sawaddikah...






Friday, June 29, 2012

Ng Rindu...

sawaddikah...

dear sweet corner...

today...ng asa...ng rindu kah...ng rndu mak...rndu ayah...
rindu abang dan adik2...
ng rindu mama pooh n papa panda...
ng rindu teddy2 dkat blik...
ng rindu sume...
ng rindu phi...ng rndu momo...
ng rndu honey...
rindu...!!

kalo ikotkn...rney ng blik...ng sdh gtau mak...sjak jumaat lepas...
jnji ngn si adik bongsu...

"akak minta maaf nah...minggu dpan...apa2pn...akak kna blik...dan akak janji akak kn wat jelly...kita boh strawberry bnyk2...n kalo akak rjin...sma2 kita wat jus karot susu..."

sjak minggu lpas ng dh jnji ngn si adik bongsu...bibi...
dan bibi hepy sgt...
dia kta dia rindu ng...
bila ckp hp...

"akak2...akak blik x...?"
"ya...akak blik minggu ni..."

bi hepy...sjak kecik...mmg dia sgt rpt ngn ng...
ng syng sgt kt adik ng y sorng nie...
mentang2...bongsu...aduhai...
manja snguh...

tp...tup2...tiba2 smlm...ng ckp ngn adik...dan...
as usual...bi akn tnya soaln y sma...

"esok jumaat...akak blik kn...?"

ngn nada hepy...bdk2...mmg gtwo...

"bibi..."
"kalo akak x blik...?"

bi diam...ng tahu die sedih...tros suara die len...
sayu ati ng...

"akak xblik...?"
"akak xpasti lg..."

lam ati...ng asa bbelah bhg...ng xtahu apa y harus ng wat...
iyela...

adik?...classmates?...assignment...?

serentak...
kdng2...kita asa tindkn kita...
mgkin bek bg kita...
tp di belakang sna...
mungkin ada desas-desus...
maka..."terasa..."
wlu 1 patah...wlu mimik mka...
ng akn pkir...dan ng xkn lupa...
forgive...buit ng does not forget...

xsume y kita pkirkn...org len akn memahaminya...
apatah lg menyelami...
stiap y blaku da pros n cons...
dan kadang kala tiada y terbek...

ng rindu mak...kalo ng calls...mesty ng asa nk ngs...
ptg td...rindu punye pasai...
tiba2...ng ngs lg...smpi tetdo...
ng rindu...rindu mskn mak...

xpala...saba la duhai ati...
xbrapa ari lg...7 ari lg ja...
minggu dpan...blik...
luangkn msa sma2 famili...

senyum untk dri...ng nk hepy2...
xnk la sdih...
pkir positive...

minggu ni xblik...so bter ng siapkn asgments literasi bhsa...wat kerangka bhn...
khamis ni present...
kalo keja siap snang ati...

n then sok...kuar ngn kwn2 sekelas...
then...ahd...wat diskusi sal literasi bhsa...

stiap y blaku da hikmah y tersendiri...
ng arap begitu...

ayuh...ng...jgn termenung...
jgn buang msa...
do some works...

"bibi...akak minx maaf yer..."
mcmla bi nk bca blog ng...ngeee...
"nty...akak da something untk bi..."
"akak yakin...bi ska..."

skian ajela coretan ng untk kali ni...
sawaddikah...




Thursday, June 28, 2012

2 Years...

sawaddikah...


kpd...rkn2 mt1...terutamanya...
ng nk ucapkn...
hepy anniversary...

28 Jun...anniversary kita...
that means....sdh genap 2 taun kn...
kita bersama...
di ipgkpp...

ng arap...kita sume...
bergerak seiringn...
sma2 graduate...
dan berjaya...
mjadi guru y cemerlang...gemilang & terbilang...

ng syg sume...
camat maju jaya...

chayok2...3 taun setengah lg...

n then kita sume akn bergelar..."CIKGU"...


So Sleepy...

