mahu belikn sesuatu dan lakukn sesuatu...
ng suka shopping...sgt suka...
tp ng prefer shopping sorng cz ng xnk wat orng len merana...
haha...mujurla...ng cerewet kn...
kdng2 pusing berkali2...xda y berkenan...
kalo bab shopping...adik ng slalu bye...
xnk ngn kak...serik...orng letih tau....
hehe...i'm so sorry....

ooo...tp what to do...
hehe...ng cerewet ma...

i'm maths students...
ciri2 maths mayb cz ng systematic n logikal...
ciri len...
mgkin tidak kot...
kalo bab kira mengira...ng suka kira something y relate ngn life n ng leh appy lam kehidupn...
thats why ng slalu wondering...
knapa ng perlu blaja linear algebra, kalkulus...n so on...
cz xrasa...dan ng pasti...
ng xapply pon sume ni...

ng sukakan muzik...
dan suka dngr bunyi alat2 muzik...
sgt suka...
kalo rock....xla kah...bleh skit jiwa nty...
hehe...melebih2 lak...

ng suka something y menenangkn...
cz bila tenang...
hati lapang...
ng terasa bahagia kah...

and...nong also love gardening....
hehe....
tp...nong bkn jenis tgn hijau....
wawawawa...
bleh gune ek istilah ni...
ng sgt suka flowers...
especially...bunga y berwarna putih n kuning....

tenang
that why...ng suka menulis...
cz bila ng menulis...ng menaip...
ng dapat luahkn apa y ng rasa...
apa y ng fkirkan...
dan stiapa kali menulis...
sememangnya...
ng terasa tenang dan bahagia kah....

menulis...mengikut kata hati...
apa y dirasa...
tenang dan mendamaikan...
simpan di hati...
kalo perkara y menyedihkan dan menyakitkan...
lma2....asa terbeban...
jd luahkanlah....
hidup mo ceria2....

masa...
ya...bg ng masa sgt2 penting...
cz lam sesaat...sesaat sja...
mcm2 bleh blaku...
dan msa y berlalu...
xdapat diganti...
the past...
sbb tu ng sgt menghargai msa...
dan ng seboleh-bolehnya g awal...
punctual...in everything ng does...
dan ng sgt2 xsuka orng yt slalu lewat...
n mudah sja...
kata...sorry i'm late...
seindah bicara...sorry...
tp bila nk berubah??
time...
yes...dnt simply ignore k...

jujur...dan ng slalu ckp apa y ng rasa...
kah...ng sgt jujur...dan kekdng...apa y ng ujarkn...
xbertapis...
cz ng xsuka bermuka2...hipokrit ktanya...
ngeee...n bkn sebab apa...cz kdng2...otak xsempat tapis...
bila ng marah...geram...
rasa annoyed...
bleh tahan juga laser mulut...
jujur penting kah...cz 
knapa nk tipu jika itu realiti...
speak the truth...
ngn harapan...take positive...
cuba trima n beri kritikan y mbina...
n then ubah diri ke arah y lebih bek kn...

nong...
suka kekemasan dan kebersihan kah...
skit mata bila ng nmpk sesuatu itu bertabur...
dan ng suka kebersihan....
bersih kn penting?
lg2 ng jenis alergik habuk...

ooo...mahu bersih2 dong....
kemas2 dong...


dan ng rasa ng seakn2 da ciri miss perfect...
bila lakukan sesuatu...
biarlah kalukn y terbek kn...
guna hati...utk melakukannya....

wawawa...
penat sudah menaip...
skian sjala coretan ng kali ni...

hehe...dh si Nong blom hias meja studi lagi...
azam bru...utk semester baru...
so hias meja k...
penting ma...

skian sjala  coretan ng kali ni...

sawaddikah...






Saturday, June 21, 2014

Quiz & Personality...



