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Saturday, February 25, 2012

BIG Fasa 1

sawaddikah...

...dear sweet corner....
ngee...ng bru ja kah blik dr big...bina insan guru...fasa 1
kali nieh diadakan di Pulau Pangkor kah...kem rimba...
ok kah...nice place...
tepi pntai kah...
scenery cntk...
dengar alunan ombak...desiran angn...
indahnya ketika sunset kah....panorama sekeliling pntai...cntk kah...
"indahnya ciptaan Tuhan...."
syukur...

hehe...bombastik la plak intro ng kali nieh...
ngee...spontan...
dh itu y terlintas kah...
so ng pn tlis aje....

mesty amai kn y letih? mlh da dh two y demam...
kwn2...jga bek2 kah kesihatan two...
ngee,,,kta kt owg...ng pn sma je...
dr ritwo g xrapa shat smpaila skrng...
y tertekannya...dh la 2 3 ari be4 pertandingan bahas...sora ng jd rock...
and then...asyk batok2 je...
dhla ng kna jd speaker untk bahas...
waduh2....
pastwo...next day...big lak...
jd ape ng wat??
nk xnk ng telan gk ubat...cz ng tahu...stamina ng mmg btoi2 down dh...
lemah sgt...
msa g klas pn ng asa cam nk pitam je....asa mcm nk pengsan....
tp cukupla...ng xnk cipta sej lg...
ckupla ng pengsan kt ipg skali...
xnk dh....

ha'ar...nk ckap sal big...upps2...my story mory....
coretan ng...
ngee....xhbs2 ngn sound effect...miu2...
ng hepy cz ng da shat...cma asa pening2 n batok2 lg kah...
anyway...y pntng...asa better dr ari tu....
big clap 4 u...yay2...

"ng jd penghuluwati..."
mula2...ng asa xska kah...tp mls dh ng lyn...
biaq je la...
pe nk jd...jd...xnk kesah...sudah...
pala ng asa mcm nk meletop pkir itu...pkir ini...
mcm2 perkara belakangan nieh...
sume ng kna tanggung...
n then...ng asa beban...
eewww...huh!_!

ng xnk ng stress lg kah....
ng tahu...kalo ng stress...bruk padahnya...
lg2...kesihatan ng...

paksa? rela? rela paksa?
hmm...bnyk perkara y blaku...tnpa bicara...
i hate...really hate...

ng...ng...positif thinking...

xnk la rosakkn mood...bter..ng cter sal perkara y lucu dan mgmbirakn ati ng...kn lg bek???
ngee...soe...dua...tigo...

mrs small & big heart pjuk ng...
xpala...penghuluwati pn...
at least u learn something...
learn new things...
n then...ng senyum untk dri ng kah...
ng ska snyum kah...ntah...
hehe...dh jd habits kot...
mak ng kta...bgn pg...kena snyum...
senyum...
..."ceriakn hari anda dngn senyuman"...

ok...then...bertolak ke pulau pangkor kah...
lam bus...tian dok tepi ng...
pe2 je la...ng xkesah...
gpon dh xda tmpat dh kah...
kasi la die duduk...ngee
"'"pelik"'"
adala...hehe...mls ng nk cterkn...
...again...i had learnt something...

ala-ala tentatif...
ng cterkn akt2 noh...
mula2 pasang khemah kah..
then...petang da akt bantu mula kah...pc...
sal usungan, cpr n kain anduh kah...
ngee...msa kain anduh...ng teringtkn kesah tempoh ari...

hehe...ayh ngn mak..
ookk oo...sweet...ngee
ritwo...b4 ng blik mktb bg minx mea ajar ng tentang balutan2 kah....
hehe...ng pbsm...tp nama je la...
xpraktikkan...
saat2 kritikal...bru nk amik kesah...
ngee...jgn ikot sikap nieh kah...no good!!
hehe...mea ajr ng...
pho jd mangsa...hehe...
mea blot pho ngn kain anduh...
so sweet...comey...

aduhai...menguap sdh ng...ntyla...ng cter sal big...
ng asa nk tdo kah...smlm...xckup tdo...
ng tdo lam keadaan duduk...
khemah pnoh...xda space...

ratrisawat kah




Monday, February 13, 2012

my Story Mory..

sawaddikah...
hmm...lma dh kn ng x post kt blog...
bsawang sudah sweet corner...
ngee...

ltih kah rney...ltih sgt...
hehe...twola...sapa soh krap blik kn??
dan skrg bleh dikatakn hmpir tiap2 weekend lei ng blik...
hepy kah kt umh...
da mak...da ayh..da abg ngn adk2...
bahagia...
then...dpt tdo ngn mama pooh n papa panda...
apa2 pn...bg ng...
rumahla y terbek skali...
pling bek...
"rumahku...syurgaku..."
hehe...berbahasa la plak...

dok ipg...ng agk bosan kah...sometimes...
wlupn da kwn2...
tp ng lg rindukn famili ng..
n then kt umah...
dapat asa nikmat tdo...