Emoticon

sawaddikah...
camat petang sume...

so sleepy...ngeee...ngntok kah...
mula2...ingt nk tdo tros after blik dr lib...
tp ntah...tiba2...wink2...
mood nk tlis blog la plak...

today...ng asa ok kah...
cz...ng gna msa sebaik mgkin...
iyeke? ngeee...
arap2...gtwo la kah...
dh bnyk ari...ng buang msa gtwo ja...
nk wat gena kn?
mood study blom dtng...
kalo ng stdy pn...mcm kna paksa rela...
lg2...ng nieh jnis ikot mood gk...

rney...msa clas maths...geometry...
wat potato printing...
xsukanya...
kalo la potato two dibuat cheezy wedges...
kn sdap...

ckp sal wedges...lapa la plak...
kt umh...ng wat...
yummy...mkn ngn adik2...
ng ska kah...
wat sendri...ntahla sdap ke x...
y pasti...sumenya licin...
lg2...adik ng kedua...
kuat mkn snguh...
ng ingtkn...ng kuat mkn dh...
rupa2nya...dia lgla...ngeee...

today...after clas...ng spends msa kt lib kah...
cr bku...n diskus...ngn sis bie n le...
sal literasi bahasa...

assignments oh assignments...
dh la kna wat esei...
ng ingt nk start dh...
tp xmampu...

ilham oh ilham...
dtngla...

ilham tiada...genala ng nk wat esei...
nk start two...susah...
make a move??
aduhai....

hopefully ng dpt ilham wat esei...
kalo keja siap...kn snang ati?
so...mlm ni...ng nk bsungguh2...
diskus ngn group's members...
do some reading...
try to understand...
analyze n interpret...
n then start wat esei...

di mana ada kemahuan...
di situ ada jln kn?
ng hopes...it will work...

apa2pn...skunk ng nk berdreaming dlu lah...
kumpul tenaga...n then mandi...
pastwo mkn..
then...da discussion koi 8.3o mlm...
after that...do some reading...
n esok...start rangka...
arap2...apa y dirancng...
menjadi...

sekian ajela coretan untk kali ni...

sawaddikah...

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

Life


When I wake up in the morning and I look around I see happiness and beautiful things everywhere. The birds are singing and flowers are blooming with all their glories in my garden. I am neither perfect nor free from trouble, but I think positively. And I remember, “I love the person who can smile in trouble, who can gather strength from distress and grow brave by reflection.” Acknowledge the existence of negative thought. Replace it for a positive one.

Having positive attitude is seeing the glass half full. No doubt, we all pursued the goal of happiness in our life. What is happiness? Money? Fame? Health? Money can make life easier and comfortable. But whether all the rich and famous people are happy? The real happiness is within us, the inner-self. We have to learn how to live with life. If you think about something positive, there is obviously no room negativity. So be happy, positive attitude is we all need in this world of today. So always remember Be thankful for yesterday, and be happy today. Be happy today, and prosper tomorrow. You don't need money to be happy, only a smile. Your dreams will come true, but first you must be true to yourself.Share love and smiles with others, and the world will share with you in return.

Monday, June 25, 2012

My Story Mory...


sawaddikah...

rney phi keja...1st day keja...
ntahla gena syng ng keja...
tpkir plak ng...

phi tahu...?td ng ckp ngn teddy...
gtau ng nui...kta phi keja...
mcm la ng nui nk respons kt ng...
dia kn bear...manala leh ckp kn...
tp bg ng...teddy pn da perasaan tau...
aduhai...ng2...ade2 je kn...

hehe...apa2pn...ng supports kah khon di...
all the best...
n jgn...sesekali jgn...usha y len...
2 atau 3 kali pn xleh...
lebih lg la xleh...
kalo xnk ng mta biru...ngee...
mata bru...cemburu...
so...jgn...jgn...jgn...

rney ng hepy kah khon di...
ng gerak phi keja...
comey sgt...
ng suka kah...lg2...lma dh xdngr sora phi msa phi bru bgn...
ntah pg ni mamai ka x...ngeee

sweet...ng ska kah...dlu msa phi matrik...
slalu ng gerak phi g kuliah...
ng bahagia kah phi...