WHAT EMOTION ARE YOU GUIDED BY?
You are a very hopeful person. You always see the glass as being half full, and for you, things can always improve and thrive. Your life is guided by your ability to see the bright side in every situation, to think of the rainbow after the storm. You always believe things can get better, and there could not be a better way to view this life. Keep up with the positive attitude and spread it around, we all need some more hope in our hearts

WHAT TYPES OF WOMAN ARE YOU REALLY?
You are an artist! The creative force is burning inside you like fire. Your soul is young and lively, you see everything as a work of art, and no matter what, you never give up on the things that matter to you most. You see beauty in every thing and every situation, and as long as there is beauty and art in your life, you'd feel complete

WHAT KIND OF WEDDING SHOULD YOU HAVE?

Your ideal wedding will be serene and beautiful. The fresh outlook on your future is what a Park wedding can offer you and your loved one. Surrounded by nature and your loved ones you prepare to walk down the aisle. The sounds of birds mix with the rustle of trees and the music you both selected. The suns warm glow lights you both up as you say your vows. As you close your eyes to kiss your groom you imagine the dream you depicted this day would be only to open them and realize it is even better.




Thursday, June 19, 2014

My Timetable...

hola...

jadual pon dh kuar dh..
punyala lma ng tngu...
sbnarnya...bkn apa...
nk tahu lec mana y ajar ja...
hehe...

tadaaa...n next sem...
xlen xbkn...sem 6..
oh man...feel tired...
cnfirm bnyk keja rite??

no istilah monday blues...
cx...asal ja ari isnin...
clas hbs 4.30...
sungguh x sonok...

n xbesnya...sem dpn blaja kt BA...
tu la...dlu BB kn...
no more aircond la nieh...
hmm...what to do...


sem depan...
mte 3111...TYT...OMG...jumpa lg mr teoh...scary...
mte 3112...lalalala...madam liew...
bmm...puan nor hayati...arap2 pn xkecewa lg ngn cls km...
waj FH?sapa ek...faridah hanim k...not sure...

sem dpan skit sja subjek...
tp busy a.k.a cik bee...

prepare jak...

skian sja kah coretan ng...
sawaddikah

Wednesday, June 18, 2014

Next Semester...6...

4 more days...
n then next semester...
semester 6...

so...ng kena prepare physically n mentally rite...
sabar k...
setaun setengah sja lg...
n then kerja...

so...alang2 menyeluk pekasam biarlah smpai pangkal lengan...
alang2 studi...biarlah bersungguh2 kn...
so do the best n be among the best rite?

first step...
as usual...
manage file n computer file...
download modul n proforma...

sekian sjala coretan ng kali ni...

#prepare for next sem...make a start...#


Tuesday, June 10, 2014

LEMBUT?

knapalah manusia suka sgt menghakimi org len...
"pls dnt judge a book by it cover..."

lembut xsemestinya lemah...
lembut xsemestinya seseorng itu tegas...
lembut...x semestinya seseorng itu tidak mampu...
dan bila seseorng itu diam...
x bermakna dia mengalah...

wahai manusia...
ubahla persepsi...
ubahla sikap...

siapalalah kita utk menghakimi seseorng kn....

Friday, June 6, 2014

Tekad...

sawaddikah....

ng tekad...
ng xmahu menangis lagi...
ng xmahu ngs stiap kali ng teringatkn phi...
terlalu rindukan phi...
DIA BUKAN MILIK NONG....
LEPASKANLAH....

bru2 ni upacara nenek moyang...
ng kena tegur kah...
moyang kta...

"ng suka sgt menangis...
skit2 ngs...
kerap sgt menangis"

dan hmpir stiap mlm moyang dtng...
usap kpala ng...
tepi ng...

ng sedar x?nmpk x?
..................................................................

dan xmungkin ng nmpk rite?
2 alm y berbeza...

tp ng terharu kah...
sgt terharu...
di kala ng lemah...
ng xsngka da seseorng dtng...
usap kepala ng...
beri ng kekuatan...

dan moyang seakan2 tahu apa y berlaku...
ng ngs sbb ng terlalu syngkn phi...
ng cintakan dia...
dan rindukan dia...
tp...dia bukan milik ng...
dan ngs ng risaukn ibu...
bila ibu skit....
ng hanya ngs sbb orng y ng syng...
dan bila ng rasa...
ng terlalu letih...
murahnya air mata ng...
hati ng senipis kulit bawang...

soal pelajaran...
moyang nasihatkn supaya ng kuat dan cekal...
ng kena kuat...dan ng harus cekal...

mcm tahu sja kn?
kerap kali idea ng di ambil orng...
hsl keja ng ditiru...
dan orng len dpt nama...
tp ng biarkn saja...
biarlah...at least ng tahu what sort of people they are...
hmm...sabarnah duhai hati...
inilah dunia...
manusia xpenah puas...
dan kekdng sngup lakukn apa sja...