friday ng blik...ngee...mlm two tetdo...
saturday lak...ng pn tdo agk awai..
n then bgn pg...asa fresh...
asa energetic...
yela kn...dh ckup tdo...
i'm hepy....

ngee...imbas2...
story of my life...

friday...ng blik...kali nieh ayh jemput ng dkat alor star...
n then...g jitra...
ng da sdkit urusan ritwo...
pastwo...ayh ajk ng mkn...
memandangkn ng blom lg mkn nasi...
ng gtau ayh kta ng msh g kenyang...dh mkn roti td...
tp ayh kta...mkn la...
dh lewat blom lg mkn nasi kn...
jd...nk x nk...ng pn orders la kah...
tp bkn nasi...
ais kacang...
favourite ng...gpon dh lma dh kah xmkn ais kacang...
ayh lak...spt biasa mkn bihun sup..
smbl mkn smbng2 ngn ayh...
ngee...kali nieh..bnyk toi ng smbang...
slalunya...ng xla bnyk ckp sgt...

and then...ng kta kt ayh...
"anak xnk blik lg...anak nk shopping..."
"g jitra mall nah..."

ngee...nasib ayh kta ok...
ayh kta...xpa...g la nh...
ayh tngu dkat sini ja...
nty sdh siap bjln...datang sini...

hehe...shopping alone...ntah ng ska...
asa mcm bebas...xla tkongkong kn....
nk g mna pn...g aja...
gpon kt jitra...ng biasa sdh...
twola tmpat ng...
dlu2 nuh...hehe...

lma gk ng bjaln2...hngakn ng hmpir2 tlupa kta dtng ngn ayh...
alamak...ayh tngu kt luar...
hehe...blom puas lg...
xpala lah len kali lak...cian ayh kn??
bnyk brng y ng beli..
sumenya mknan je...
coklat...wafer...dll...sumenya favourite ng...
xlupa gk ngn abg n adk2...
beli apa y mereka suka...
kasi kt diorg...gpon ng asa mcm nk pjuk cik abg je...
abg majuk ngn ng ritwo...
hehe...tua2 pn majok2...wink2..."

hehe...smpi2...ayh tgk jam...
then ayh tnya...apa y ng dpt...beli apa...
ng pn tnpa segan silu...pn tnjukla...
hehe...ayh kta...uih 2 jam...
ngee...ng gtau ayh...ng x g tgk2 tingkat ats g...
cma kt tingkat bwh ja...
bahagian mknan...
tngkt ats...ng nek n then trun blik...
xtgk2 pn...
hehe...pastwo ayh geleng2 kpla...ayh kta sakan btoi bjln...
ng wa x puas lg two...
tp xpala kn...ari lem plak...
ari pn dh mlm kn..???

blik2...smpi umh...ala...tiada mak dkat umh...
jd ng pn tuju ke dapur...
tgk2...w0w22...hehe favourite ng...
mea wat bubur buah...
hepy sgt2 kah...
hehe...xmandi x apa dh ng...
tros mam2...nk tngu apa lg kn...
mkn bnyk sgt...

then...mlm...ng tgk tv ngn parents...
pastwo ng asa ngntok kn....
ng bring ja ats tilam...hehe..tros tlena....
zzzzz.....

ala...bru ari jumaat...xckp sal ari sabtu ngn ahd lg...
ng asa mengantuk sdh...ngee...
twola bnyk bjln kn...jumaat...sabtu then ahad....

sekian ajela coretan ng untk ari ni...
len2 kali...ng cter sal ari sbtwo ngn ahd lak...

abg sdh xmajok ngn ng...hepynya...siap jln2 ngn abg smpi mlm lei...
then dpt "fujik"...
bek2 yar fujik...bsma akak...ngee...

ahd lak...ng jmpa sorng pak cik..
tp nk kta pak cik...dia mcm sbaya dtok ng je...
dtok la...cz dia kta dia anggp ng cucu dia...
mula2 ng agk tkot kah...
iyela kn xknai...
dia chinese...tp little bit leh ckp thai...
sgt friendly...
mula2 sjujurnya...ng agk tkot kah...tp ng lyn aje...
kna respect kn org y lbih tua drpd kita...
tp ng msih tkot...ngeee....
ayoh!! ape nieh ng??? wink2...
anyway...thanks ats kta2 smagt...kta2 y membina y tlah atuk berikn kah...
thanks atuk...

skian aje untk kali nieh...
sawaddikah...
gud nite...sleep tight n sweet dream kah....

thanks ats kta2 y membina kah....



Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Luahan Miss Small Heart..

sawaddikah...
gud evening...

ngeee...wktwo ptg sepatotnya bsenam kn? joging ka...men netball ka...badminton ka...tp ng nieh...ayo!! pasif toi...ngeee...
apala kn...xamalkn gaya hdup sht & aktif...

hehe...dh ng xska kah...ng lbh skakn indoor...
kalo outdoor...ng ska cycling n men badminton je...
two ja...y len x...
kalo bola...oh no...xnk...ngee...
ng tkot bola...
hehe...mcm raksasa la plak...hngakn ng tkot...

rney...ng hepy...tp da gk sdih...ng kcian dkat mea ng...

hmm...snang2...stat ngn perkra y mgmbrakn ng noh...

today...ng feels much better kah...
2 3 ari lpas ng asa sdih2...
ng brat ati...xnk phi blik kah...
xnk phi blik kuantan...
xmgkin kn??

xpa kah...ng dh ok kah...snyum untk phi...
bye2 kah khon di...
bye2 kah...
bek2 sna nh...
moga perjlnan phi slmt...slmt smpi ke kampus...
moga phi cpat2 sembuh dr demam kah...
two la...kalo phi mam2 panadol ng...mesty dh lega...
ubat panadol ng mujarab tau...ngee...
kalah active fast...

mlm nieh phi bertolak dan esok pg phi smpi u...
n then ptg tros phi da training...
bek2 syg...jga dri...jga kesihatan kah khon di...
ng d sini doakan untk phi kah...doakn kejayaan phi..bek dri segi akademik dan koku kah...
moga phi pass training dan dpt wakil u...
all the best kah thirak...

dont 4get to bring honey n momo nh khon di...
ng nk...di mana sja phi brada momo ngn honey da bsma phi...
sbbnya...ng asa "warmth"...
n ng hepy...cz ng asa kita bsma...wlupn hakikatnya jauh...

jga roro bek2 duai...si zylo...si didi...mr.grey...
n y pntng...ring kah...
tgk ring phi kt meja stdy...
mcm na leh ttgl...??
kali nieh ng maafkn...tp kalo next time...
tgk la...siap phi...
ng grng nieh!!

last but not least...latih bek2 noh...moga phi tplih wakil u kah...
sawaddikah khon di...ng rak phi kah...

hmm...td mea kol ng...lma gk ng bckp ngn mea...
ng kcian mea...ng simpati dkat mea...
mea risaukn adk ng y drjh 5...
risaukn ng ment...
bkn mea ngn pho ja y risau...tp ng jgk...
adk ng nieh...da mslh ckit...
mslh kshtn...n then...dia nieh jiwa xkuat...
mksd ng...adk ng xleh guna kekasrn kah ngn dia...tengking2 ka...
gtwola...kalo x...tros dia ketar2...ngs...
n then dia tkot...

ng pn xtahu nk wat gena...
sbab batin dia lmah...

baru2 nieh wat hal lg dkat skulah...
dia tkot nk msok clas cz ckgu bi...
die tkot nk msok clas bi cz ckgu tu ska ckp kuat2...mrh2...n sometimes tengking...
adk ng dh la xleh gtwo...
mea kta 2 3 hari dh dia ngs...
n then wat gaya xnk g skolah...
smpikn mea ng hntr dia smpi ke klas...tngu dia..
tgk dia blaja...
bayangkn la??...
adk ng bkn drjh 1 atau 2...tp 5...
da lg perkara2 begini blaku...

n then ckgu ni tu kta kt adk ng...
"kamu xpyh msok clas...g blaja bi ngn clas 5A...xperlu la blaja bi ngn cikgu"

ptotka sorng gru ckp begini??
bg ng...xkah...
cz xdpt selesaikn mslh...

hey...bdk clas kedua nk bg bdk trun ke klas y keempat...??
cz bdk two da mslh...
ptot ka...????

n then...ckgu two dia xpndng mka parents ng...
mayb hngt hati kot...
cz dia kna tgor ngn pengetua n pk...

perbezaan individu....
bkn perkara y mdh untk ditangani kn??
stiap pelajar...stiap mrd da ragam y mcm2...
n then thp perkembangn mereka dr aspek JERI pn berbeza...
perbezaan ind...

guru...bkn tgs y mdh...
skop tgs guru luas...merangkumi sume bidang...

di sini...ng xnk blame sapa2 kah...
da kekuatn dan kelemahn y tsndri...
da bek da buruk...

ng kciankn mea ng...
smpikn td mea wa mea hlng smagt...
mea susah ati...
sbab adk ng...
mea xtahu nk wat gena...
sbab dia bknla knk2 y shat...
msa kecik dia...hospital la rmah die...
jd...xleh smakn dia ngn knk2 len kn...
ng simpati kah...pd adk..pd mea ng....
tp apalah daya ng...

blik nieh...ng asa ng kna ckp2 ngn adk...tnya mslh dia...
blaja memahami...di mana kelemahn dan kekuatannya...
ng syng adk ng...
ng syng famili ng...
ng syng ibu...syng bapa kah...
dri sgala-galanya...

ng sayu...ng xsdap ati kah...mea ng seorg y tbh...tiba2...mea kta...mea letih...mea hlng smgt...

mea kah...be happy kah...
stiap mslh da jln penyelesaian...
stiap y blaku da hikmah di sebaliknya...