ng pn pelik...heran kah...knpa tiba2 khon di nk keja?
phi kta...nk timba pglm...
apa2 saja la kah...

keja...bnyk gk bgosnya...
lgpon cuti sem agk lma kn...bdk u...
mnala nk sma ngn bdk ipg mcm ng...
sekejap ja cti...mcm skul...

kalo keja...bnyk kn y phi akn pelajari...
dpt penglm...n menghargai...the value of money...
lgpon kalo dok umh mesty bosan kn?
papa n mama keja...
akak pn keja...
td tnglla phi ngn momo...

ntahla ng knapa...mcm something wrong somewhere ja kah...
kelopak mata kiri ng sebelah ats...
tmsok rney...2 ari sudah...asa mcm bkedip, tergerak sendiri...berdenyut...
ntahla...apa istilah y btoi...
asyik lagu ja...

hinggakn ng asa xselesa...
n wat ng pkir...

knapa eh jd gney...da petanda pe2 ke?
kalo ikot kepercayaan org2 dlu...setahu ng...
ni petanda akn memperoleh sesuatu y bek...
xpon...dpt bjumpa ngn org jauh atau y tlh lma terpisah...

ntahla...ng pn tidak tahu knapa jd gney..
hmm...pe ja2...
sekian sjalah coretan untk ari...

slm syng dr ng...
sawaddikah....



Sunday, June 24, 2012

Gud Monink Penang


sawaddikah...
& arunsawat kah...
gud monink everyone...
ng hopes everyone will has a nice day kah...

today...ngeee...ng bgn agk lewat kah...
koi 9.30 td ng bgn...lewatla kn...
sedangkn smlm...ng asa...ng tdo awal...around koi 1...
aduhai...bkesan btoi bku murid & alm belajar...
ngeee...mbuatkn ng tdo lena...
asa2...msa two ng msg phi...smbil bca bku tulah...
xlepas 4 pages asanya...tetdo ng...

haha...nk wat gena kn...mood study blom dtng...
it seems...ng is doing nothing 4 this week...
arap2...next week ng xgney lg...

routine ng...after bgn...mesty ng kmas blik dlu...kalo cti...
yela...ng nk pastikn sume lam keadaan kms n teratur...
ng xska bsepah2...
skit mta tgk...

lg 1 habok...ewww...xska ng...
mayb sbb tu la kot ng allergic habok...

after that...biasala...gsk gggi...mandi...bsoh bju...n so on...
pastwo...breakfast...
wlu sesibuk mana...
xleh skip breakfast...kalo x...
ngeee...lagu do re mi lak...

lam bnyk2 perkara...parents ng...slalu ingtkn ng 2 perkara...
1...tdur kna ckup...hehe...
tp y nieh xdpt ng follow...

2...mkn kna ikut time...sume meals...
breakfast...lunch n dinner...
kena mkn....
y ni...ng ikot...bab2 mkn...ng kn kuat mkn...

rney...kalo ikotkn ati...ng nk mkn buah plum n minum susu...
tp twola...sgt mls ng bncoh susu...
bila nk make a move ni ng?...ngeee
nty jd la...
las2...mkn buah plum ngn air kosong jak...

waa...whole week...ng mcm doing nothing...
hw da ckit...tp ntah...mls ng nk wat...

ng2...xnleh gney...
rney ng tekad...nk settlekn sume keja y bleh ng settlekn...
wat apa y ptot...
n makes preparation b4 g class sok...
stdy a little bit...b4 tdo...
n mlm nieh...ng nk sleep early....

sit up...huh...bencinya...
ntah knapa ng xleh wat sit up?
kekuatn bhgn prot ng krng ke?atau bdn ng terlalu keras? smpi xleh nk lentur2...
atau kedua2nya...

huhu...sgt sedih...
gara2 ng blatih wat sit up...
bhgn prot ng...skit...
smpi xleh nk tunduk...
pdn muka ng...
twola...org kta slow2..
x ikot...las2...nh rasakan...

k la nah...
sekian aje coretan ng untk kali ni...

sawaddikah...
tuchum2 slalu...
smile2...mile...mile....