"lebih dekatkan diri dgn ajaran agama...slalu ingat nenek moyang..."

kah...ng janji...
dan ng tekad...
ng xtahu kerap menangis lagi...
dan ng xmahu ngs kerna phi lagi...
phi bukan milik ng...
ng redha kah...

KUATKANLAH HATI INI...





Monday, June 2, 2014

Good Luck Sis...

sawaddikah...

gudluck exam...sis...
all the best...
lakukn y terbek...
ng yakin p sau MAMPU...dan lakukan y TERBEK kah....



chayok2...
U CAN DO IT...
ALL THE BEST NAH KAH...
KHO HAI CHOK DI NAH....



ng sentiasa doakan untk p sau...
doakan kejayaan p sau....

GUDLUCK SIS....

GET FLYING COLOUR RESULT NAH...

"SATUK...'





Coretan Si Hati Kecil

sawaddikah...

kekdng ng tertanya2...
segi empatkah dunia ni?
sisi bertemu sisi...maka buculah...
dan...kekdng kwn y kita y bertaun2 lmanya xjumpa...
dan terjumpa...
its ok kalo jumpa kwn2 lma...
tp ng rasa xok bila ng jumpa org y syngkn ng n angp ng lebih dr kwn....

ntah tetiba jd xkeruan...

sbb...hati ng tertanya...adakah msh ada rasa?
ng xmahu lukakan hati sesiapa...
apatah lg memberi hrpn...

n maren...msa ng jalan2...
ng jumpa kwn ng time skul ...
dan dia sgt excited...dan happy...
tgk penampilan dia...
xbeza pn dr dlu...
...polite...kemas n gentleman...
tp bila keja nmpk gaya dia tegas n serius...
n he actually is a good guy...
nmpk busy...tp dia still nk bual2 ngn ng..
last2 ng kta...
nong minta dri dlu...
mcm jht sja...
cepatnya ng tamatkn perbualan...
ng pon xtahu kenapa...
ntah juga...
bila teringat time skul dlu2...
ng rasa xnmpk jumpa lg...

hinggalah time nk byr brng y ng beli...
ok ng byr...
dan bila nmpk dia...
ng tros keluar...
dan da org pgl 'miss...brng...?"
owh...terlupa...
dan dia kta...
"xnk brng dh?..."
wawawawawa....
malunya ng...
dan rupa2nya dia bos...

ok fine...
dia sgt bek ngn ng time skul dlu...
tp ng...bila ng tahu dan dia kata...
dia sukakn ng...
ng mula menjauh...
dan bila pindah skul...
ng lega sebenarnya...
ng xsuka terlibat ngn cintan cintun...
apatah lg...
bila ng hnya anggp..."he is one of my best friend..."

bila kwn...tp angp kita lebih dr kwn...
ng rasa sesak nafas...
dan ng rasa kekok...
terasa len....

dan ng pon bru sja umo 22 tu...
itupon xgenap...
still young kn?
ng nk hbskn dgree...
n b4 age 27...
ng nk pastikn...y ng ambil master nty...
cinta?
ntylah kah...

"nong...xkn la xda bf...xda sapa y berkenan ke...or xda sapa y nong berkenan?..."

lg2 bila kumpul snk saudara...

diam...mungkin langkah y terbek...

dan kekdng ng jwb...
adik nk orng putih...
mulala saudra mara kta...org puteh?nty dtng mcm mna la ckp...
say I LOVE YOU....

kalo ada...adala kah...kalo tiada...tiada la kah...

STATUS HATI: HATI NONG BELUM CUKUP KUAT UNTUK CINTA SAPA2...