Saturday, June 23, 2012

Friendship...


thanks 4 a nice day...
n thanks 4 everything...

rney...ng jmpa kwn ng...fakhrul ikhwan...
ng xsngka...dpt jmpa dia...

mmg dia tekad...nk jmpa ng...
sngup dia dtng sni...
kalo ikotkn...hmm jauhla jgk...
sejam...
dr kedah...ke penang...

thanks...
ng harap pershbtn kita akn bpnjgn...
skali kita bkwn...ng hrp hbgn ukhwah ini...akn slama-lamanya...
friendship is bigger than titanic ship....
ng harap...kita jd kwn bek...
slama-lmanya...
"satuk..."

di sini...ng nk ucpkn tima kasih kpd mak dia...
cz ingt kt ng...
n kim kuih...
thanks...



Coretan Miss Small Heart


sawaddikah...

ng really hepy...cz phi da msa untk ng...
wlupn sekejap...
ng appreciates it...
phi kah...khop khun kah....

smlm...ntah...wlupn ngntok...ng thn...
gpon...ntah asa mcm xnk tdo gk...
smata2 nk msg ngn phi...
phi tgk bola ngn papa...
smbil msg ng...
n ng...hepy kah...
wlupn...mata ni berat...nk bdreaming...
las2...koi 4...mayb...tetdo...
ngeee...sorry...

smbng2...tiba2...ng asa nk tnya phi...
ng ceritakn pd phi...tntng thalasemia...
hehe...mcm pkr perubtn ja...itu ini...
ntah fkta ka auta...

n then ng tnya...andai ng kna thalasemia...xpn ng jd carrier...
phi still nk kawen ngn ng??

by the ways...ng wakilkn soaln ini...umpamakn untk y len2 kah...
the same things...4 certain2...

ng pn xtahu kah...
knapa ng brani tnya...lam ati...
tkot kah...sesuatu y menghampakn...
tp kalo tidak...xkn tahu kn...

phi kta...sume itu takdir...apa2...hadapinya...

waa...pendek dan padat...
tsnyum ng...
mayb sbb itu...ng rak phi...
phi jujur lam tindkn...lam kta2...
bkn bmnis mulut di bibir...

n then...rney ng hepy kah dpt ckp ngn phi...
phi kol...
pndai kn ng? hehe...
ngeee...itula...

"phi busy lok...nty kalo bkuarga mesty xda msa kn..."
"ng slalu ja kna mrh...huh"

ngn nada merajok...ng membebel...hehe...yela...dh btoi kn...

"sapa soh ng degil..."

"sapa soh phi grng..."
hehe...mahu sja nk ckp gtwo...nk kta phi grng...xla...phi cma tegas...dan tetap pendirian...

apa2 sjala...ng dh promises...pd dri...ng hopes...it works...

syg phi kah...sekian sja kah untk kali nie...







Thursday, June 21, 2012

My Coretan...

sawaddikah...
belakangn nieh...mcm2 y blaku...
dan biasala kn....
da y ok...da y ko....

wink2...phi keja....
seriously...ng mcm xcaya ja...ngeee
waa...nk tahu jgk...syg ng nieh dpt btahan ke x....
cz phi xbesa kn...
mama n papa xbenarkn....
tp kali nieh...waa...julung2 kali la...

nk jumpa phi....tp xdpt...
xpala....msh da hrpn...
lma kn u cuti...n ng hopes ng dpt jmpa phi...
b4 phi blik u...
dptla hlng rindu...ckit...ng really2 miss phi...
dan kita....perlu...bckp dr ke ati ke ati kah...
bnyk persoaln y bmain d fkrn ng...
dan ng...xnk iye2 sorng...
tahu kn...apa y ng mksdkn...
ng xnk slh fhm...xnk merajok...

tp sometimes...phi pn tahu kn...ng...
iyela...ng slalu ikot mrs small heart...
sebab...bg ng...mrs small heart sntiasa blaku jujur...
pd dri sndri...

phi tahu...ng promises 'something' pd dri ng kah...
xnk ikotkn perasaan sgt...
ng n hopes ng can prove it....

kalo ng mampu lakuknnya...wink2...
star blink2 untk dri ng...

kalo la ng matang mcm phi...
kn bgos...tp nieh ng...
waduh2...
itula ng...skap ng...

apa y ng pkirkn...
ntah bjaya ke x...
bru selang 2 3 ari...
again...ng memeningkn kpala phi lg...

ng jujur...nk attention...ngeee...
yola dh sorng mamat two...
busy ja dia...
n tup2...kna phi marah...
tp meme patot mrh kn...

phi kah...ng hopes...kita dpt jmpa...
nk prays bnyk2 lah...
moga Tuhan lembutkn ati phi..."satuk...'
n then...moga mama n papa...soh phi jmpa ng...
mcm ritwo...
ng ingt lg...papa tnya phi..."xnk jmpa awek..?"
n then phi gtau ng...
dan ng...hepy sgt2...
sbb dpt green light....

bru2 nieh...da sorng mamat two...
moody smcm ja...
bila ng minx permission...
iye ke ni...ckp serupa bikin ke ni...

ng tahu kah...phi berat ati...tp pd msa y sma phi xnk kongkong ng...
dan phi...beri kebebasn kpd ng...
phi xpenah kongkong ng...
khop khun kah...

ng fhm kah khon di...
ng syng phi...
mark2 lei...
dan ng tahu...phi risaukn...dri ng..
ng jnji...akn jga dri...jga keshtn kah...

sekian ajela...coretan kali ni...
tata...sweet corner....








Tuesday, June 19, 2012

Life must goes on...

sawaddikah...

entri kali nieh...tntng life kah...
ng really suka kah...
ungkpn ini...
our life...must goes on...
wlu apa sja y blaku...
tp kita kna tabah menghadapi kn...
stiapp dugaan & rintngan...
da hikmah di sebaliknya...




Monday, June 18, 2012

Serba Salah...

knapala ng nieh jnis ska pkir...?
tp human being mmg gney kn...
again n again...
persoaln....

kdng2...mahu sja ng...xnk pkir apa2...
biar aje...tp...ng kn jnis keep in mind...
almost everything....

apa eh...apa y hros ng wat...
ng pn tidak tahu...
ng tkot...hlng lg kwn...
ng xnk sbab small matter...

tp mayb big matter 4 some1...
waduh2....tenatnya ng pkir...
antra mjga hati...beri hrpn..?
tros trang...?

kwn ng...
kwn?
yup...bg ng dia kwn...tp bg dia...bukan...
ng minx maaf....
ng cma xnk beri hrpn...dan xnk melukakn ati2 sapa...
tp ...on the other hand...dia mengharap...
what should ng do?
sesuatu y xmgkin...
dan sgt mustahil....

dia sgt bek ngn ng...sgt concern...dr dlu hingga sekrng...
xpenah berubah...

baru2 ni...dia gtau ng...
nk jumpa b4 blik study...
ok la...jmpa...kita kwn...
tiba2...dia gtau...mak dia nk jmpa ng...

nh sudah...
jgn wat ng serba slh gney...
tahu kn perasaan ng...
antra kita cma kwn...

apa y harus ng wat???
ng knai dia...
kalo jmpa gney...mesty serious...
wlu kta...mak sporting...
tp ng....
ng xnk misunderstanding...

y pntng...ng knai dia...skap dia...
dan ng tahu...
dia ngn mak rapat...
xpenah berahsia...wlu soal perasaan...

aduh2....peningnya pkir...

ng asa serba slh...xtahu apa y harus ng lakukn...